As soon as the piano prostitute thing came out, there was a lot of noise on the Internet, and some people said that such a big star would definitely not find a lady to sleep with! People who want to sleep with him are lined up!
But in the face of ironclad facts, he did look for the periphery, more than once...
In this way, netizens found that he was not only a peripheral female regular, but also in the peripheral circle "small and famous", for a time, the word peripheral female was on fire in the network, many netizens commented at the bottom that the peripheral woman is "senior miss", these words instantly pulled me back to the time when I was a peripheral woman...
1
My name is Zhong Yan and I was born in a small mountain village in Loudi, Hunan.
Because of the mountains and rivers in my hometown, I grew up beautiful, and there were always people around me who said, "Xiaoyan looks so beautiful, I will definitely want to be a big star in the future!" ”
Mom and Dad heard this praise, and laughed from time to time, "I don't want our family Yanyan to be a big star, that circle is very messy!" I just want her to be safe and grow up. ”
When I was in junior high school, because everyone's beauty love psychology came out, and I also realized my own advantages, the teacher suggested that I learn to dance and take the road of dance in the future. After I got home, I discussed it with my parents, and my parents agreed, and they thought it would be good to be a dance teacher in the future.
In this way, since junior high school, I have no basic skills and began the path of dance art students.
After learning to dance, the friends around me gradually drifted away from me, they all felt that I was too arrogant, and also made up a song to laugh at me, "Zhong Yan, flower butterflies, dance every day and ignore people, hide at home to find men!" ”
When I first heard this, I would still be very angry, and over time I would get used to it, and I knew that they were jealous of me. I just wanted to get into college and stay away from these short-sighted people.
After the college entrance examination, I got my wish and entered the university as an art student, and then I also studied dance in college, and I was determined to become a dance teacher.
After entering the university, I went to the classroom every day, the dance room, the canteen, the dormitory, the four o'clock line, and plunged into the world of dance...
Since I was a child, because of my lonely personality, I didn't have any friends in college and I also had a general friendship with my roommates. At that time, because of his relatively beautiful appearance, he entered the university and pursued various people, but he only wanted to practice his dance skills well and rejected these people.
Once, a boy was setting up candles downstairs in his dormitory, holding roses and shouting at my bedroom, "Zhong Yan, I love you, please be my girlfriend?" I didn't want to pay attention to the yelling downstairs all the time, but my roommates kept coaxing from the side and said, "Zhong Yan, you can go down and have a look, you see he's been standing there for so long." ”
I really had no choice, so I decided to go down and look around and found that there were a lot of people around, and the boy told me in front of me, knelt down and said to me, "Zhong Yan, I like you, can you be with me?" At that time, I was very cold and said, "I don't like you, please don't pestering me." "He also pulled me in and asked me to give him a chance.
There were too many people around me, and I had no choice but to say to him, "You go back first, and I'll talk about it tomorrow!" When the boy heard this, he gleefully walked away. Now that I think about it, if I hadn't scrupulously rejected him on the spot at that time, there wouldn't have been those things that followed.........
2
The next day later, he came to me again, accompanied me to and from class every day, accompanied me to the dance studio to practice dance, and after a few months, I agreed. After being with him, I found out that he was the second generation of the rich, and he took me to various high-spending places every time. In the beginning, I would say to him, "Honey, you don't have to take me to this kind of place, we'll just go to the spicy hot at the school gate!" Every time he would say, "You're my future wife, and I'm sure I'm going to give you the best." ”
I also had no experience in love, and as he confessed day after day, I was touched by him, and in this way, under his sweet words, I followed him to many high-level places, and indeed saw things that I had never seen before.
Over time, there were rumors around me that I was interested in his money, I did not admit it, but I was indeed attracted by this kind of bright and green life, I was afraid that I would get rid of this life, and I was afraid that I would be willing to degenerate in this luxurious life, and under this contradictory psychology, I fell into the abyss of desire step by step.
On the day of the 100th anniversary of the relationship, he said to me, baby, don't you go to class today, let's take you to a fun place! I promise, I won't let you down. ”
"No, today's lesson is very important, there is theory and practice, I must go!" I refused.
"Don't go, don't go, I'll take you to buy the bag you looked at last time, the limited edition!" Tangled and struggled for a while, I was moved again, and the first time I skipped class, I followed him out.
When he came out, he did fulfill his promise, but I went to buy a limited edition bag and took me to a fine restaurant for dinner.
"Baby, you see what I said, I won't let you down, will I?" I'll take you to a good place later! With that, he took my hand and came to the door of a hotel.
At the door of the hotel, I hesitated, did not want to go in, he said to me "you don't nervous, I don't want to do anything, just want to help you introduce one, you see you look so beautiful, like the star Huang Shengyi, I have a friend, he opened a Taobao clothing store, I want to introduce you to be his model, so that you can also earn a little pocket money." Hearing this, I began to feel ashamed of what I had just thought.
When we entered the hotel, his friend was waiting for us there, and when he saw me, he said, "Looks so pretty!" We Taobao models are we provide clothes, and then you go to our shooting site to shoot, for every piece of clothing sold, you have a 1% commission, do you think it is okay? ”
"I'm inexperienced... I don't know if the spell doesn't meet your requirements..." I replied.
"No problem! You look so good, how to shoot is very beautiful! You're a natural model! ”
"Oh well... Then I'll try it! "The other party has been boasting, and I am not good enough to refuse, so I have to try first...
But they always asked me to take sexy pictures... Makes me very resistant...
After sending his friend away, he said to me, "The bedroom is also closed, and now I can't go back, so let's open a room, you can rest assured, I will never touch you!" I nodded shyly, knowing where as soon as I entered the room, he began to do something to me.
"Rest assured, I will certainly not fail you, and I will marry you as my bride!" Listening to his words and acquiescing, the two of them spent a ridiculous night.
Later, I began to take some street photos of Taobao models from time to time.
I also had my own income, my boyfriend was also very good to me, after graduation, we both went to Beijing to develop together, just when I imagined the future, life gave me a heavy blow.
When I was in Beijing, I was not familiar with life, I was attached to my boyfriend for everything, and I satisfied him with all kinds of unreasonable demands.
Once I noticed that he had the smell of a woman's perfume on his clothes, I asked him," "Where have you been?" Is it with other women? ”
"You can't control it!" This attitude was diametrically opposed to the past, and even when he began to completely disappear into the night, I had no way to show him directly.
"What the hell do you want?" Do you still want to get married? ”
"Married? Are you kidding? Do you think we were in college? How can you still be so naïve? Are my parents likely to ask me to marry you? Let's be honest! I don't come back every day, and you know what's going on, I'm not the only one of you with my regular female companion. Think for yourself. Leave or stay! "I gave him a slap, moved out of his house without looking back, bought a train ticket to Shanghai, and began my Shanghai drift."
If meeting him was the beginning of my depravity, then Shanghai drifting away was my first step into the abyss.
3
In Shanghai, I originally wanted to start my new life again, but I was used to living a good life, coupled with betrayal, drunken Shanghai, I just wanted to make money and did not believe in love.
During the time when I was a model, the income was low and unstable, and I either ran the notice every day, or on the way to run the notice, no matter how much I did, it was still not enough to spend. Seeing that my credit card had also expired, I was upset with advance spending.
In order to make more money, I began to take some large-scale photographs, games, dead houses. Once, a bear on the Internet came up to me and said, "You're in such a hot shape." How about doing the periphery? "This is the first time I've come into contact with the word peripheral. After some conversation, I found that the periphery has a high income and is not easy to be discovered. So I started creating a celebrity on social media.
From time to time, upload your own large-scale private photos.
All of this made me fall into the profession of being a periphery, or when I was taking a private photo. That time I met a photographer, he asked me "looks so beautiful, how much do you give at a time?" ”
“2000！” I replied.
In this way, half pushing and half pushing, I began to fall into the abyss of desire.
Sure enough, under the promotion of photographers, I began to "make a little name" in the circle.
I began to shoot private rooms, airborne, and constantly circling around the plane, making more and more money to satisfy my own vanity after unlimited desire.
Figure: If you understand the periphery, the person in the picture above, everyone should be familiar with it
Once, a coal boss in Shanxi came to me and wanted me to accompany him to Shanghai for a few days, the cost was 200,000 yuan, and I gladly agreed. The next day I bought a plane ticket to Shanghai to meet the coal boss in Shanghai, and when I arrived at the hotel, I saw his fat head and big ears, and the whole person exuded a temperament of an upstart.
I suppressed the discomfort in my heart.
"Boss, keep you waiting! Where do you say we'll go first? He smiled and said, "Where else can I go?" I must have gone back to the room first! After saying that, he carried me into the room, and as soon as he entered the door, he couldn't wait to drag me, and I could only act vigorously.
After all, it was for money, otherwise I would have blacked out this pig's head a long time ago.
In those three days, I accompanied him to various places, and in three days, I earned 200,000 yuan, which came too quickly, so fast that I lost my mind, and I wished I could earn a little more.
Many times, I doubt whether I want to continue to do this business, but it comes in really fast! My mind was extremely complex, but I couldn't do anything about it, as if my body and soul had been separated...
4
In 2010, hainan's first Haitian Feast was held in Sanya, and I heard that there would be many rich people going to this Haitian feast, and I knew that the opportunity to make a big profit had arrived. So I went to a sister and asked if they could take me there? She readily promised, "Rest assured, I'll definitely take you with me!" There as long as you let go, you are not afraid of no money to earn! ”
To the Haitian feast, the lights inside are red and green, all kinds of brand-name bags, brand-name watches, diamonds can be seen everywhere, extravagance prevails, men are looking for excitement, most of the girls are like me outside, want to take this opportunity to make a big profit, there is a rule, that is, can not take pictures, so everyone put more open, and even some people at the banquet site secretly touched each other.
Not long after I got there, there was a conversation with a man.
"Miss, are you playing together?" I nodded. In this way, the two tacitly went to the hotel together.
For those days, we were like commodities, cheap enough commodities, bought at will, toyed with at will.
Since everyone came out to play, they tacitly agreed, as long as the money was in place.
In those days, as long as I met the right one, or I had a crush, the two would be together, and the time passed quickly, but I also made a lot of money in those days, and came back to count a total of 420,000.
After that time, I began to reflect on myself, seeing that I was 27 years old, and in two years, I would be old and yellow, and I would lose the price, and so on. Nothing can be gained, may also expose themselves, let the parents of the hometown be poked in the spine and scolded, I finally made up my mind that I can't go on like this, I want to find a 'patron', forget the past, and start over.
At this time, a private textile factory owner in Haining, Zhejiang Province, who was in his 40s, walked into my life.
He and I met at a banquet, and he didn't know the identity of my peripheral woman, thinking I was just an ordinary model. After that meeting, he asked me to take a picture of their company's clothing, saying that I was very suitable for the style of their company's clothing, and specially added my friend to invite me to dinner.
After two or three dates, he said to me, "I think I'm pretty close to you." I don't know why I'm comfortable with you, and I want to communicate with you more and talk more. I smiled.
He also said, "I am divorced now, only one son can't come back a few times a year when he goes to college abroad, every time he goes back alone, he is facing an empty house, and I don't want to find a woman outside, and now I really don't know what to do in the future." ”
I said, "You're going to meet something better."
Everyone is a battle-hardened old fox, although it is a polite word, but they all understand the meaning of it.
After making up my mind, I began to refuse to parachute, continued to take flat and photo private photos, and talked with the agency company, 'Only take the plane of this company, other companies will not take it!' "The agency looks at me for the sake of commercial value. Agreed too!
Later, due to the more contact with the work, we are more familiar with the network.
The following Christmas he proposed to me, "I have passed half a life, at this time it is not easy to meet the right person to like, if you don't hate me so much older than you, can you marry me?" I nodded in agreement.
On New Year's Day, the two of us held a grand wedding, and my parents from home also came, at first they strongly opposed me marrying someone so old, and then they acquiesced when they saw that we were so happy, holding my hand and saying, "Baby daughter, you are happy!" Don't think too much about other things. ”
5
After getting married, I completely withdrew from that circle and cut off all the people I knew before, and no one knew about my past.
Now I have given birth to a son and a daughter, and I am at home with my husband and son, and the family is happy and harmonious.
Now, when I have time, I occasionally volunteer at the orphanage and give them a little of our factory clothes. When I see those cute and innocent faces heal all my unbearable, I like the present, cherish the present, forget the past, meet and teach children, and be a virtuous wife, which is my best state at present.
About what has been, let it be buried in time....