#当一个人到了绝望的时候, what to do #2020 to 2021 when I entered the first company internship in July of the year I experienced the most, and at that time also

#当一个人到了绝望的时候, what to do #

2020 to 2021 was the year I experienced the most

In July 20, I entered the first company internship, at that time, I was still quite excited, although it was an internship arranged by the school, but during this time I met a lot of people, who cared about my leadership, helped me grow, a group of colleagues who inspired me, but by the end of 21, the company was a little sluggish, and there may be a reason for the environment. But we also need to live, at that time we were in arrears for 3 months of wages, and there was not much after the final payment, and everyone knew it in their hearts.

In April 21, I entered an advertising company, at that time it was also a new bar, did not understand anything, about 3 months or so, I could not withstand the high intensity of overtime of the advertising company, which was sick because of overtime, to go to surgery, when a person lying on the operating table thought for a long time, the condition was almost better after the proposed to leave.

July is a relatively easy time to find a job, and then went to a company that transformed from blockchain to e-commerce, I only knew what is called "hell on earth", the leadership struggle within the company is serious, and the big boss does not seem to understand the e-commerce piece, it belongs to what to think of, what to do, at that time, because the live broadcast of a certain sound was very hot, they were very red and began to vibrate this piece of live broadcast business. At that time, the leader wanted his relatives to be the anchor, because there was a collision of ideas with another leader, this idea was curbed, and then recruited a person who wanted to be the anchor, opened for a month or two and had no results, and then disbanded the project.

This is what I have experienced for almost a year, and I still feel quite desperate, only to enlighten myself and want to open up a little.