I am a rural girl, very pretty, 40 years old this year, working in the city, being chased by gossip, wherever I go, gossip follows, making me want to die

I am a rural girl, very beautiful, 40 years old this year, working in the city, being chased by gossip, wherever I go, gossip follows, so that I have a heart that wants to die.

When I was 18 years old, my mother icon died of illness, I was particularly sad, our family of four sisters, I am the eldest, often help my mother to work, my mother hurt me the most when she was alive, my mother died, I felt that the sky had fallen, crying dead to live, almost crying until I fainted.

Because I was late in school, I was just in high school at the age of 18, and after my mother died, my father's health has been poor, and there is no labor force in the family, so I dropped out of school and later helped my father farm at home.

At that time, there was a man in our village who was five years older than me surnamed Zhang, who especially liked me, and when there was nothing to talk to me, when my mother died not long ago, I felt particularly sad, emotionally at a low ebb, the man surnamed Zhang booed and asked me warmly, it was particularly good for me, we both talked about love, but then I found that this man surnamed Zhang was a big turnip, and at the same time I was in love with me, and the girl from another village was in love, I stepped on two boats and was found, I had a big fight with her, I interacted with him for more than half a year, Never pay any more attention to him.

One day I heard a shocking news that this man surnamed Zhang had been diagnosed with AIDS, and I was secretly glad that I had severed my relationship with him, otherwise I would have become a victim.

When I was 22 years old, I was working in the field, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable, my body was hot, accompanied by chest tightness and shortness of breath, I went to the township health center to check, and I did not find anything famous, the doctor suspected that I was cold, prescribed me some medicine, went home and ate the medicine, and the uncomfortable condition was alleviated.

After a while, I felt that my body began to be hot again, accompanied by chest tightness and shortness of breath, so I went to the county hospital for examination, and the body temperature of 36.3 was normal, and I did not find out. One day I came back from outside, and my siblings suddenly didn't let me in, and they said I was infected with AIDS by a man surnamed Zhang.

I didn't know anything about AIDS at the time, and I asked them why they said I was AIDS. They said that I had a relationship with a man surnamed Zhang and was infected with AIDS, and as soon as I heard that I was angry, I cried at the time.

I went to Baidu to ask Du Niang, what is AIDS? What are the symptoms of AIDS? I was terrified at first glance, and my symptoms did resemble AIDS. But I was relieved to see that AIDS needs to be transmitted through blood or sexual activity. I am a more conservative girl, during the relationship with a man surnamed Zhang, let alone have a relationship, and have not kissed.

I told my family that I couldn't be AIDS, but they didn't believe it, and when word got out, I found that the people in the village were hiding from me like a plague, and everywhere people whispered behind their backs, they were seriously isolated.

Look at the village can not stay, I went to the city to work, 23 years old, a burly boy on the construction site took a fancy to me, began to chase me, he is two years older than me, honest, I am not in good health, he is like a brother, take care of me everywhere, take care of me meticulously, I talked to him about love, soon we got married.

Renting a house in the city, and in the second year after marriage, our son was born and became a mother, and I felt very happy.

But such a happy day, not long after was broken, a young man in our village came to the city to work, happened to come to my unit, he saw me here very surprised, just behind the bad reputation of me, said that I have AIDS, soon the people in our unit know, many people are pointing at me, everyone is hiding from me like a plague, I am extremely angry, found the little youth to quarrel, I left this unit.

This matter reached my husband's ears, he was very angry, he did not believe that I had AIDS, but I had previously talked about having an AIDS boyfriend who felt intolerant and thought that I should not hide it, and since then my husband's attitude towards me has also changed, and the relationship between husband and wife has also taken a sharp turn.

I am a person who has been hurt by gossip, and I secretly swear in my heart that I must live like a human being and prove that I am not AIDS.

I found that women look beautiful has a great advantage, although I am not very cultured, and then applied to a unit as a quality inspector, strict control, the relationship with customers is very harmonious, deeply loved by the leadership, the leader put me as the general help, that time I was like a fish, a few years later, we bought a house in the city, bought a car.

However, what I did not expect was that one day our boss suddenly forced me to resign, saying that I had AIDS, and it turned out that a worker in our unit had a love affair with a woman in our village, and the woman said that I had AIDS, and this matter spread in our unit and spread to the ears of the boss, and he was afraid that I would infect him with AIDS, so he forced me to resign.

Honestly, do you have AIDS? I know best that I went to the city hospital to do several tests, and there was no problem with serum blood, and one of the most important indicators was negative. I told the leader, he just didn't believe it, there was no way I could change my job.

People often say that good things do not go out, bad things spread thousands of miles, in this fourth-tier city, I have AIDS rumors are spread by more and more people, I go to a work unit to work, once someone rumors that I have AIDS, I immediately leave, just like this, I am constantly changing jobs. Now it makes people very collapsed, coupled with the relationship between husband and wife is not good, I want to die of the heart, I really regret, regret my weakness, if at the beginning of the person who slandered me sued, will not be now so embarrassed, you netizens what should I do? #我要上微头条 #