I finally figured out how my depression came about. (1) Happy childhood with a lifetime, unhappy childhood with a lifetime to heal! If you want to choose an image spokesperson for this quote

I finally figured out how my depression came about. （1）

Happy childhood with a lifetime, unhappy childhood with a lifetime to heal!

If I had to choose an image spokesperson for this quote, I am afraid that I would be a good candidate, of course, I would only be able to match the second half of the sentence.

I was born in 1976 in a remote town in Wuxi, Jiangnan, my surname is Qian, and the Qian family in Wuxi is also a big family.

Qian Zhongshu, Qian Mu, Qian Sanqiang, and other such cattle people as thunderous as the ear, if you trace back to the source, it is still a bit related to my family, but my family was the most declining money family at that time, surnamed Qian, but TM lacked money!

My home is not far from Xu Xiake's hometown, although my childhood life cannot be compared with Xu Xiake,a rich second generation, but we are not poor:

Xu Xiake was 5 years old and went to private school, and I began to learn to feed pigs at the age of 5;

Xu Xiake was 6 years old and learned to raise flowers and grass at home, and I went up the mountain to collect firewood when I was 6 years old;

Xu Xiake was 8 years old and could recite "Xunzi": "Therefore, if you don't accumulate steps, you can't go thousands of miles... Perseverance, gold stone can be skeletonized..."

At the age of 8, I can understand the revolutionary stories of the teacher such as "Railway Guerrilla" and "How Steel is Made";

When Xu Xiake was 10 years old with the ambition of "the eldest husband should swim towards the blue sea and twilight", this year I was not far behind, and finally put on a bright red scarf and became a glorious Young Pioneer - I want to be a small successor of communism!

In fact, my parents have long become veritable successors, and soon after the Cultural Revolution began, they both responded to the call of the great man, went to the countryside to join the countryside on a farm in northern Jiangsu, and swore an oath of marriage under the party flag.

After I was born, I was frail and sickly, and I cried all night, which seriously dragged down my parents' revolutionary work during the day, and what was more serious was that my father accidentally fell a big heel in the farmland at this time, and the back pain could not be cured.

The fortune teller said that this was caused by my father and I, and I could not live with my parents in the future.

So they were ready to raise the good mother (grandmother), but the good mother already had 6 sons and 3 grandchildren.

When she heard that I was a baby boy with a handle, she shouted at the flies and mosquitoes flying in the house: "Oh hey, God! How come our old Money family even the flies and mosquitoes that fly into the house are public..."

The good wife was like holding a granddaughter, and she was very unhappy with my grandson, who was like a fly and a mosquito, and she decided to give me away, and my parents also had this intention, because after all, they also had an older brother who was two years older than me.

The next family was quickly found, and it was a distant relative of the family of the blind Man Ah Bing (the composer of "Erquan Yingyue") in Wuxi City, saying that even if I pretended to be blind when I grew up, I would have food to eat even if I pretended to be blind and dragged Erhu to run the rivers and lakes.

At this critical juncture of life and death, a man bravely stepped forward to save me.

Who is this person? I'll talk about it next time.