Today's people, as long as they are normal men and women, believe that everyone has an affair heart, and they all long for romantic and passionate encounters in their lives, and I am no exception, a restless heart makes me embarrassed.
I'm 38 years old, a woman with 10 years of marriage, 10 years of marriage, enough to dilute any of the strongest feelings into a cup of light and tasteless boiled water, not to mention that my husband, himself, is a man who does not understand sex.
My husband and I met at the same company, and when I graduated that year and was first assigned to their company, I didn't know him. My parents are ordinary farmers, there are four brothers and sisters in the family, only I am the strongest. Although my academic performance is not very good, I am still good looking, and my greatest hope is to change my destiny through marriage.
I know my husband only because of his family, to be honest, I am not particularly touched by him, he is weak, handsome and somewhat wooden, this is not my type of like, but I still associate with him, because his family is well-off, his parents are retired teachers, he has two older sisters, he is the youngest and only brother in the family, and the pampering can be imagined, which should be one of the biggest reasons why I want to marry him.
In less than a year, we got married, after marriage we got a house, although it is not big, but compared to those renters, I think it is already happy enough, the next year I gave birth to a son, the whole family is ecstatic, the in-laws are even more in love, when the child is just over a year old, they are good to say that they are going to take the child to the side, saying that we are still young, earn money to live in the world of two, the children they will help us take well.
But the husband does not understand romance, we in addition to work, the days are very leisurely, my heart suddenly lost balance, feel very disappointed, there is such a good in-law, gave us the opportunity to live in the world, but there is no one who understands my heart of the husband, I believe that if it continues like this, life will not change anything.
In the fifth year of marriage, the company went bankrupt, we were both unemployed, then our second child was born, although the in-laws and mother-in-law were a little savings, but they could not support us for a lifetime, or rely on our own hard work, not to mention the child was just born, I could not go to work, the husband in the introduction of friends went down to a business in the south, 6,000 yuan per month, which was already very good at that time.
In order to facilitate contact with my husband, I bought a computer, video chatted with him on QQ at night, and let my children see him, but what I did not expect was that because of QQ, I met another man in my life.
People who have had QQ chat experience have more or less had unforgettable memories! At that time, there was no WeChat, QQ was particularly hot, because my husband was not around, I would inevitably feel lonely, and the man was particularly sincere, what to say, we experienced a different feeling from the conversation.
He was a man five years older than me, and both his wife and daughter had gone abroad. That night we talked for a long time, when I lay on the bed, the window was already white, and every night after that, I would talk and chat with him, he was a man completely different from my husband, delicate, romantic, but with a great deal of calmness.
When I had known him for three months, I met him. It was already more than 7 p.m., the night in the city was already dark, and I stood in front of a café, looking around dazedly. I heard a man's voice: Xiao Juan, is it you?
Looking down at the sound, I saw the man who had been talking to me for more than three months, standing there, a black Mercedes, a long black trench coat, a kind of just right kind of publicity, low-key and imposing, exactly the kind I liked.
It was also on that night that I learned his true identity: his name was Xiang Jun, the vice president of a financial company. He said: I saw you coming from a distance, and at first glance I thought you were the one I was waiting for. We talked about each other that night, and of course nothing happened.
Just when we were in close contact, my husband came back, and my husband said that he could not adapt to the humid and hot weather in the south, and the in-laws insisted on not letting their son go again.
I don't know how to answer. For her husband, who has been pampered since childhood, it is rare to be able to persist outside for so long, and he has become accustomed to being a good child under the protection of his parents and family. I just don't know if he has ever thought that he is already a father, and how long this kind of protection can last.
My husband came back and found a salary of less than 3,000 a month at home, so I had to leave my children to apply for a job in a real estate company, standing in the hall every day in high heels, and introducing customers to various apartment types with a smile. In this way, after two months, only a few sets were sold. Seeing that the 3-month probationary period was approaching and the task had not yet been completed, I was almost a little discouraged.
Once at dinner with Xiaojun, I talked about my distress, he said: Or I will buy 3 sets of small apartments, can I? I was overjoyed: Absolutely! How can I thank you? He smiled: I am also investing, you don't have to thank me.
With Xiao Jun's help, I smoothly turned right, and my subsequent work was also smooth, and I reached the position of sales director a year later. To thank him, I invited him to dinner, and after dinner we walked together by the lake, the vast surface of the water, full of sunset waves. Tired of walking, we sat on the wooden bridge by the lake drinking tea and talking, I even hoped, that time would stop for us at this moment.
Life is still moving forward calmly, Xiaojun is like a relative in my life, I can tell him all my sorrows and joys, but we have never confessed anything, let alone broken anything. Because of my work, my family life is getting better and better, and my husband is getting better and better for me.
We got along like this for five years, and life got better and better, and one day he suddenly came to me, and that day he was very abnormal, his expression seemed to be happy and sad, I didn't know what was happening, so I had to let him drive the car all the way forward, and the car stopped at the lake where we often went, compared to a few years ago, it was the same lake, the same sunset, the difference was only that the woods by the lake were already shaded.
He told me: I'm going to transfer away, will you go there with me? I can give you a good life, except for marriage. I didn't speak, I just looked at the man next to me, he was really a very handsome man, although he was no longer young. I also knew that he would not give up on marriage, even though it was dead in name only. His father-in-law is a powerful figure in the financial industry, and he will not initiate a divorce for the sake of the future. I know he loves me, but can I be the woman behind him?
My silence made him sigh suddenly: I know it's not fair to you, forget it, I'm lonely anyway. It was getting dark and the wind was blowing. I suddenly had a feeling of life and death, 5 years, we have known each other for 5 years, nothing has happened, will I regret it after he leaves?
He patted me on the head and said, "Go, go back." Looking at him sadly, I broke down at that moment, and I threw myself into his arms and handed myself over to the man.
He was gone and would occasionally come back to see me, but my heart was always tangled, one moment it was him, the next it was my husband. A wooden but can give me a reliable marriage, a romantic can only be the woman behind him. Two men in a mess, no matter which one I slash with a knife, I will feel pain, both of which I am still difficult to put down, I do not know what to do? Now I regret it in particular, is it bad to be a friend? Why go one step further with him, and how do I get out of this threesome?
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