Reading the original novel of "Heart Residence", the mood is heavy, especially when I see the quarrel between Gu Lei and Feng Xiaoqin's marriage, there is no longer a period of hot love between you and me.
This has to start from Feng Xiaoqin's heart, she is a foreign girl, good looking, but the family is not good. Feng Xiaoqin was seven or eight years younger than Gu Lei, pleasing and charming, gentle and considerate to him, and did not dislike his broken legs, which made the mediocre Gu Lei very grateful.
The two soon fell in love, Feng Xiaoqin was pregnant, Shunshui pushed the boat and got married, Gu Lei had a little wife, and Feng Xiaoqin finally made a home in Shanghai.
After marriage, people in the Gu family said that Feng Beiqin was beautiful, and they all said that she was a good daughter-in-law, only Gu Lei knew that his marriage seemed happy and sweet on the surface, but behind it was full of holes, but he still loved his wife deeply.
However, even if a man loves a woman again, if a woman looks down on him in her heart, the relationship is only short-lived.
The feeling of marriage is like a person drinking water, cold and warm self-knowledge.
How sweet love is, how cruel marriage is
When Feng Xiaoqin wanted to change her fate through marriage, she was obedient to Gu Lei, gentle and lovely, which also warmed Gu Lei's heart.
When Feng Xiaoqin appeared in his life like a fairy, Gu Lei only felt that it was a gift from God, a fool with a stupid fortune, a hit by the goddess of luck, and he cherished his wife very much.
At that time, Feng Xiaoqin did not dislike Gu Lei's mediocrity, nor did she dislike the incompetence of his legs, and all the love and sweetness were given to this man.
However, their sweetness did not last long before it became a chicken feather. This must start from the purpose of Feng Xiaoqin's marriage. The reason why she agreed to fall in love with the mediocre Gu Lei was to go to the Shanghai hukou, so the seemingly sweet feelings were just pretended to be seen.
When they took wedding photos, the contradiction was already highlighted, when Gu Lei wanted to pick up Feng Xiaoqin, but a few strands of hair she hung down drilled into her nostrils and sneezed. As soon as his legs were weak, he couldn't stand steadily, and fell straight into the pond next to him.
Since then, the feelings of the two have been lived in this way, and the husband and wife life is not very harmonious, the main reason is of course Gu Lei. Such a cryptic thing, the little couple can not say to others.
The parents of the Gu family looked at their son Gu Lei and were indeed not very angry, and they also saw that Feng Xiaoqin did not make a fuss, and the days passed like this. Even if Feng Xiaoqin brought her sister to live at home, the Gu family did not have any opinions.
One of the words that Gu Father often said to Gu Lei was: By the age of eighty, you will still look like this.
It can be seen how helpless the Gu family is for their son's indisputable anger, and at the same time, Gu Lei still obeys his wife's words, and even so, her wife has not given him any good face.
This is the interest relationship behind the sweetness, at the beginning Feng Xiaoqin married him with a purpose, not a heartbeat, not love, just for the Shanghai hukou, is to open a door for herself.
Whoever loves more deeply, the more hurt he is
Gu Lei's intention for Feng Xiaoqin can be described as affectionate. She wanted to buy a shop, listened to Feng Xiaoqin, and didn't even ask about the purpose.
Gu Lei went to persuade his parents and sister:
She said can people be the same? If others can't do it, she may not be able to do it. Ten thousand steps back, really can't do it, in a few years to sell it, and there is no loss.
You see, Gu Lei has never doubted Feng Xiaoqin, and he is all thinking about his wife. Did not think that the wife is trying to plan for her future.
Sister Gu Qingyu really couldn't look at it anymore, so she had to remind him: Are you ready to live with her for a lifetime?
Gu Lei replied that as long as his wife did not divorce, he would certainly not leave. But he couldn't guarantee she wouldn't get divorced.
What a silly and generous Gu Lei. He obviously knew that his wife did not look up to him, but he still had a deep affection for him, and in his opinion, Feng Xiaoqin was smaller than her, beautiful, and brainy.
But they have children little tigers, Feng Xiaoqin will look at the children's sake, if there is no child Gu Lei may not be able to keep. From this, it can also be seen that Gu Lei loves very deeply and is also very humble.
In front of his wife, he is almost transparent of the existence of people, the family's money is all under the management of Feng Xiaoqin, big things and small things are decided by his wife, Gu Lei only obeys and does it.
Even if Gu Lei was stupid and had no brains, he knew that Feng Xiaoqin was not the person who wanted him, and since they got married. Feng Xiaoqin's sister has lived in it for a long time, and her younger brother is about to come to the Gu family.
At this time, Gu Qingyu reminded his brother that it was of course best to live a lifetime, but he also had to guard against her and not end up running away for money and a house.
Coincidentally, Feng Xiaoqin happened to hear their conversation, threw down the child's breath and left with her luggage. Only to see Gu Lei rush out and shout: Wife.
Infinite gentleness, infinite nostalgia, but at this time, Feng Xiaoqin only wanted to scold people, and she had to make a world of upheaval to be satisfied. Loving someone means scarred, and for Gu Lei, in order to chase After Feng Xiaoqin, he paid the price of his life.
Women with too many eyes really can't marry
There was an "ah" sound in the corridor, and something rolled down. "Bang" the sound of a huge impact, the sound of glass shattering, followed by the man's muffled hum, the sound of pain to the bone marrow.
Only to see that Gu Lei had fallen into the corner, unconscious, and blood spread from the back of his head.
He died, and the man he despised left in his life.
With love and attachment, with the fear of losing Feng Xiaoqin, with inferiority, he left Feng Xiaoqin. Their noisy marriage was over, but until his death, Gu Lei didn't know how cruel Feng Xiaoqin had deceived him.
In fact, Feng Beiqin's so-called fifteen-year-old brother is her own son, which is also a secret she has been hiding. She married Gu Lei and became pregnant before marriage, which are her step-by-step plans.
It is a pity that Gu Lei did not know until his death, Feng Xiaoqin, whom he loved deeply, did not like him at all, how ridiculous and cheap this deep affection seemed, and he thought that the most beautiful love was so unbearable.
The beautiful Feng Xiaoqin is indeed excellent, but there are also ambitions, more means, married a delicate flower-like woman, Gu Lei did not have the happiness of this, but in the feelings of low to the dust, and finally paid the price of life.
Tagore said in "Born like a Summer Flower": Born like a summer flower, dead like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves.
However, Gu Lei was born ordinary, and he could have lived a peaceful life, but because he married a beautiful wife who did not love him, he accidentally died in order to catch up with his wife.
Maybe this is not the marriage he wants, noisy and noisy, just for the sake of the once Yiren to laugh. Find a person with similar three views, find someone whose appearance is not so beautiful, but who does not have so many eyes, maybe Gu Lei's fate will be rewritten.
However, the key point in life is only a few steps, and once you go wrong, it is difficult to turn back.