My anti-cancer diary is the third day of the Chinese New Year today. The number of people in the hospital gradually increased, and there were a few more chemotherapy. I got a white shot in the morning and nothing else. Now it's everywhere in the hospital

My anti-cancer diary

It's the third day of the Chinese New Year. The number of people in the hospital gradually increased, and there were a few more chemotherapy. I got a white shot in the morning and nothing else.

Now in the hospital, I get a whitening injection once a day, and the rest of the time I am waiting for dark. A little better than yesterday, and much more energetic. It is this time that the reaction is more intense, especially the stomach and smell, loss of appetite, feeling that there is always a bad smell in front of the nose, so it is always 🈶 disgusting. There is also the teeth 🦷 are also protesting, drinking water to eat it has not dared to chew, a chew will hurt and sour...

It may be that I vented out after crying yesterday, and today's mood is average, not happy or angry. Looking at today's new patients, the smog in my heart has also dissipated a lot. The doctor in charge did not go to work today, and the doctor on duty said that I was not discharged from the hospital so I was not allowed to be discharged. Wait patiently, I have been waiting for nine days, the year is over, and I am not in a hurry.

During the Spring Festival, everything else was fine, that is, there were more problems with eating. Before there were restaurants open, there were many opportunities to choose, and now I can only be forced to go to the canteen of the hospital to eat. I don't know if it is a problem with my own sense of taste, or the hospital meal is not delicious, in short, it is a sentence, I can't eat a delicious meal, where does nutrition come from?

The cleaning staff at the hospital asks me once a day, will I go home today? I laughed and said I didn't know every time. She said don't worry if you don't know, we are coming to see the doctor, now nothing is important to the body, wait patiently. Yes, it can only be waiting, what else can be done?

I have already crossed two mountains, and although there are still several mountains waiting for me, I must have confidence and perseverance. If I turn over, I will be reborn, and if I can't turn over, I will turn off the fire halfway... This terrible disease not only weakened my body, but also tested my willpower, and I would not be defeated.

Cheer yourself up, there is no flame mountain that cannot be crossed, only a heart that cannot be crossed. There is no suffering in the present, where there are poems and faraway places in the future.

Come on, come on! Work hard and try harder!