In the woods at the mouth of the village back to her mother's house, I saw the small mound again, after many years, it was already covered with wild grass, and anyone still paid tribute to her every year? How many people will remember that buried in this seemingly inconspicuous little mound was a young soul and a poignant story?
She, Liu Yan, was my elementary school classmate, and the vague impression was that she was a fair-skinned, beautiful girl, and I was only separated by a river from her family.
After graduating from elementary school, I went to the town junior high school, it is said that she dropped out of school, the reason is unknown, only that she took her sister at home, stayed until the age of 16, went to work in a fossil factory near the town, and later became the secretary of the factory director.
A girl who graduated from elementary school can become a secretary, naturally she will be suspected by everyone, but at the same time, she is envious, and her family is constantly adding furniture, and even building a new house.
Her family was proud of her, and they walked in the village with their heads held high and high.
When I was in high school, I heard that something had happened to her family, and Liu Yan committed suicide by drinking medicine and died in her own bedroom in the fossil factory.
Her family went to make trouble, only to understand that her daughter was the lover of the factory director.
It turned out that when the director of the factory saw that Liu Yan was young, he was all kinds of flattery and money seduction, so that the simple girl who had not stepped into society fell into the trap.
When she first met love, she thought that this was love, and she loved it so hard that she wanted to have a child for this man.
The man didn't tell the truth until then, he was married, it was impossible to divorce, let her be sensible, and just go on.
But how could Liu Yan agree, the more she loved someone, the more she wanted to have it alone for a lifetime.
This matter was known by the man's wife, who personally went to the factory to deal with it, and said to the man, if it is a play, it is okay, if it is real, it will be clean.
The reason why the factory manager's wife can pinch the man is because this factory is also a branch of the wife's family, that is to say, the man leaves the wife's house, the bullshit is not, there is nothing.
According to the interests of human nature, after weighing, men will naturally choose their wives.
Liu Yan can't accept this reality, she loves this man, so she is forced to die, she thinks that when she drinks the medicine, the man will rescue him, which is equivalent to forcing the man to choose himself.
But her bet was lost, and if the man chose her, he would have nothing.
Some people say that if the man saves in time, he can save it, but Liu Yan finally died in the nest of love between the two of them.
Neighbors said that the man paid for the funeral and held it very solemnly, and at the time of the burial, the man cried very badly.
Later, every year on the day of the festival, men came to see her.
Later, no one mentioned her again, her father died within a few years because of her gas disease, and her mother's spirit also had problems.
After many more years, it is said that her mother remarried to her uncle, and her family's affairs were once again used as a talking point after tea and dinner by the villagers.
When I saw this little mound again, so desolate, it was estimated that no one would come to pay tribute to her, and her story, including the story of her family, had long disappeared into the memory of time.
Although many years have passed, whenever I think about it, my heart is still very uncomfortable, spending the same age, she should have gone to school, but she experienced love and hate.
Silly girl, why gamble your feelings with your life? Is it worth it?
If you get what others can't get, you're bound to lose what others won't lose; you can only enjoy what others can't enjoy if you endure what others can't.
I don't dare to go deep, I'm afraid of a big dream; I don't dare to calculate everything, and I am afraid of the impermanence of heaven.
#两性情感 #
