Children who are not outstanding from childhood are only careful to hide their self-esteem and sensitivity, for fear of being preached by others. They don't care, and they will explode when the emotional backlog reaches a certain level! In fact, all they ask for is a little attention and recognition.
Obviously, he already had an older brother and sister who wanted him, and he was considered to be inferior to his brother and sister in learning since he was a child, and he went to the mountains and went to the countryside to think of supporting the responsibility of a man and making his sister suffer less. As a result, the sister left for love, but she was left behind, and she also said that her sister took care of herself.
Obviously, he earned more money alone than the whole family combined, because he did not have a staff for fear that his father would not be satisfied, so he did not dare to contact his father.
Obviously, he has a successful career, because he has not contacted his father for several years, and many people say that Zhou Bingyi is not filial piety. Even his brother felt that Zhou Bingkun was a bit desperate.
But from Zhou Bingkun's point of view, you understand him.
The boss went to the corps to become a cadre by his own efforts, and was also admitted to one of the highest universities in China and married the governor of the province. Living in the cadre compound, it was not easy for him to go into the place. Although he later embarked on a career path, he was also the youngest cadre of the same rank.
Sister Zhou Rong, for love, went away. As a woman, I bravely pursue my own life and my own happiness. For love, I didn't even contact my parents for years. This kind of courage and boldness is what Zhou Bingkun lacks. Later, he was admitted to Peking University by his own efforts and became the youngest associate professor at the university.
Zhou Bingkun has a strong contradiction. He wants to be recognized but feels that nothing he can do can be recognized. Although you have worked hard, some people are the ceiling that you can't reach with all your strength. This contradiction made him kicked when he first mentioned Zheng Juan's origin, so he did not dare to resist.
He was afraid, he was afraid that his father would not be satisfied with himself, so he did not dare to bravely pursue his own happiness. If it were not for Li Suhua's serious illness later, Zhou Bingkun would not be able to come back, and Zheng Juan would have missed out on taking good care of the two people.
The father and son did not contact because of the quarrel that broke out at the station. Zhou Zhigang said that even if he didn't have those entanglements, Zhou Bingkun would not be able to enter the university, and he would not be as good as his brother and sister when he was a child.
Is Zhou Bingkun angry at this big truth told by his father? Not all of them, but most importantly, it brings him into an unrecognized past, and a reality that knows where the problem is and can't be solved.
When I was a child, my brother studied well, and my sister not only studied well but also looked beautiful. When they grow up, their older brothers and sisters also have a happy family than before.
This contradiction makes Zhou Bingkunming a successful person but feels that his father is not satisfied with him. After all, Zhou Zhigang said before that he did not want Zhou Bingkun to resign, and he could not blame Zhou Zhigang, after all, it was also popular that the end of the universe was compiled. What is the monthly income of more than ten thousand is better than the establishment of three thousand. Not to mention the era when everyone admired the iron rice bowl.
Yesterday, Zhou Zhigang's father and son finally reconciled, and his father said that Zhou Bingkun was satisfied with the three children. One sentence made Zhou Bingkun reconcile with his father, after all, all he wanted was a sentence.
Have you ever been helpless not to be recognized? That kind of helplessness is not because I am not good enough, but because I have worked very hard and still cannot meet the expectations of others. The more you are not recognized, the more you want to be recognized. This contradiction has always existed in Zhou Bingkun.
Zhou Bingkun quarreled with his father because his father denied him, and the same was true for not contacting his father, and finally reconciled only because his father approved of him.
Children who are not recognized, try to do everything well, just to be recognized by their parents. The eldest brother did not understand him, because the eldest brother had always been the pride of his father. This kind of mood can only be understood by those who have experienced it.
In fact, life is just a process of reconciliation with yourself. Accept your own mediocrity, accept the mediocrity of your parents, and accept the mediocrity of your children.
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