Spring Festival, these years still have some changes, the first is to feel that the taste of the year is light, whether urban or rural, the festive atmosphere of the festival is not as good as a year. Secondly, the smiles on people's faces have faded, and there is less joy from the heart, and more of a feeling is just a small long holiday.
In the 80s, we are now middle-aged, parents, elders have also entered the door of 60 years old, with the increase of age, we have become the protagonists of the wine table, in front of the elders we are also casual, no longer so constrained, chatting with cousins, the topic of chat, are also less arrogant, drinking will no longer drink more, drink vomit, have become mature and stable.
For me, compared to when I was a child, I may no longer have expectations, so it seems flat. When I was young, the rural conditions were not good, and the New Year was actually a bit depressed, but the overall expectation and happiness.
There are two rich uncles in the family, the uncle's family who comes back from the provincial city, every year there are good food for our children, and there are clothes left over from my brother who is more than half a year old, brought back for me to wear, these old clothes, very beautiful, compared to other companions in the village are very foreign, I am very happy to wear.
Uncle's family came back during the New Year, Grandma's family also made food every day, so I and a few children in my aunt's family, basically every day at Grandma's house to eat delicious food, but also waiting for uncle to give a thick pressure money, because we and uncle's family rich and poor gap is too large, the New Year uncle also always to each family are large and small to solve difficulties, so my mother and aunts are around the uncle, they are careful, the uncle is on the top, worship behavior, from childhood to us caused a little inferiority, depressed personality. During the Spring Festival, it was not until the uncles' families returned to the provincial city that they felt less nervous.
When she was a child, her grandmother loved several of her grandchildren very much, her 4 daughters' family conditions were not as good as those of 2 sons, and at the end of the year, her uncle gave grandma money, she basically took care of her 4 daughters' family all year round, and every weekend would stew meat to improve our lives, although grandma had passed away for many years, but every New Year's Day was particularly thinking of her, and now recall the scene of the Hour New Year,Or quite evocative.