I fell in love with a girl when I was in my third year of high school, I had a crush on her for half a month, and then I met her by chance, and I became friends with her, but I never dared to confess to her, and after more than a month, the college entrance examination was over

I fell in love with a girl when I was in my third year of high school, I had a crush on her for half a month, I met her by chance again, I became friends with her, but I never dared to confess to her, more than a month later, the college entrance examination was over, during the holidays we met every few days to play, and the friendship was heating up. But in August, she told me that she was leaving Guangzhou, going back to her hometown to go to college, and that she would stay in her hometown to work and live after college. After listening to her words, my heart was very uncomfortable, but I also had to endure some words of blessing to her. After that, she studied in her hometown, and I stayed in Guangzhou to study. Unexpectedly, after graduating from college, I became a cadre in a different place by chance, and the working place happened to be the city where the girl was located. After a few of my friends learned about it, they thought that I couldn't let go of the girl, so they would leave their hometown for her, cross-provincial cadres, after a few friends' publicity, many people who knew me knew about this matter, I explained many times that this is completely coincidental, not my intention, but everyone seems to be unable to listen to my explanation, but also moved by it! I am really ashamed, because I am not the person of long affection that everyone says, after the parting of the year, I think that I and her have no results, the long pain is not as good as the short pain, I deleted her WeChat, QQ, determined to forget her, a lot of things happened in the four years of college, gradually I have forgotten her name, her appearance I can't remember, and even have forgotten the existence of this person. If my friend hadn't asked me if it was for her, I wouldn't have thought of her.

Time can dilute everything, so why bother with love? I'm ashamed that I'm not what everyone calls a lover, but I don't want to be a lover, because I don't think it's necessary, I should let go, why bother obsessively. I believe that the girl had forgotten about me, after all, it was only my wishful thinking that I had a crush on her, and in her heart, I was just her ordinary friend. That's it! Although I went to work in her hometown, I didn't need to inquire about her, after all, now we were strangers who didn't know each other.