First love, what a beautiful word! It was a gentle white moonlight in the ignorance of youth, the most precious memory hidden in the heart.
Hello everyone, my name is Daniel Zhang, this Chinese New Year's Eve six years old, married for more than ten years, and the relationship with his wife has not been good nor bad, we have a lovely son, in addition to the child growth brought me surprises and happiness, married life is like a pool of stagnant water, no passion.
The reason why I married my current wife is entirely because I am old enough to have a home, and when I come home from work, there is a woman who makes a good meal, throws her clothes dirty and washes her, and can have her own offspring to inherit the bloodline.
People around me say that my wife is beautiful, virtuous, and capable, but I didn't see it, on the looks she is far inferior to my first love, the girl who likes to wear a white dress, is the most beautiful girl in my mind.
My wife has recently been blessed badly, less than forty years old, a lot of extra flesh on her small belly, more and more stains on her face, thick and black arms and legs, to be honest, I don't want to touch her at night, sometimes I would rather choose to work the night shift at the unit than go home to face her face.
In the bleak life, when I met my first love, it was as if the sky suddenly lit up, the clouds were so white, the flowers were so fresh, and even the usually annoying boss was not so annoying.
Just as I was living like a year, the sudden appearance of my first love disturbed my heart. It was a weekend, my mother called me to go to dinner, I went with my wife and children, I did not expect to meet my first love in the village.
She's still so beautiful! White skin, thin willow waist, shallow smile, really fascinating! I had said hello to her, and the smell of perfume came from my nose, which made me intoxicated and trance-like, if only I had pursued her harder in the first place! Now it's time for me to wrap her thin waist, which is really not blessed.
Back at home, my mother's meal was fragrant, I didn't even have the heart to eat, and my mind always came up with the white and tender arms of my first love, sweet dimples and writhing waist. Pretending to be inadvertent, my mother and I talked about meeting Xiaomei.
My mom said, "You don't know yet, do you?" Xiaomei is divorced! She couldn't have children after being married for several years, and her husband and mother-in-law didn't want her! This is not no place to go, and I went back to my mother's house to live, woman! If you don't have a child, you can't even keep your marriage.
It is reasonable to say that Xiaomei was forced to divorce, I should feel sorry for her, but somehow, listening to Xiaomei's divorce, I actually had a trace of joy in my heart, of course, this kind of thinking I can't show. My mother and wife felt sorry for Xiaomei in unison, and I echoed along.
After that, I often made excuses to drive back to my hometown alone, looking forward to meeting Xiaomei again, talking to her, I felt that the sky was exceptionally blue, the clouds were so white, even my usual most hated boss, it seemed that it was not so annoying, in the final analysis, it was to see Xiaomei make me feel comfortable.
By chance, I helped Xiaomei and got close to her, almost letting me fall! It turned out that in the depths of my heart, I had always reserved a seat for her.
Last weekend as usual back to my hometown, the road rained, to be careful to drive, just when I was about to go to the mouth of the village, suddenly found a person holding a bag on his head, raining in the rain, looking at the back of the shadow seems to be Xiaomei, I drove up to take a closer look, it was indeed her! I quickly called out to her and asked her to sit in the car.
Xiaomei's thin clothes were soaked by the rain, tightly attached to the body, her hair was also wet with rain, fortunately, there was a towel in the storage box in the car, I handed her to let her wipe her face, Xiaomei was a little embarrassed, and smiled with a red face: Let you see the joke! Look how messed up I am!
Sitting close to Xiaomei in the sealed car, I felt my heart beating faster, my mouth was dry, Xiaomei was still so beautiful! The clothes are close to her body, her graceful curves are unobstructed, although the face is washed away by the rain, but there is a charm, the ancients said: clear water out of the hibiscus, natural to carve ornaments, is to refer to the beauty of the plain face is also beautiful, right?
I looked at her intently, and Xiaomei laughed: Nerd! What to see? Give you towels! I obediently reached for the towel, and in an instant, our hands touched together, and a wonderful feeling that had never been felt before quickly spread from the fingertips to the heart, as if electrocuted.
Just when we were at a loss, my phone rang, it turned out to be my wife calling, she saw that it was raining and asked me if I was safe to get home? Impatiently, I picked up the phone and yelled at her: I know, I'm not a three-year-old? It's almost home! After saying that, she hung up, and Xiaomei said with a smile: Sister-in-law cares about you! I'm afraid you'll lose it halfway.
I smiled awkwardly and didn't know how to answer the phone. Xiaomei suddenly began to cry again: How good are you! Marry a good wife, some people are distressed, some people are worried, where like me, even if I die, no one cares! No one cares! After saying that, she covered her face and sobbed, her shoulders trembling with a shake, looking at the pained person.
I don't know how to comfort her, but I will just stupidly say: You don't cry, you don't cry! For a long time, Xiaomei wiped her tears and told me about her marriage, her husband and her mother-in-law, she was very unhappy in her in-laws' house, and her mother-in-law forced her husband to divorce her because she could not have children.
After two or three years of making trouble, her husband and her mother-in-law gradually stood on the united front to exclude Xiaomei, and the heartbroken Xiaomei left the house. She was single again, she did not have a safe life in her mother's family, and there was always a contradiction with her two sisters-in-law, and her sister-in-law scolded her behind her back that she was an old hen who could not lay eggs and was a lost star...
Speaking of this, Xiaomei cried again with pear blossoms and rain, alas! Why doesn't anyone cherish such a good woman? Xiaomei sighed: Where is my home? Where is my place to stay? I was speechless. After a moment of silence, Xiaomei said that she wanted to buy a small apartment by herself, live alone, and no longer want to look at anyone's face, but she didn't have enough money now, could she borrow her fifty thousand yuan?
Absolutely! I agreed without hesitation, and Xiaomei smiled happily, revealing sweet dimples. At this time, the rain passed and the sky was clear, and Xiaomei naughtily bid farewell to get off the car and go home. I should go back and get the money too. When I got home, I told my wife to take 50,000 yuan, and my wife asked what to do? I said Xiaomei borrowed money!
When the wife heard Xiaomei borrow money, her reaction was very fierce, and two words popped out from between her teeth: don't borrow! I said why don't you borrow it? We are not without money, besides, Xiaomei is very pitiful now, it is the time when she needs help, she said I promised, you take the money quickly!
The wife sneered and said: There is no way to ask me to take the money! I know that your mind is no longer on me and the child, if you are willing to lend money to your first love, then we will divorce! Looking at my wife's attitude of cutting through the iron, I think it is incredible, isn't it just lending money to others? Why threaten divorce? Isn't she making a fuss for no reason?
Conclusion: This mr. Daniel Zhang has not yet realized his mistake, the first love is unforgettable, but the first love will often rekindle the old feelings and cannot be himself. Daniel Zhang only considered Xiaomei pitiful, didn't he think that his own woman he cherished?
Men and women who are already married keep their distance from the opposite sex, especially those who have had emotional entanglements, and avoid suspicion and understand? Moreover, the family's money is the common property of the husband and wife, the wife lends to Xiaomei is a love point, and it is also a duty not to want to lend her, and it is not a crime to destroy his marriage in order to please his first love.