Seriously, I admire my own courage, and in the headlines, I feel like I can be open-minded [shy] [shy]
From the beginning of the video shooting, I have not looked like a terminal uremia patient, I have always had many thoughts in my heart, timidity, and even fear: Will I become the laughing stock of others? Will it cause ridicule and blows from others? How will you judge me when you meet friends, colleagues or loved ones who know me? Am I brave enough to face it? ......
After thinking about it, I thought about various possibilities over and over again, and finally decided: life, should always surpass yourself once, do not try, how to know the limit of their courage? Besides, I'm like this, and if I don't rush again, I won't have a chance!
Dry, the idea must be, I immediately started, picked up my own mobile phone, relying on my own crappy camera technology and editing methods learned while cutting is also cut into a video, what color grading, special effects, ah, all do not know, afraid that they will not send it if they hesitate a little, they do not want to immediately send out [cover face] [cover face]
I'm nervous! My heart beat faster, I opened it in anxiety, alas, a false alarm, no one had any criticism of me, and what flattered me even more was that I also gained fans and friendship... It made me take a reassuring pill: that's it! The world is still very tolerant!
Since then I have been out of control, although the technology is not good, but I love to shoot videos, thinking that my videos can make a lot of gains, learn things, get everyone's recognition, but also have benefits, almost the best of things, ah, I am so happy that I am overwhelmed, as if I have found the purpose and meaning of life again: originally, I can still give!
I should be the only one on the headlines who doesn't pay attention to the image and doesn't know how to clean up, right? A lot of times I take pictures in my pajamas, sometimes I open my eyes in the morning, my face is not washed and I take a selfie, I never care about my swollen face, my hair is disheveled, and my mouth is open and swallowed... Completely disregard for the image! What touched me was that no one had mocked, ridiculed or complained about me! On the contrary, it has been cared for, supported and recognized by many enthusiastic netizens! How lucky and how proud to know the lovely you guys! Thank you! thanksgiving! [Prayer] [Prayer] [Prayer]
A thousand words, it is difficult to express the gratitude in my heart, can only apply these two tacky words: thank you!
Thank you for your continued support, encouragement, tolerance and care for Xiao Huan! I will continue to work hard, with a positive and optimistic attitude to bring you a spiritual example, I wish you and me to work hard together to cheer up and move towards the future!
