Love is unreasonable, but marriage requires fidelity
。 When the white hair was pale, Chen Zhixiu finally tasted the bitter fruit he had brewed that year.
She had a faithful husband and two excellent children, but Chen Zhixiu had chosen to abandon the family with a cruel heart, and she thought she would get a better future, but she was wrong.
Lang Cai female appearance
Chen Zhixiu is a woman who has cheated,
It was Chen Zhixiu's young years, and it was also her best time, and her father booked a family affair for her since she was a child.
The other party's name is Chang Shuhong
Even if the Chen family's family friends are also Chen Zhixiu's green plum bamboo horses, the two people seem to be very compatible, the same famous origin, the same love of art, and later became a classmate of the art school, although free love was popular at that time,
But there is no love between Chang Shuhong and Chen Zhixiu
。
Like-minded people are looking forward to the upcoming marriage,
In 1925, the two were formally married.
In order to support two people to study art, the Chang family and the Chen family jointly funded, sent the two young families to Paris to study for further study, at that time these two people were really a match made in heaven, Lang Cai female appearance, Chen Zhixiu was also very satisfied with Chang Shuhong, Chang Shuhong's artistic cultivation was extremely high, far above Chen Zhixiu,
He is also gentle and considerate to Chen Zhixiu, and is a model husband.
A year later, Chen Zhixiu gave birth to a beautiful daughter, because she was born in France, they gave her a French name "sona", Chinese name is Chang Shana, because Chang Shuhong said that the pronunciation of "sona" is close to the Seine River, and the daughter is a little princess born on the seine river.
However, such a happy family, but on the occasion of returning to China, there was a rift, as an excellent artist Chang Shuhong, can get a lot of opportunities to teach in domestic colleges and universities, or with his academic qualifications to become an official is not difficult, but Chang Shuhong does not want to be a teacher, nor does he want to be an official.
He wanted to go to Dunhuang
In 1935, under the eyes of cultural relics dealers from all over the world, Dunhuang was desolate and unprotected.
Go your separate ways
Dunhuang has countless precious grottoes and art treasures, which are Treasures of China, but in the stormy Republic of China, countless pairs of evil eyes stare at it.
In order to protect dunhuang's cultural relics, countless artists and historians did not hesitate to abandon their fame and fortune and went to the desert to protect this treasure for China.
Chang Shuhong is one of them.
But Chen Zhixiu was unwilling, at this time she and Chang Shuhong already had a son and a daughter, although she also had the great name of the artist, and also knew the preciousness of Dunhuang art, but Chen Zhixiu did not want to go to Dunhuang to eat sand, she hoped to go to Chongqing, Shanghai and other big cities to develop, but The gentle personality of Chang Shuhong did not listen to his wife for the first time, but took over the position of director of the Dunhuang Research Institute, Chen Zhixiu was too late to stop it.
No way, Chen Zhixiu's achievements are far less than her husband's, and her income is far behind.
Accustomed to being taken care of by her husband, she could only take her two children and follow Chang Shuhong to Dunhuang to settle down
However, she refused to let Chang Shuhong take her to the surrounding area, preferring to stay at home and be a comfortable housewife.
Chen Zhixiu just couldn't understand what kind of attraction Dunhuang really had, so that Chang Shuhong and his colleagues were so obsessed, often studied until late at night, and had to go to the backcountry of the countryside to run around, often starving, but also to avoid the attack of wild beasts, such a day for Chen Zhixiu is "living sin".
The depressed Chen Zhixiu knocked on the side and asked her husband when he would go back, but Chang Shuhong said that he wanted to stay in Dunhuang for the rest of his life to do research, and the task here was too heavy to be completed for decades.
Decades? Chen Zhixiu almost passed out after listening to it, she stayed here for a few years and felt like she was going crazy, no villa, no salon, no banquet, only yellow sand in the sky! Chen Zhixiu had a lot of resentment towards Chang Shuhong, and at this moment,
A young student of Chang Shuhong became acquainted with her
This young man's name is Zhao Zhongqing, also from Jiangnan, and Chen Zhixiu can climb the relationship with some fellow countrymen. Zhao Zhongqing was clever and quick-witted, able to speak the Tao, and had a ghost idea of Chen Zhixiu, a teacher who still had a charm, and Chen Zhixiu was dissatisfied with her husband, Zhao Zhongqing ran to offer his courtesy, and Chen Zhixiu was very useful.
The two soon developed an underground affair
And Chang Shuhong was busy with work, unconsciously, Zhao Zhongqing went to the hall under the banner of visiting the master, and Chen Zhixiu, who had a new joy, no longer wanted to go down with Chang Shuhong, so she discussed with Zhao Zhongqing to elope and leave this ghost place.
So Chen Zhixiu told her husband that she was unwell, let Zhao Zhongqing take herself to the hospital in Lanzhou for examination, Chang Shuhong did not doubt that he had him, so he asked his wife to be careful on the road, who knew that the next day Chang Shuhong came home to find out,
The wife took all the family's savings, left only a break letter for herself, and then went to her hometown of Jiangnan with Zhao Zhongqing.
The evening view is bleak
Chang Shuhong was betrayed by his wife, can only raise two children alone, he wrote several letters to Chen Zhixiu, asking her to think about it again for the sake of the child, and also to take care of the marriage between the two for nearly twenty years, but Chen Zhixiu, who is immersed in the new life, no longer wants to pay attention to Chang Shuhong, and finally, Chang Shuhong can only accept reality.
However, Chen Zhixiu's good life did not last a few years, and Zhao Zhongqing was imprisoned for crime
Soon died in prison, when Chen Zhixiu, who was accustomed to the big miss, suddenly had no financial resources, she could only sell her property to live, she wanted to return to the art circle, but first she did not work for many years, the foundation was not as good as before, the second she abandoned her husband and abandoned her son, no one was willing to hire her, and finally Chen Zhixiu could only remarry again, but this time her husband was not good for her.
In her later years, Chen Zhixiu was alone and helpless, and at this time she regretted it a lot, if she did not leave her husband and children that year, why did she do this?
As she couldn't get by, she thought of her two children
Her children grew up in Dunhuang with their father, were influenced by art since childhood, and are now famous artists, perhaps willing to take care of her?
When Chen Zhixiu left, the daughter was thirteen or fourteen years old, the son was not yet ten years old, when Chen Zhixiu found her son, the other party did not recognize her for a while, when he learned that the woman in front of him was his mother.
The son turned and left, unwilling to recognize his mother who abandoned him.
Chen Zhixiu went to find her daughter Shana again,
The daughter did not want to meet her
Only to let the secretary send her a living allowance, so that she would not come again in the future, so as not to arouse the sad things of her father and herself.
Chen Zhixiu hopes to live happily and wonderfully all her life, but in the end her ending is extremely bleak,
In the end, she did not get forgiveness from her children and died in loneliness
After all, she is still a mother, and her daughter has simply handled the aftermath for her, but that sentence of forgiveness cannot be said, Chen Zhixiu abandoned everything in the past, and now she is also abandoned by the whole world.