Years, just quietly walk away, lying flat on a good day is not a few days, leisure has become a habit, and then return to a busy state, there is really some reluctance.
Looking back on that year, I was full of vigor and vitality. Tiger-like hard work, chicken-like diligence, in any case, with today ~~ cat-like laziness, pig-like decadence, can not be linked.
It is true that after thirty days and noon, the year of destiny of this soil buried lower limbs was unconsciously shackled by the annual rings of the circle after circle!!
Without exuberance, without firmness and boldness, what remains is hesitation and indecision. (More for the sake?) [Smile])
In the spring of 1995, packing up and going south, people were unfamiliar, bare-handed, and holding a child waiting to be fed in his arms, how much hardship he had eaten and how many hardships he had stepped through were self-evident.
At that time, we were really at home, with nothing. The home is a rented house, and the interior of more than ten square meters can also see the freshness of each corner.
Less than 23 years old, every day holding a more than one-year-old son wandering the streets, just came out, also need some daily necessities, in short, used to use what can not be bought back, the money is not spent, do not know to come back, just like this, only a few hundred dollars, within a few days I was almost squandered.
The rest of the day had to shrink. At that time, it was really inappropriate to know that chai mi gui, the child's father saw that he was overstretched, he was a little anxious, after all, he was a few years older than me, and he knew that he could not live without money. At that time, I was still stupid, although I had become a mother, but I was still a teenager who did not know the taste of sorrow, (the bad habits I had developed since childhood, I had no concept of money, and I did not know how to live a long stream) I saw his worried look, and I also felt that he was worried about the world and asked for trouble. I thought to myself, what is the hurry, it is not that I have not eaten. Just as we are destitute, our pockets are cleaner than our faces (the only wealth is the doll in our arms, but we can't exchange him for money 🌺 [smile] [smile]!). When he was at a loss, the boss of Song Jiang in time informed him to get on the car, so that even if he solved the urgent needs of life, he had to worry about the future! There must be a road before the car to the mountain, and the boat to the bridge is naturally straight!!
Since then, we have lived the life of a cowherd and a weaver girl, exchanging letters and telling each other their hearts, and although the days of separation are bitter, there is also a hint of romance in the words between the lines. In today's era of highly developed communications, peers do not appreciate the sincere and warm thoughtfulness and satisfaction of the letters from soft paper.
Two or three short gatherings a year, we take our children, go shopping, take pictures, and buy toys that children like.
Every time I came back, I was brought back, well-fitted clothes, shoes, hairpins, and every day spent in a limited time of infinite happiness.
At that time, we had no distractions, he worked as a cowherd, I worked as a weaver girl at home with a baby, and lived our little life in peace, thinking that our agreement would return to our hometown in another year.
However, the plan did not change quickly, and we decided to stay for two more years, learn a technology, and go back to make a living in the future.
We left ah, where we had lived for three years, and came here with great anticipation. One stay, it is actually more than twenty years, and it is not more than ...
At this point, we are incapable of changing our lives short-term, and the unexpected reality makes our situation worse... It also made me realize the deep connotation of some sayings...
The only thing that can be done is to persist persistently, to persevere in perseverance, and to believe that you will eventually change the conditions and shortcomings that fill in the weak!
Time is silent, but it can judge right and wrong for you, we insist on the right, we are here influenced by the concept eleven years after giving birth to a second child, a very well-behaved and intelligent daughter, made up a good word.
This is also the biggest gain in my half life on the way south.
Today, the son has married and had children, and the daughter has also attended junior high school. Half of life is bumpy, the road is uneven, and we have entered the twilight years. We discussed, waiting for our daughter to go to college, we will go back to our hometown to live a few years of pastoral life, (to take care of our former life, but our long-cherished wish of half a life) will be planted with organic vegetables in the vegetable garden before and after the garden, and then raise two pigs, a flock of chickens, ducks, geese, sunrise and work, sunset and rest, indifferent life, and full labor. After the autumn harvest, we share the fruits of our labor with our relatives, friends and needy groups, and do what we can to make others happier and happier ourselves. On the colorful road of life, another light brush to add color to life!!
Although idleness makes me a little lazy and sluggish, my heart will still surge from time to time, self-encouragement, perseverance. There is beauty in our hearts, scenery everywhere, may we live in good health, and live through the long-awaited idyllic and silent days!!
May this plan not be hit by sudden changes.
Hopefully not, probably not!!
Landlord's Essay [Rose]
