Time flies really fast, it's a week to work, yesterday I was paid, I saw my salary, and when I got home, I saw my child's homework, and I was cold and penetrating. I thought about the interview after the original interview

Time flies really fast, it's a week to work, yesterday I was paid, I saw my salary, and when I got home, I saw my child's homework, and I was cold and penetrating. Originally after the interview, I thought about the interviewer's words and did not want to change jobs, and as a result, I wanted to change jobs yesterday in the face of double blows, from last year's change of guard to now I am annoyed with myself, entangled in that, and I don't know what I want to do?