Here, I can always feel alone. I haven't been home for two years. Three years ago, I graduated from the University of Technology, and for love, I stayed in Harbin. At that time, mine

Here, I can always feel alone. I haven't been home for two years. Three years ago, I graduated from the University of Technology, and for love, I stayed in Harbin. At that time, my family, classmates, friends were in the South, except for my current wife, I didn't know anyone else, my wife always said to me, when we are married, we will go to the South to achieve my dreams, now it seems that it is unlikely.

I am from Anhui, graduated from the University of Technology with a master's degree in electrical engineering, motor control direction, in Harbin, this direction is difficult to have the right job, I want to leave, but as soon as I say I want to go, my wife has been crying, I am helpless, and then turn to embedded; that day to report, the manager took me to my workstation, sitting next to you; later slowly familiar, and it just so happens that you bought a house, close to where I live, we are more talking about nothing, talk about work together, talk about life together, talk about ideals together, and spit on the strangeness of leadership together. Sharing each other's love stories together, we became good brothers and good friends who had nothing to say. We all want to leave this company one day and go to the South, where there are more opportunities and higher wages. For us, it's like a cage, and our two brothers are struggling helplessly in this cage, you are waiting for your object to graduate from the Ph.D., and I am waiting for a chance to get out of here for love.

In May, a larger company in Harbin gave me a chance, and I decided to leave, jumped to another company, and sat down in a more comfortable corner of the cage. In July, your subject finally graduated, you are leaving, leaving Harbin, you finally broke out of the cage that bound you, spread your wings and soared, and was happy for you. And I, again, became a person, and in this cage, I was the only one left.

I was married and I had hoped to leave, but luckily and unfortunately, my wife was pregnant. Busy life and work masked my bad emotions, and we also contacted occasionally, but rarely, and were busy with each other.

Here, I can no longer find a person like you, who can complain at any time, and the unhappiness in life and the loneliness in my heart can only be buried in my heart. It's not that there are no friends, but there will never be anyone like you who is busy with a thing together, commuting to work together, taking the bus together to work overtime, and going to Wanda to hang out in a circle after eating at night;

This New Year you came back, packed up your house, prepared to sell it, and then bought a house in Hefei. We had dinner together at noon and you met my six month old son and you said he was lovely and he was really cute. Put you on the airport bus, help you give the house key to the agent, and when you come back, look at my lovely son, I can't stop the tears. I don't know what to cry, it may be that your arrival has released the loneliness of a person facing the cage in my heart, but it seems that I can understand my heart except that you are my son, and you are face to face, and my son is a silent communication.

I don't know what your departure took away

Took away a friend who spent time together and talked about everything

Or take away my once dream

Or maybe it's my homesickness

All I know

At this moment, my heart was full of mixed feelings

Hold the child and look him in the eye

I burst into tears

In the end, what kind of end is worthy of the upheaval of this road. I hope you're getting better, my brother, and I hope I can find something here that makes me happy, and even if I stay in this cage, I hope I can be happy myself.