#Reading#【Let's Read Together】From The Spring Feast Chapter 10 Xinde. The Invisible Presence speaks of Faith, after his death, went to London to study, where he was

#Reading#

【Let's read together】

From The Spring Feast, Chapter 10 Xinde. Invisible presence

In the eighth chapter, it is said that after the death of Zhende, he went to London to study, where there was still no sense of belonging, and often did not know where the meaning was, this chapter, is the final chapter of Faith, the content is not much, still a lonely, unanswered woman's story.

After graduating in London, Nobde was involved in Laos with a non-profit organization, during which time Noboru met Ian.

Ian is a young engineer from Australia, good-looking, enthusiastic, with a strong interest in Oriental culture, the first time they met, Ian began to fascinate with Faith, and it was such a first acquaintance that they developed a physical connection.

A month later, When Faith was pregnant, Ian asked Faith how she planned to give birth because she had no relatives, and Ian said: "Then we will have a baby, if you want, I am in Australia, and there will be your home here."

It was this home that Shinto began family life in the southern hemisphere.

After marrying Ian, Xinde gave birth to two children, a man and a woman, but this marriage is not built on feelings, and there is nothing else in life except for the fragments of life, but despite this, Ian is still infatuated with Xinde, obsessed with this cold and cold oriental woman.

Perhaps because of the lack of family stability in childhood, after marriage, Trust, who became a mother, showed surprising fierceness and concentration in the care and management of the family, three meals a day, and everything was in detail.

Every week Ian would help Shindah take care of the children for a day and let Nobord go around town, which was Ian's opinion. However, Noboru travels alone every week, and is familiar with the destination, she is going to meet lovers, a man and a woman.

Sometimes she also asks herself, what does she want from them? Even though she already has a husband and children, she still doesn't know what love is, but only proves that she still exists through repeated and incessant physical stimulation.

Perhaps it was because she had been wandering around since childhood, and the loneliness that emanated from her bones made her feel familiar and safe through her feelings, flesh, imagination and consciousness.

Five years after marriage, Ian had an extramarital affair, he tried five years to walk into this mysterious wife, these five years, he returned to the family, although unwilling, but still full of love for the trust, take care of her, accompany her, follow her, and finally he lost confidence in the five years of unobtainable, "another way".

All this has long been insightful to Faith, and since he began to dress himself up, Faith has an answer in his heart. But she wasn't going to restrain herself, she just didn't know if Ian would leave the family, so she decided to follow them down to see what was going on.

That night, Faith waited outside the door, and when the laughter in the house began, she already had the answer, she sat in the doorway and unconsciously slept, and when she woke up, she found Ian out of the door and found her, at this time he was flustered, and Faith drove home alone.

The next day, Ian came home, Ande took the children to dinner and did things as usual, he did not speak until he drank some wine, he asked Believed if he really loved him, he really loved her, but he could not go into Trust's heart.

Shindo held Ian's face in both hands and asked him if he was happy with the woman? He nodded, and believed to continue, then they divorced, to chase their own happiness, not to feel guilty about who they fell in love with or who they fell in love with, happiness is the essence of the chase. She had already figured it out.

After the divorce, the children belonged to Ian, and she continued to travel, she remembered that because the case of chastity was broken, she was called back to China, after the trial, she met with Qin Yao, this last side, Qin Yao said to Xinde, go and look for Chun Mei, the hometown that Xin de forgot, and no longer exists.

Xinde checked the route, immediately on the road, there was devastated by the earthquake, Chunmei had long disappeared, and finally the car stopped in a wilderness, there was a lake formed by the earthquake, Xinde suddenly had a shock in her heart, maybe the spring plum was immersed at the bottom of this lake, but at this moment, what really stirred in her heart was that she suddenly realized that where the hometown was, the hometown was the blood and flesh on her body, and the hometown had always been with her.

She took off the ring that Chastity had left her, threw it into the lake, and turned to leave. Never went back.

After that, she sent a final e-mail to the distant author, "I", which said that the past had been completed in memory, and finally she stayed in Kathmandu, joined an international charity organization, engaged in research and education, and her story ended here, there would be no more letters, but she knew that she and "I" would meet and look forward to it.

For Faith, after breaking up, the reorganization of the self was completed, and for her, it was the best ending.