I haven't been back to Xi'an for more than four months. During the period, due to the impact of the epidemic, it was not very convenient for my in-laws to come to our community, and many flowers in the family had died. So this time back, the family is a lot less alive. Years ago, my in-laws heard that we were going to come back for the New Year and had already come over to clean up the house, so I went home this time, and the house was basically quite clean. Came home the day before yesterday and simply changed the sheets and duvet covers of a few rooms. Yesterday, due to getting up early to return to Shangluo's hometown, there was no time to clean up.
When I went to sleep this morning, I wiped the glass of the girl's and son's room, and I felt that the house was suddenly much brighter. After lunch at the in-laws' side, they played a few laps of mahjong with them. Then I went downstairs with my husband to wipe the car, sort out the trunk, and worked back and forth for more than an hour, which was also a big thing. After dinner, I drove to the home of my sister on Fengcheng Third Road, and it was about eleven o'clock when I got home.
My husband and son went to bed early tired. I started washing clothes in the washing machine again, cutting off some things that were not commonly used in the house, sorting out flowers and plants, and busy until more than one o'clock in the evening.
I feel that in the past ten years, the time spent living in this house has not added up to a year, but every time I go home, most of the time is spent in hygiene. I always feel that I have been away from home for too long, and everywhere after entering the door is ash. Wash and drag and wipe, every time tired waist pain, feel that the room has finally been cleaned up by me, and the result is to leave home again. The next time I go home, it's a new round of cleaning.
In fact, I have also thought about renting out the house, and I can also increase my income appropriately. But then, it seems that when you come back, you will not have your own nest, and you have to live with your in-laws, and you will never have a sense of belonging in your heart.
The so-called home, that is, whenever you come back, there is such a door waiting for you to open, there is a bed that belongs to you, so that you know where to rest when you are tired. Perhaps because of this, people will have a sense of going and belonging!
