Dad, you are the twenty-ninth day of the lunar month in 2021, you can really pick a day, the first day of the New Year, your old man is deliberately not wanting me to have a good New Year in the future, this is not your wind

Dad, you are the 29th day of the lunar month in 2021, you can really pick a day, the first day of the New Year, your old man is deliberately not wanting me to have a good New Year in the future, this is not your style, you are a person who will not be wronged by others, why are you willing to grievance your baby girl me? I don't understand!

On your dialysis that day, you had a hypotension attack as usual, which is too common, isn't it just that the nurse is hanging salt water for you, and it's good to rest well! I stood by your bedside and said, Dad, it doesn't matter, we can go home when you're rested.

This is probably my last words to you, I don't want you to ever go home again. Then the doctor and nurse hurriedly pushed you into the rescue room, I signed the critical illness notice, and then the doctor told me, you come in to see him for the last time. I watched the ventilator slowly being removed from his face, and the nurse shake her head with an electrocardiogram that had become a straight line. Then the doctor pushed me out and told me that I had another heartbeat and that we would try our best to rescue me.

I know that they are all lying to me, afraid that I will have a nervous breakdown.

I was surprisingly calm, and even asked the doctor for a funeral home call, notified relatives one by one, went to sign the death certificate, and then helped you wipe your clothes and change your clothes. You hate bathing and changing clothes the most in your sick days, every time you change your clothes you scold and grin for half a day, this time why are you so obedient, lying motionless, really annoying!

The funeral home car came, and I was going to go up to take you on this last journey, but I was stopped by a car of funeral home staff, who probably thought I was a little girl, and I said I was his daughter. But look at me too small, my shell is hard!

The car is driving very slowly and slowly, Dad, since beating you sick, probably have not been to such a far place, this time let me accompany you well, after walking this last section of the road, from then on, we will never suffer from this living sin again, although you are a big man, but the courage is surprisingly small, you are afraid of injections. This dialysis is done three times a week, and each time it uses a needle as thick as a needle for a cow, and you are probably scared to death! It's okay, we'll never suffer again, you see how nice the scenery on this hill is, I will accompany you through this last section of the road, and from now on you will leave me to enjoy the blessings!

I was usually a little bold, but probably because I was going to send you, I was not afraid at all that day. At the funeral home on the twenty-ninth day of the lunar month, there were only two people on duty. They took me into the cold storage, which was so big, on the left was a coffin on the ground, and on the right was a row of cabinets where the bodies were stored. You said I wasn't afraid at all, not only was I not afraid, but I also used my phone to take a picture of the number plate of the cabinet where you lived. I think it's probably because I'm with you. When you were a child, you were afraid of the dark, close your eyes, lie on your shoulders, and you are not afraid of anything.

You are so confused to go, not even a last word left for me, remembering the days before I left, just in time for me to change my graduation thesis, you said come to talk with my father for a while, I said impatiently that I was changing my thesis. Then you obediently replied to me: "Oh, my girlfriend is busy, then Dad won't bother you." ”

This person, don't have long front and back eyes, I want to know that you go so fast, that broken graduation thesis I don't write a big deal, I won't graduate, I won't do anything, talk with you for three days and three nights.

It's New Year's Time again, and this year's 29th lunar month is Chinese New Year's Eve, so I went to the cemetery to see you in advance. As a result, this year's regulations do not allow burning paper, I don't know what is the breaking of the regulations, I secretly found a place to burn paper for you, and I don't know if you received it?

If you old man doesn't receive it, hurry up and look for me in your dreams, you haven't come to me for a long time. It is said that if the deceased has a good life there, he will not disturb the living in his dreams. Therefore, I can't dream that you are good, so I am so entangled. I really want you to be well, but I really miss you.

I want to go back to my childhood, you secretly helped me eat what I didn't like to eat in my bowl, and smiled at me, saying don't let the tigress find out. I want to go back to when I had you, I quarreled with my mother, and you have always maintained my appearance. But now, no one defends me anymore, and there is no longer any more man in the world who loves me the most. You just watched my mother bully me, and I think I was really miserable.

Remember when you said you were going to overcome the disease, that you were going to hold your grandson and enjoy the joy of the world. As a result, before I was married, you left me behind, and you taught me all my life to talk and count, and in the end, you were the most untrustworthy one.

Remember when you said proudly to me that it was okay Dad raised you, and Dad's one-month retirement salary was enough to support my daughter. Dad, you liar, I don't want to work hard, you raise me well, who in this world said he raised me I don't believe, even you lied to me, who else can I trust?

Big New Year's Day, others are happily pasting couplets, buying New Year goods, I am like a neurotic, hiding in the corner, headphones with mourning and then tears. I don't know what rational words can be used to describe my heart, but if people come to this world to atone for their sins, then I will be condemned to the most evil in my previous life.

Write a biased question, then answer a sentence, can't get out, can't get out of this life. #我要上头条 #