Weaned, I became a sinner, yesterday afternoon to now, has not given milk for 30 hours, the chest is swollen like a shot put ball, the baby is crying, I also cry, my mother-in-law also accused me of being too cruel, there is

Weaned, I became a sinner, yesterday afternoon to now, has not given milk for 30 hours to eat, the chest is swollen like a shot ball, the baby is crying, I also cry, the mother-in-law also accused me of being too cruel, there is milk not to give the child to eat. But you don't know, the breast milk is not enough, the child wakes up frequently at night, she does not sleep well, I do not sleep well, the height and weight grow slowly, I am sleepy every day without any energy, grumpy and can not raise interest in anything... The child care doctor also suggested that I add milk powder and wean the milk at night, but how to eat breast milk powder continuously... I also don't eat bottles, I am fierce, I directly cut off the milk, ask an aunt to bring it during the day, I go to work, and bring it myself at night! Woman, too hard!