#How did you survive the saddest time of your life# I didn't have high emotional intelligence, in the workplace, in the early years, I almost grew up in setbacks and forged ahead in suffering. At the age of 32, the four months, the most difficult time in my life, almost collapsed due to setbacks, it was the most unbearable memory in my life, and the humiliation was the most profound portrayal of me at that time.
When I was 30 years old, the military hospital where I was located was relocated from Shangrao to Nanchang. The child went to kindergarten, I and the child are poor in health, the child often suffers from illness, coughing and vomiting is the norm, in the middle of the night there is often nose bleeding, coupled with the small room area living conditions are poor, can not ask for a nanny, and Mr. two places separated, one with the child to work, is exhausted.
I was working in the hospital outpatient clinic and didn't have to work the night shift. The director wanted to transfer someone to the emergency department to work the night shift, and he first identified me. My heart was full of bitterness, and I weakly replied: Let me go to the night shift, unless someone helps me with the child. This offended the director, and I was not only transferred to the emergency department, but also wore small shoes all the time.
Overall, the emergency department is 24 hours a day, there is a duty room to sleep in at night, and children can also be taken with them. In addition, the director of the department is good, so I have made up my mind and work hard to do a good job without complaint or regret. But this peace of life was soon shattered. Just when a related household was about to be placed in the emergency department, the director set my sights on me again and transferred me to a department that worked the night shift.
At that time, at my age and seniority, no one was working the night shift anymore. Grievances, unwillingness, pain and a lot of negative emotions, a surge of brains to the heart, but there is no choice, if you say frustration, this is just the beginning.
I think I have good character, love and justice, and can bear injustice and suffering, but I don't want to be insulted at will. I didn't think about it, but I was humiliated from beginning to end, and people under the eaves had to bow their heads, and forbearance was my most helpless choice at that time.
After arriving at the new department, the head of the section was the daughter of my mother's classmates at the provincial statistics school, and the head nurse was like me, we were the top three in the college entrance examination area that year, and we were admitted to the military school. Usually I don't have more intersection with them, so there is no grudge. And the head of the department and the head nurse, their words and behavior towards me, became the last straw that crushed me.
I worked in this department for four months, and the details are too detailed to look back on and will not be mentioned here. I remember the scene when I went to a good friend's house to cry loudly after being insulted and humiliated by my colleagues in public, and I often remembered it and i still had tears. It was the humiliating tears of Zhuei's long Zhuei in my life, and it was also the darkest, most painful, most helpless, and nearly mentally broken Zhuei low point in my life.
At the same time as I was initially treated unfairly, the hospital president and political commissar extended a warm hand, and through their help and connection, transferred my husband from a field unit in Shangrao to the provincial military district of my city.
During the two years when I was treated unfairly, my comrade-in-arms in the provincial military district often came to visit me and gave me the care and convenience of my life. In my most painful four months, the most difficult time in my life, my husband has gone to work in the provincial military district, and he has carefully taken good care of me. With the warmth and support of the family, some of the pain has been soothed.
However, the strong sense of frustration in life, those who are the most difficult hurdles, people in it, it is easy to drill the horns, often difficult to get through. For me, it was a great mental injury and a blow, and now looking back at the four months of gray time, when I was already mentally depressed. At that time, I was thin into a bone, sighing all day long, unwilling to communicate with people, the spiritual enlightenment of my parents, and myself chose to practice the Dharma, and finally I was able to get out of the haze and usher in a sunny day.
My father was studying Zhou Yi and practicing Buddhism at that time, and he wrote a letter to enlighten me and told me a truth: No Ji Tai Lai. When I read the Dharma sutras, I slowly realized, enlightened, and relieved. Shaking off the dust and dissipating the haze on the road of life, I came out of depression, full of sunshine and vitality. In fact, suffering is a compulsory course in life, a ladder of growth, and the cornerstone of the pattern of achievement and the mind.
Four months later, hao luck unexpectedly came, and I really did not come to Ji Tai. I was adjusted to a good department in the hospital at that time, I didn't have to work night shifts, and I was still working in the city, and I was the only one who wore a military uniform to work in the city, and after five years I transferred to the local government.
To this day, I still don't understand who helped, and at that time, many of my colleagues who had connections in that department wanted to come. During the five years I worked in this department, at the beginning, the niece of the commissar and the niece of the director of the nursing department all thought of replacing me in the outpatient department where I worked, but I did not succeed, and those five years were the highlights of my career.
The so-called rainbow after the wind and rain, survived a bleak life, and ushered in the willow dark flowers. @Qinghe Read #你是怎么熬过生命中最难过的那段时光 #
