thickness
Yao Hongbin
I often wonder why there is an unprovoked loss, if this loss is not attributed to emptiness or unrecognized loneliness. Just as sitting in the crowd in the afternoon and ridiculing about the recent changes in the weather without warning, suddenly remembering a certain month of a certain year, at a summer dusk, when the doors and windows are closed, a ray of sunlight from the top of the door obliquely on the faded red-painted pearwood table, and begin to raise their ears to listen, in this quiet and small space, whether there are other sounds that give peace of mind, but only the intermittent buzz of flies lingers throughout the room. Since then, I have been vaguely aware that man is not only a vessel of joy, but that sorrow and loneliness will manifest themselves in life in a completely unknown form in a specific place and at a specific time, and that from then on the realm of happiness will be divided and exist in all the subsequent times of growth!
Young arrogant and frivolous, out of curiosity, in order to explore all new things, set up their own thinking of maturity, think of themselves as lofty ambitions, the depth of the time almost drowned all enthusiasm, and learned to shake their heads and laugh at the childishness of the past, finally figured it out, saw through. So, I began to accept the arrangement of life and racked my brains to think about the adult world, in order to prevent not being welcomed, in order not to be a peripheral spectator.
The thickness of the recourse to human nature is not a boring and diseaseless groan, and many people cannot explain its uselessness if they think so. Every breath you take under the sky has a unique meaning!
I know that the end result is that the pain is not safe, I am overwhelmed at all times, and how absurd the depth of human nature is. Therefore, after a long struggle and a serious illness, from the first layer of naivety to the second layer of naivety, it seems that the second naïveté is closer to ignorance, and since then there are very few good medicines for the world to cure my pain.
Thinking about one thing, I didn't have the ability to think it through, and then I decided not to read it. Later, he was categorically deaf. By refusing trivialities, you simply betray the thoughts that give you a certain meaning to think, leaving life with enough opportunities to give other meanings, without embarrassment!
A fool accompanies a group of wise men through the dense forest of worship, and the gentleman in a suit and leather shoes who has listened to sanskrit eagerly expresses his bitterness along the way, probably for some kind of desire or glory. When the executioner is hidden in the aura of glory, receive commendations, praise. And the fool is unconditionally obsessed with faithfulness to leaving one footprint after another on the path of worship, but fortunately life always has other meanings!
If you have to extend this row of footprints to an age that has experienced vicissitudes and suddenly opened up, you must be clear about being a quiet person.
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About the Author:
Yao Hongbin is a rural teacher in Qingshui County, Gansu Province.