I am 58 years old and my lover died two years ago. Just 3 months ago, I remarried and married Li Jun, 60 years old. For more than 10 days, I cleaned up the house, in a drawer on the mezzanine of a wardrobe

I am 58 years old and my lover died two years ago. Just 3 months ago, I remarried and married Li Jun, 60 years old. For more than 10 days, I cleaned up the house and found a delicate little wooden box in a drawer on the mezzanine of a wardrobe. After opening the box and taking a closer look at what was inside the box, I was very surprised. Before Li Jun arrived home, I packed my bags and left there.

My name is Li Qing. I am 58 years old and an accountant, my lover is an engineer and we work in the same unit. We were together after a long time of acquaintance, and after getting married we had a daughter who is now doing product design. My lover is 3 years older than me. Later, we all retired, his retirement salary was 8500 yuan per month, and my retirement salary was more than 6000 yuan per month. Our family has always been happy.

I thought life would always be so good, but my lover died of a heart attack. The whole thing happened quickly, I really couldn't accept the sudden departure of my husband, and my whole body fell into endless sadness.

My daughter was even more sad to see me so sad, and wanted me to leave the home we lived with and move to my daughter's house, but my daughter had just gotten married, and I didn't want to disturb her and her son-in-law's life, so I refused my daughter's invitation. My daughter and son-in-law offered to let me travel and relax.

My daughter helped me see a lot of places, and finally we decided to go to Xishuangbanna to play. I signed up with a lot of my old sisters to go over there. Our group ate, drank, and played every day, looked at the scenery, lined up a lot of photos, and my mood was also relaxed.

In this tour group, I met Li Jun, who was 60 years old and used to run an optical shop until after his wife died of illness, and he felt that life was much less fun, so he gave the optical shop to his son and daughter-in-law. We talked well throughout the trip and felt that each other was very similar to our own life experiences.

After returning home from the tour, we also left each other's contact information. We were all in touch when we got home, and when he later learned that I was alone, he became more and more kind to me. Nothing happened to drive me to the outskirts of the city to relax, and would invite me to his house, where he cooked for me. He is very gentlemanly and makes a good dish. After getting along, he gradually gained a place in my heart.

Time passed day by day, and I felt more and more admiration for Li Jun in my heart. My daughter and son-in-law also told me that this Li Jun is very good, and hopes that the two of us can take care of each other together, and they are more at ease. I also think this is good, but how to say that I am still a woman who can't wipe her face.

3 months ago, I had a birthday, Li Jun called a lot of friends to come and give me a birthday party. During the meal, Li Jun went out for a while, and when he came back, he held a bouquet of roses in his hand and took out a gold ring from his bag to propose to me! The little woman in me was emotionally aroused, as if she had returned to her youth. Everyone was blessing us, and I also shyly accepted Li Jun's confession.

We decided to live together, and he also got a license from me to reassure me. His house was huge, a two-storey cottage, so we stayed in his house together.

We have lived together for more than 1 month, the house is very large, although it is very difficult to clean, but Li Jun and I should be exercising, always the two of us cleaning together. That day Li Jun went to his son's house in the morning, but I did not go because his son did not like me very much, and I did not want to rush too much, so I cleaned up the house by myself.

There are two rooms on the second floor of Li Jun's house that I have not cleaned, it has always been Li Jun to clean up, today Li Jun is not at home, so I went to clean up first. There was a wardrobe in the house, and there was a drawer in the middle of the wardrobe, and when the drawer opened, I found a delicate little wooden box. The box was really beautiful, and curiosity drove me to open it, and the contents of the box surprised me and made me anxious.

The wooden box was full of pictures of Li Jun and another woman. Look closely, this woman and I have a little alike, from the degree of their closeness, this should be Li Jun and his ex-wife. I felt a little sour in my heart, but I also reminded myself not to care too much, after all, it was a previous thing. But I found a small sticky note.

I saw a passage in the book: "Beloved My Wife." I'm married again, my current wife is very much like you, and we cherish and love each other. But I always have unspeakable feelings in my heart, and I know that she can't replace you, and I keep reminding myself. I hope you can take good care of yourself! ”

After reading this, I felt like a shadow clown, and I didn't want to be a substitute for another person. Although I like Li Jun very much, I am only myself, and I can never become another person. I felt cheated in my heart, so I hurriedly packed up my things and moved away before Li Jun returned.

He kept contacting me when he got home and begged for my forgiveness. He just missed his ex-wife and was mourning her.

I don't know what to do, should I forgive Li Jun for continuing to live with him?

Such a thing is really very tangled, maybe you just decided to live together, there are many aspects of the two sides are not very adaptable, you or Li Jun, there should be a part of the emotions have not been completely covered. Perhaps Li Jun's mourning for his ex-wife also shows that Li Jun is a man who is serious and responsible. However, you can understand your heartache, and if he is really good to you, you can also consider forgiving him!

What do you think about this? How do you make a choice?