I was a freshman, and I talked with my classmates for two months, at first because I participated in the campus top ten singer competition and then met, and then we went to dinner together, went around the school to play, almost school

I was a freshman, and the classmates talked for two months, at first because I participated in the campus top ten singer competition and then met, and then went to dinner together, went around the school to play, almost all the attractions near the school were played, knew two days less than hugged and hugged and kissed, then I was really good, I knew her less than three days in the roadside park at night to hold and ask her to be my girlfriend, I never talked about love before, then I thought about always being good to this girl, she bowed her head and shyly said no, The reason is what I forgot, asked her if she liked me, she said there was a point, and then some days repeatedly asked her when to be my girlfriend, she said to talk about it for a long time, did not want to talk about the confusion, to consider me for half a year, I said OK. We met on December 13th, December 19th her birthday, she said not the Gregorian calendar birthday, but I still ordered a bouquet of flowers, ready to ask her out for dinner at night and then give it to her, I got the flowers I was excited like a monkey in the dormitory, jumping up and down, and my brain kept making up for my surprise appearance. In the evening I asked her out to dinner, waited at the school gate for half an hour before she was late, I saw her come out and did not come to me and played with her mobile phone straight to the intersection, I quickly followed up, and rehearsed the vulgar routine in my head over and over again: let her close her eyes, and then I turned on the lamp hidden behind the flowers and put it in front of her, and just as I was expecting her response with joy, she poured a plate of cold water: Cut, just this, ah, I thought what to eat, showing a disdainful look, My heart suddenly cooled, but she did not refuse, she took the flowers and said that she wanted to go back to the dormitory, and then go to dinner, I said no, that's it, she had to go back to the dormitory, and then she didn't come down. I waited downstairs for ten minutes in her dorm room, and finally I was pulled to drink by my roommate... I didn't pay attention to her for the next week, because I was a classmate, or a drama association, or often met, but I pretended not to know her, the first time I sent flowers to girls, you said you just pretended to be a little bit happy, then you didn't like me and simply refused, where is this, that night I felt so undignified in front of a girl downstairs in her dormitory. Now I think how nice it would have been if the story had ended at that time, but unfortunately I had to experience more pain. After about four or five days, one night the drama association was going to rehearse and I and she both participated, she was dressed in jk, you can see that she was carefully dressed, we rehearsed a script together, I still didn't look at her, pretended not to know her, and then returned to the dormitory, I guess it was her roommate who took her mobile phone to make a video call to me, I saw her drinking, the mentality at that time had calmed down, chatted a few words, she said drinking because I ignored her, and then we talked about that night, she said we knew each other too short, Sending flowers is not appropriate, she is a little caught off guard, and then she and I apologize and the like, anyway, since then our feelings have begun to heat up, and we have also begun to play in various places near the school, cuddling and kissing me, I sometimes wonder if this is too fast, or she is really because she likes me, I remembered the sentence: Just happened to meet you when I was lonely, just when I came to the person who did not refuse. Now that I think about it, I don't want to delve into it. She said New Year's Day want to eat dumplings, I said that I bought you back to the dormitory to cook, she said no, not what I did she did not eat, I know she is joking with me, but I am idle [egg] pain is serious, the school place is biased, dumplings are not easy to buy, I spent an hour all the way to ask the past finally bought dumplings on the side of the road one kilometer from the school, in order to wrap a dumpling I bought a kitchen knife chopping iron shelf, fortunately the dormitory has a pot, otherwise I don't know if I will buy a pot specifically, Usually my mother gave me dumplings to wrap themselves basically did not wrap, the first attempt effect is also good, the result is that on New Year's Day they eat dumplings in the dormitory, and basically enough, and I and my roommate went to eat a piece of intestinal powder because of the canteen closure, she said that she is not my girlfriend, there is no need to be so good to her, in case there is no result in the end, I said at that time, as long as I really have no regrets about her, now I want to come, is it that she had premeditated at that time, ( I really didn't know that there was another big brother who chased her for three years and I really admired it. Later, everything that could be played near the school was played, all of them were students, and there was not much money, and it cost her four or five hundred in two months. Our feelings began to cool down slowly, and many of the classmates in the class thought that I was with her, and only I knew my bitterness. She loves to play the king, and the dish and love to play, but also let me say, play for three or four years without a mark, want me to take her to take a mark, QQ area double row is really not moving, and finally take her number to help her type up, WeChat also went on a king. So far it's still the only mark I've put on for her. Later, once a game played to the late stage, she played Luban, ten people died nine, the line of soldiers stuck in the middle of the road, she also had to go back to the city to replenish blood, my teammates all began to spray wheat, I forgot to close the wheat, also followed along, the voice was louder, but did not use too much words, and then the game lost, she said that when her teammates said that she did not stand on her side, and then said that we are not suitable for yunyun, I was shocked when I heard it, not a game can pull these with me, and then I am all kinds of apologies, But her attitude towards me has always been very cold, and the next day when she asked her if she was still angry, she said: Classmates, playing games is normal for me to dislike me. I can't stand it as soon as I hear it, I'm only a classmate in her eyes, maybe it is, it's just the kind of classmate who goes out to play together and holds hands and hugs her waist in no one's place, kisses her mouth, (in school she said to keep a distance from me, hands don't give me, touch can't be touched, out of school to a place where no one knows), I think she's naïve, reality and game are upside down, just hit a large string of words to her after the clouds will not bother her, then it should be around January 7th, After that, until the test was tested for the winter vacation, I did not take the initiative to find her, until the first message of the New Year's Day, and then I also confessed to her, at that time, I did not know that a man was chasing her, and chased for three years to give her the kind of fishing,