Amy had last been here a year ago, and today she was here because the fear that had been with her for so long had caught her back in the air that she had been afraid to get out of bed for a whole week. She described herself as if standing on the top of a mountain, before

Amy had last been here a year ago, and today she was here because the fear that had been with her for so long had caught her back in the air that she had been afraid to get out of bed for a whole week. She described herself as standing on the tip of a mountain, with a cliff in front and a cliff behind it, empty all around.

In fact, Amy has a warm family, her husband and in-laws hurt her, and the two children are also very well-behaved and financially prosperous. She also has an enviable job where everything looks good.

However, this is all harmony in the eyes of others, or beauty in the eyes of parents.

The husband is favored by the parents because the family is good; the work is liked by the parents, because it is stable and good-looking; having two children is what the in-laws want, and the family is prosperous...

She was accustomed to pondering and catering to the expectations of others, and gradually hollowed herself out, leaving only a shell, with a fantasy that was detached from reality, rationalizing and beautifying everything, so as to allow herself to accept the "beautiful" life in front of her.

Only in the counseling room was she the real sleepwalker, talking to herself, her eyes fluttering, immersed in fantasy, as if she had forgotten that I still existed.

When I try to talk to her about the details of daily life and the "happiness" of her husband, Amy will suddenly close her eyes and say quietly, "But he is very kind to me, and he hardly talks to me seriously..."

Tears flowed disobediently...

After several years of growth, she gradually realized that she had long lost herself and lived in an elaborately woven dream.

As she saw the dream more and more clearly, she was terrified...

Only this time, she was sober. #Cocosy psychology ##心理 #