#Worldly Essay #This human world is really not worth it. New Year's Eve, I cried again. My own choice, I have never regretted it, after following him for so many years, whether it is bitter or tired, after all, we also love

#Worldly Essay #This human world is really not worth it. New Year's Eve, I cried again.

My choice, never regretted, followed him for so many years of suffering, tired or good, after all, we also loved the vigorous, although in the end returned to the plain, but also life returned to the authenticity. The old saying that there are clouds, there is no widowhood and unevenness, and this sentence is too appropriate to use in their homes. Since I got married, the money for the second eldest to prepare for marriage has been endless, and later it is also the second brother as long as there is a demand, that is, marriage as a shield, to now nearly forty, not yet married. This year, I finally got married, and the bride price and gifts were given to a lot, but the second brother still had to buy a house, and he wanted to buy a big house in Shanghai, which reminded me of Haiping in "Snail House". Ability, the pursuit of high-quality life, this is beyond reproach, but the problem is that in the magic capital, the location is good, the big house, it is easy to talk about, not to mention that I bought two sets in my hometown, and now the second suite has a high down payment and high loan interest rate, the house in the hometown has not appreciated, sold a small set, but the down payment is still far away. I think they are all so old, they have to do things according to their ability, the girls are also reasonable people, and the reasoning is also reasonable, and some words, I am not good at talking. But I wanted to be calm, but someone didn't let go. Thirty afternoon, we prepared chicken, fish, eggs and seafood, vegetarian dishes, fruits, carried several big pockets of things, went to the mother-in-law's side for the New Year, when we got there we started to prepare Chinese New Year's Eve meal, engaged in an afternoon, a big table in the evening was originally and Hemei, but when eating, the mother-in-law has been mentioning the matter of the little uncle getting married and buying a house, we are also overstretched, but we don't want the old man to be unhappy, has been comforting, saying that the little girl is also very sensible, the little uncle is also active, the salary is high, and people have not asked to buy a house in Shanghai. Still very enlightened, just hope to have some expression, have a sense of security, now the bride price is also in accordance with not buying a house to give, and then buy a small set in the surroundings, she will have nothing else to ask for, and now she is also preparing for pregnancy, marriage is also a matter of course, do not worry. However, the mother-in-law is not happy, saying that they can't buy too small when they get married and buy a house, they have to help with the children, the place is too remote for two people to work and it is not convenient, now the gap is not small, you have to manage, you can't have reservations, you have to try your best to help, always manage them to get married. I was very unhappy, who cares when I had a baby? When I bought the house, not only did no one care, but also poured salt on me, because at that time, I said that I wanted to marry the second brother and help the second brother buy a new house in his hometown. Moreover, in the magic capital, since the strength is not allowed now, then first settle a small family, two people and then work hard, soon they can be upgraded, aren't they all boiling up step by step like this? A basin of cold water poured on me from head to toe, from the beginning to the end did not consider for me, just go back to my nest, wash and sleep, fortunately I still have a place to live