Wen | Gu Ziyu
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It is said that the world has become colorful because of women, and those intelligent and beautiful women do have their own light, and seeing them has a feeling of brightness like spring.
However, since ancient times, the fate of those good-looking women did not treat them kindly, giving them wisdom and beauty, but making their love road bumpy.
Xiaoyun used to be a very good girl, and when she took the college entrance examination, she also achieved very good results, but considering that her family really could not afford her own tuition, she did not step into the university.
She also wanted to go out to work and earn money while studying, but the heavy work pressure had worn away her learning momentum, but it did not delay her from becoming a beautiful woman.
Among the many objects of pursuit, Xiaoyun chose a person with good conditions in all aspects, and she envisioned forming a small family with this man and starting a happy life.
She loved this man, believed in him, and even though the other party repeatedly found reasons to postpone the marriage, she still loved her deeply, until she gave birth to a child, she did not know that this man had a husband.
The moment she learned the truth, she completely collapsed, her world collapsed, and finally, under the comfort and persuasion of her family, she gave up the child and returned to her hometown.
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A person who values feelings is difficult to get out of that kind of hurt, but there are some things that others can't help, and they can only heal themselves a little bit by themselves.
Xiaoyun is such a woman, for a long time, she did not believe in feelings, she has been living alone, until the age of 40, met a new love.
This man's name is Zhang Yu, a divorced man, Xiaoyun feels that this man has brought her back to life, their feelings are very good, and their life after marriage is very happy.
Zhang Yu and his ex-wife have a boy, he still wants a girl, Xiaoyun promised him that he will give him a beautiful daughter, let him have both children.
Xiaoyun told Zhang Yu, I must prove to everyone that you will never regret marrying me, I will definitely be the best wife.
Indeed, the 40-year-old Xiaoyun is still young and beautiful, gentle and virtuous, and a good woman who can go to the hall and enter the kitchen.
Not long after the marriage, Xiaoyun was pregnant, the couple was happy and broken, Zhang Yu was also very protective of Xiaoyun, and they looked forward to the arrival of the baby, making the family more complete.
However, when she was 8 months pregnant, when she did the obstetric examination, she found that Xiaoyun had an acute cancer, either terminating the pregnancy and treating the disease, or giving up chemotherapy to protect the child, no matter how to choose, it made Xiaoyun despair.
What Xiaoyun couldn't accept the most was that when she heard the news, Zhang Yu also disappeared, and also took away the wedding ring given to her when she got married, and in desperation, Xiaoyun made her own decision to give birth to this child for her husband, because she loved Zhang Yu.
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Despite the careful care of her brothers and sisters, Xiaoyun's health was deteriorating, and the woman who was once bright and radiant was already like a withered mallet, and there was no light in her eyes.
But even so, she still believed that her husband loved her and was still making excuses for him, and the family had to try their best to find Zhang Yu.
The moment Xiaoyun saw Zhang Yu, her eyes suddenly lit up, her eyes were full of love, she thought that her husband had come to take care of her, accompanied her to give birth in the hospital.
But Zhang Yu means that since his condition has deteriorated to this point, it is better to go home and raise it, which means that there is no hope for adults and children.
Zhang Yu's attitude made Xiaoyun very disappointed, she knew that her feelings had once again been wrongly paid, and she begged her family to help her raise the child after she left.
Later, the reporter found Zhang Yu, he said that he had a sad past, he said that he had a child before, had a serious illness, the family spent all the money, did not keep him, today's situation, he no longer wants to face, only choose to escape.
Although Zhang Yu's past experience is worthy of sympathy, his current wife, in order to fulfill his wish for a daughter, risks his life to give birth to this child, but he chose to escape, which is not right.
He left the hospital resolutely and never looked back, and it wasn't long before Xiaoyun gave birth to a healthy daughter, and 10 hours later, Xiaoyun died with regret.
This beautiful woman, whose love is supreme and has the deepest affection, was not cared for by love after all, and finally left alone, which cannot but make people sigh.
The snow that falls on a person's life, we can't see it all. Everyone spends the winter alone in their own lives.
People choose themselves, the road is their own, and the final result can only be tasted by themselves.
Write at the end:
I have seen such a passage: there are people who have deep feelings, immerse their lives in love, and do tired heartbreaks for the uncontrollable gathering; some people have shallow feelings, wandering in the scenery of red dust, and they are always so light and cloudy.
People with deep affection will always be hurt by love, so there is a saying that deep affection is not life, just like a person, the more he cares about a thing, the more he can't get what he wants.
So, when you love people, keep a little bit, don't love too full and crazy, leave a little bit for yourself, this is not selfish, this is a kind of protection for yourself.
If Xiaoyun hadn't loved so deeply, he wouldn't have hurt himself again and again, and finally left this world with regrets.
Some people say that this is the fateful arrangement, everyone's fate can not be controlled, only to experience and feel, in order to appreciate the true meaning.
Xi Murong wrote in the book: The sun goes down, and before it rises again, some people will never be with you forever.
Some people are gone, some things are wrong and cannot be repaired, I don't know how the person who refuses to leave, how to face his children, in the middle of every night, will think of the woman who loves him with her life.
If he is kind, he will not be desperate, and if he is not willing, it is a mistake, and the result is self-evident.
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About the author: Gu Ziyu, a freelance writer, shares with you emotional stories with warmth.