The father was taken to the hospital's ICU by 120 again, this time with a more severe cerebral infarction. I got the phone again and couldn't wait to take the train back to my hometown and rush to the hospital.
Every time I feel that fate is unfair, why the parents of the same age are in health, they all know that good health is to reduce the burden on their children, and good health is the most important thing. And my dad, regardless of his body for many years, even if he almost left this world and was rescued, even if I still have their relatives and friends to persuade him to pay attention to his body, he still stays up late watching TV, not exercising, and eating high-calorie foods. Then I was rescued again, and I once again suffered the obligations and responsibilities of the patient's family, pain, suffering, blame...
When I came home and saw the child's smiling face, I wanted to be happy but couldn't be happy, and if I couldn't be happy, I had to force myself to smile!
At this moment, the mobile phone does not dare to turn off, every night is afraid of receiving a call from the hospital, and when you can't sleep, you will think wildly...
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