Someone said: "Everyone has a first love complex in their hearts, even if it has been a long time, as long as they think about it, there will still be ripples in their hearts." ”
First love, mostly precious memories in the mind, although they did not come together, but they are the traces of youth, who are unforgettable.
This is the case with 59-year-old Zhang Meilan, who had a first love 47 years ago, and the two had already talked about marriage, but unfortunately because of a love letter due to misunderstanding, they missed each other.
She has lived more than half a life, still can't forget, and deliberately participated in the show hoping to find each other, so what is the ending?
01. A gamble, missed marriage
When she was young, Zhang Meilan was a drama actress, she looked sweet and was a pillar in the troupe.
At a joint show, they rehearsed a show with the brother troops, and Zhang Meilan was attracted to a young man who was tall and handsome, and several of her sisters focused on each other.
When rehearsing, it was raining lightly, several girls did not have ponchos, looking for a place to hide from the rain, the guy only had one poncho, he went straight to Zhang Meilan and put the poncho on the other side.
Girls are a little vain, see their favorite people, only care about themselves, Zhang Meilan is very excited, in the eyes of the other party, she also obviously sees the care.
Young people's hearts are connected, sometimes a look can understand each other's thoughts, during the rehearsal program, the guy asked Zhang Meilan to go to dinner several times, he bought vegetables to open a small stove for her, although they are ordinary ingredients, but with the people who love each other, what to eat is very fragrant.
For the meal, Zhang Meilan remembers the tomato scrambled eggs the most, she has never eaten such a delicious dish since then, the taste is very delicious, this may be the blessing of love, of course, the taste is different.
Before a performance, the guy quietly called her out again, telling her that he was going to leave after the performance, the two couldn't help but hug each other, just when they were affectionate, the horn shouted that the guy was in place quickly, and they could only rush back to the stage.
As a result, when Zhang Meilan sang, the whole audience saw her lipstick, and she came down to know what everyone was laughing at, but after the embarrassment, she felt sweet, because it was the first kiss.
I thought that the love between the two could be ripe, but good things are more grinding, and the two have gone their separate ways since then, and can only rely on letters to contact.
The boy told her that his army has regulations, after 3 years to fall in love, let her wait for herself, the result of Zhang Meilan misunderstood, thinking that the young man did not look at the rooted in the countryside of their own, they gambled and proposed to break up, just she transferred her work again, the two lost contact.
02. Meet again, cry silently
Zhang Meilan always has a grudge in her heart, thinking that the boy hates himself, in fact, it is also her inner inferiority at work.
She knew that the boy was in good condition, born in a bookish family, and versatile, singing very well, and would definitely have a good development in the future.
And she went to the mountains and went to the countryside, has been living in the countryside for a few years, and even has a kind of idea, thinking that she is not worthy of each other, and the anxiety in her heart makes her lose her mind.
Later, Zhang Meilan returned to the city and married at the urging of her mother, although there was no accumulation of feelings, but her husband and in-laws were particularly kind to her, as long as she liked anything, her husband would be satisfied, and would give her the salary card for safekeeping.
After marriage, Zhang Meilan gave birth to 2 daughters and a son, she felt that her life was like this, there was a warm home, how many women's expectations, she should be satisfied.
In this way, she and her husband spent more than 30 years together, and when their children grew up and they had their own families, their husband became seriously ill and left her forever.
Zhang Meilan has been unable to walk out for a long time, she is depressed, often stunned by the family's photos, the eldest daughter feels that the mother can not continue, otherwise she may be sick, she often goes home to talk with her, talking about Uncle Chen between words, Zhang Meilan only knows that her daughter has always known her thoughts, and has also seen a picture of Uncle Chen in the cracks of a book.
Coincidentally, a sister of the original drama troupe met Zhang Meilan, she married her brother, talking about feelings, she confessed that in order to be together, she waited for 3 years.
3 years, is the reason for Zhang Meilan to give up her first love, she knows that the other party did not lie, but really has this regulation, but the past years can not come back, she can only regret.
The eldest daughter saw through her mother's thoughts, she accompanied her mother to participate in the program, and through the efforts of the program team, she really found Mr. Chen, who turned out to be single, and her wife died of illness a few years ago.
The moment the door opened, seeing that each other had changed their appearance, and the time seemed to have traveled back to 47 years ago, Zhang Meilan couldn't help but hide her face in pain and hug each other tightly.
03. Cherish the rest of your life and leave no regrets
No matter how many words, I don't know where to start.
Since the two met, their hands have been tightly clasped together, Zhang Meilan originally just wanted to meet, but the regret in her heart, but also wanted to say sorry to her face.
As a result, he learned a truth, it turned out that she had changed places, Mr. Chen had written many letters to her, trying to persuade her to wait for herself, the result was all stone sinking into the sea, he thought that Zhang Meilan had changed his heart, and slowly gave up.
This may be the confusion of long-distance love, sometimes because of a small matter, let the feelings of the two people fall apart, the root is suspicion.
In the emotion, the more you care about whom, the more nervous you are, the more nervous you are, worried about the other party's change of heart, and the more carefully you maintain it, the easier it is to make a conflict because of something that is not in line with your heart.
Because I care too much, I am looking forward to it.
It's just that life is full of changes, sometimes objective factors are really not something you can decide, fortunately, the fate is not exhausted, the two still have the opportunity to meet, solve the misunderstanding, and let the rest of their lives be together.
After reading their feelings, netizens were also very excited.
Some people think that it is romantic, spanning nearly half a century of love, finally has the result of melon ripening, and the two are not old, they can still taste the taste of happiness.
Some people also think that Zhang Meilan is excessive, if you have always had your first love in your heart, it is too unfair to your husband, the other party is single-minded to you, but you have not really loved each other.
In fact, there is no need to be so harsh, after all, Zhang Meilan does not have two hearts when running marriage, she is now single, of course, she has the right to pursue happiness.
No one is perfect, we do not need to use perfect standards to demand a person, as long as the parties are willing and the children support, that is enough.
Because the person we really need to care about in this life is ourselves, especially after experiencing the ups and downs of half a life, we know the importance of cherishing ourselves.
Live in the moment, just fine.
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