That year, about 2005, I was alone with my two teenage sons living in the village of my hometown, and my husband left us to work in a distant city, for the beauty of life in the future

That year, about 2005, I was alone with my two teenage sons living in the village of my hometown, and my husband left us to work in a distant city.

That year, I met a neighbor female companion who was 8 years younger than me, Xia, her husband was not at home, he went to the Taiyuan Satellite Launch Base, and he joined relatives and friends to work there as workers, also to earn money to support the family.

Xia's side, with a three-year-old girl, because the men are not at home, we both walked very close, ate breakfast, my children went to primary school, she sent the little girl to the mother-in-law, we both rode a bicycle to the field to work for people, picking cotton, picking a pound of wages is two cents, the day knot, about forty yuan a day, manage a vegetarian bun at noon.

The hostess of the cotton grower and we are from the same village, we all know each other, she said, let my two teenage sons come to the field after school at noon to find me to eat buns, just save me the delay to go home to cook for them again, the children can't eat much, the best of both worlds.

From home to pick cotton fields, to cross a road, I was also worried about the children riding bicycles, at that time I did not have a mobile phone, Xia had a Nokia, I had a landline at home, before there, it cost three thousand five hundred yuan to install a landline, and the village pretended to be a machine was not yet popular.

I wrote a note to the child with Kasumi's mobile phone number, and let the little brothers and brothers get home, and give her a few harassments, but when we didn't answer, we understood that the two of them had arrived home safely, every day.

Xia is much shorter than me, she is one meter five, I am one meter seven, don't look at her short, I am a lot, but her personality is particularly good and strong, every time I pick cotton must strive to pick more than I pick, if I earn 40 yuan today, she earned 38 yuan, tomorrow she will go crazy like a life, it will definitely earn 45 yuan, especially good and strong.

Once in time for the Mid-Autumn Festival, we both went back to our mother's house, each of us bought two white chickens to bring to my parents, I was far away, took the bus, she was close to her mother's house, riding a bicycle.

I came back from my mother's house and brought two chickens back, my dad said that he would not stay at all, my dad felt that the three of them were very painful at home, let me take it back to the children to eat, Xia saw that my parents did not stay, her heart was sour, her chicken parents left it.

At that time, when chatting with Xia, she always showed great inner pressure, because in order to earn more money, the couple borrowed a total of sixty thousand relatives and friends, asked someone to plan to go abroad to work, said to go to Japan, the result was said to be cheated, sixty thousand hit the water, she was particularly worried, this debt, let her feel particularly bad, at that time, it seems that the annual income of each family in our village is more than ten thousand.

One morning, just after dawn, the iron door of my house was slammed, and I thought to myself, so early, who?

I put on my clothes and went to open the door to see that it was Kasumi, leading the little girl in her hand. I said: So early, something?

She said, it's okay, can't sleep.

I turned around and locked the door from the inside again, and went into the house with her, and I lay down in the quilt again, and she also lay down on the kang and carried the little girl to the kang, and my two sons were not up yet, and she talked to me slowly.

Xia said that she rode a bicycle yesterday to go back to her mother's house, on the field road in the wild, she didn't know which intersection to turn, didn't know the direction of the village, and then rode the bicycle back again, listened, I think it's unbelievable, only within ten miles of the way, as for it.

Later, the sky slowly became colder, we stopped working in the fields, I did not intersect with Xia for many days, and when I heard from her, I heard that she was sick, it was a nervous disorder, and she was talking nonsense.

Her husband also returned from the satellite launch base and took her to the doctor, as if the drug did not work much for her, her temper was particularly grumpy, and she always said that she was worried that the account was not on the line.

I thought that the beginning of not knowing the way back to my mother's house must have been the first stage of the disease.

I left my hometown with my children in the first month of 2006 to meet my husband in a distant city, and when I met Kasumi's matchmaker in the village in 2012 and inquired about her, I was particularly sad.

The matchmaker said that Xia and her husband had a very good relationship, her mother felt that their family was poor, insisted on divorcing the girl, the little couple refused to leave, Xia's parents locked her in the house and did not let her out, and as a result, they divorced.

Xia especially missed the child, and thought about the debt of sixty thousand in her heart, and her spirit was broken, and she was really crazy.

How crazy is Kasumi? It is said that sometimes I walk naked without clothes and go out on the street without shame.

Now, she still lives in her parents' house, without her own small family, and his parents are almost eighty years old, and they still worry about her every day, because if she is not careful, she will run naked to the street.

I pinched my finger, her daughter is now also a big girl of about twenty years old, what a painful child, so young has no maternal love.

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