More than ten years ago, Xiaofeng and Zhixin met, knew, fell in love, there was sweetness and bitterness, laughter and tears, the two met together to baitou, and finally forced to separate, years of love can not withstand the cruelty of reality.
The two are not in the same city, in the buckle drift bottle to know, they began to chat in the buckle, Zhi Xin talked about the innocent stupidity, let Xiao Feng fascinated, the more the two talk more engaged, just like the couple in love, even sleep can not bear to put down the mobile phone, chat for a while, Xiao Feng finally can't help but meet Zhi Xin.
The first time they met, Xiaofeng was attracted by the cute Zhixin, and the fiery eyes kept staring at her, and Zhixin was overwhelmed and could only shyly bow his head. Realizing that he might scare Zhixin, Xiaofeng handed Zhixin a small doll and said nervously: The first time you give a girl a gift, I don't know if you like it or not. Zhi Xin took the doll and nodded in embarrassment.
The two walked side by side by the river, the evening breeze was accustomed, although it was the first time to see, the ambiguous atmosphere made the two people's hearts beat faster, Xiaofeng wanted to hold Zhixin's hand, reason told Zhixin that he could not develop so fast, Zhixin deliberately walked in front, Xiaofeng also knew that he could not be too hasty, afraid of scaring Zhixin.
The two have met several times, Zhixin feels that Xiaofeng is gentle and considerate, is a very good boy, after Xiaofeng confessed to formally communicate, the first time to hold hands, the first kiss, the first time ..., the first taste of love, the two are eager to get together every day. Because he was not in the same city, Xiaofeng wanted to be closer to Zhixin and hoped to see her every day, so despite his parents' objections, he quit the job arranged by his parents' trust relationship, came to Zhixin's side, and told Zhixin that they could be together every day after that.
Xiaofeng and Zhixin visited every attraction in the city, leaving their happy footprints and promising each other that they would continue to be so happy.
Xiao Feng found a job here, went home with Zhixin to cook after work, gave her gifts on Valentine's Day, watched movies, and occasionally created a small romance, the days were so plain and sweet, everything was so beautiful.
On this day, Zhixin called Xiaofeng after work, Xiaofeng answered for a long time, the phone side of the voice came out Of Xiaofeng's painful moaning, half a day could not speak, hurried to the house, opened the door to see Xiaofeng fell to the ground in pain, Zhixin frightened the fruits and vegetables in her hand fell to the ground, she had never been so afraid of losing, panicked to take out the mobile phone to call the emergency call.
It turned out that Xiaofeng's stone disease had a seizure, surgery was performed to remove the stones, Zhixin took care of him day and night, Xiaofeng looked at Zhixin who was tired and lying asleep in front of the bed, remembering that she was frightened by the scene of his illness, his face was discolored, he was distressed and moved, in this life, except for her parents, no one will be as nervous as she is, and secretly swears in his heart that he will never fail her in this life.
Time has passed for several years, the two are still deeply in love with each other, but from warm to flat love, romantic surprises will still have.
Xiao Feng's work in recent years has not been smooth, he has changed several jobs, and recently because his boss is often difficult, he wants to change jobs, Zhi xin advised him to bear with it. Xiao Feng has been living very smoothly since he was a child because of the relationship between his parents, and after graduation, he arranged a good job for him, so that he thought that he was capable, so he had been frustrated after coming to the city, and he gradually realized that in fact, he could not do without his parents.
Zhixin's parents also began to call her to find a boyfriend at this time, she confessed to her parents that she already had a boyfriend, but it was from the province, her parents did not agree, let her go home for the New Year, Zhixin was unwilling, so she also quarreled with her parents, and finally her parents asked Xiaofeng to buy a house in the city where they worked, and Zhixin was not far from marrying.
With the conditions of Xiaofeng's family, buying a house is not a problem, Xiaofeng agreed to the request of Zhixin's parents on the phone, and also mentioned that the parents of both sides met and set the wedding date. Zhixin's father saw that he was so eager and said to ask your parents' opinions first.
The next thing is to contact his parents, he happily called his parents, and told his parents about the fact that he had made a girlfriend, after learning about Zhixin's situation, he did not expect that his parents would actually oppose, what education, family conditions, and Zhixin is still a foreigner, his parents let him break up, return to the city where his parents are, arrange a job for him, introduce better girls, Xiaofeng is naturally unwilling.
Frustrated hung up the phone, this time he did not know how to face Zhixin, on the one hand is his parents, on the other side is the person he loves, he can not get the support of his parents, if he ignores his parents' opposition and Zhixin is together, but the requirements of Zhixin's parents, with his current ability can not be satisfied, Zhixin looks at his disappointed look, can also guess the approximate, she did not speak, just held his hand, she also knows in her heart, can not get the blessing of both parents, the feelings are doomed to bumpy, she said to Xiaofeng: I can wait for you. Looking at Zhi Xin's determined eyes, Xiao Feng dodged, and he seemed to have made a choice.
After being opposed by their parents, both were in a bad mood, Xiaofeng deliberately took Zhixin out shopping, hoping that she would be in a better mood, seeing the clothes and shoes she liked, Zhixin was reluctant to buy, saying: Or save some flowers, there are many places to use money in the future. Looking at Zhixin, Xiao Feng was distressed, he would rather she not be so sensible, and think of him everywhere else, the more she did this, the more it proved his incompetence. After the counter to buy the ring, Zhi xin saw the ring he liked, and couldn't help but secretly look at it twice, thinking that Xiaofeng didn't pay attention, and pulled Xiaofeng out. Xiao Feng looked at the exquisite diamond ring and the price. Let Zhixin pull away.
New Year's Day, the two returned home, this time back to Xiaofeng did not call Zhixin for a few days, in previous years, when they returned home, they could not help but call Zhixin to talk about the pain of lovesickness. In fact, they all know in their hearts that even if they can persevere, they will have a more difficult time.
Chinese New Year's Eve night, Xiao Feng still couldn't help but call Zhixin, both of them deliberately avoided those heavy topics, just exchanged blessings, followed by a long silence, no one had the courage to break this silence, and they didn't know what to say.
After returning to work years later, the two of them tacitly did not ask each other, how was this year? As usual, commuting home together, cooking together, only to talk less.
Before Xiaofeng was very possessive, he did not know that Xin and other men said more than a word, and even said goodbye to male colleagues Xiao Feng will be jealous, he said that this is a manifestation of love, but do not know when to start, he will not restrain Zhixin, and even sometimes ask: Is there not a party in your company? Why don't you get together with your colleagues? Zhi Xin heard Xiao Feng ask this, but only replied faintly: I can't talk about a piece and don't want to go.
After the two finished eating, Xiao Feng went to take a bath, at this time Xiaofeng's hand rang, Zhi Xin originally wanted to wait for him to come out of the shower and then tell him, but when she saw that the mobile phone note was the girl's name, she curiously picked up the phone, and asked her who she was, Zhi Xin hung up the phone nervously to the child who did something wrong. Xiao Feng came out of the shower to see that her face was not right, and then looked at the mobile phone, after seeing the call record, Xiao Feng was silent for a while, and finally made up his mind to confess the girl to Zhixin.
It turned out that Xiao Feng went home for the New Year to accept the blind date arranged by his parents, and planned to get engaged soon, he knew that he could not give Zhixin happiness, he could only go home to accept his parents' arrangement, he blamed himself for being too useless, except for clinging to his parents, he had nothing. Zhi Xin thought that they would be separated, but she did not expect that Xiao Feng would not be able to persist so quickly, she was reluctant to have this relationship, she wanted to keep it, but she did not know what to say, she was a little disappointed in Xiao Feng, complaining that he gave up so easily. But there is nothing you can do, early and late are all to be divided, why not accept reality calmly.
Zhi Xin took advantage of Xiao Feng's going out to pack up his things and leave, leaving no words and unwilling to say goodbye. Xiao Feng came back to see the house where they had lived together for a few years, and nothing about her had been left, as if she had never appeared.
Soon, Xiaofeng also left the city, and neither of them had any further contact.
Half a year later, Xiao Feng learned from his friend that Zhixin was getting married, and Xiaofeng may not have imagined that Zhixin would marry before him, and he realized that he would completely lose her. He was not reconciled, he wanted to save, Zhixin saw him appear at the wedding scene, stunned, and then just nodded politely to him, he looked at Zhixin wearing a wedding dress, with the ring that she once liked and he could not afford, he knew that even if he was no longer willing, he had to learn to let go.
After Zhixin got married, he broke up with the girl, listened to his parents, accepted the work arranged by his parents, but was unwilling to talk about his feelings anymore.
In a person's life, it is difficult to meet a person who makes people desperate, Xiao Feng said that he loves Zhixin very much, but he is easily defeated by reality, and when he encounters setbacks, he chooses to retreat, perhaps this is the reason why Zhixin absolutely left him.