01
I didn't expect to meet Zhou Lei again.
Picked up my 3-year-old daughter from kindergarten, she suddenly tiptoed up and kissed me, and the kiss was crisp and numb, very comfortable!
My heart burst out of pink stars, my mouth was eager to grin on the back of my head, happiness was bubbling, and the tiredness of the day disappeared.
She flashed her sparkling black grape-like eyes and said she wanted to eat ribs. I scraped her little nose and laughed at her little cat, but I rode straight to the Ben Min Fresh Market. The daughter is a carnivore, and there is no meat and no joy.
My husband loves to eat fish, and what I like to see most is that they eat with a satisfied look, thick fireworks and happiness, simple, practical and happy.
Looking up at the meat, I didn't expect that the person in front of me was actually Zhou Lei!
The world is really small, sometimes even if you want to hide, you can't hide! Immediately, my throat was stuffed with a moldy bun, and it hurt and disgusted.
I pushed the tram and left. He shouted "Oops" to turn out of the stall, there were many people in the market, and before I took a few steps, I was dragged by him on the handlebars, and I had to nag twice.
He looked thin and thin, his clothes were stained with two oils, untrimmed, and his face, which had been clean before, was now full of obscenity. I can't help but wonder to myself, what did he go through to make himself look like this ghost?
But, surprise turned to surprise, I was not at all interested in his business.
I just wanted to get out of the house quickly, and when I saw someone buying meat at his stall, I reminded him to hurry up and go to business. He said it wasn't his stall, it was just a day help for a friend.
He glanced at his daughter in the back seat, looked at me again, and said, "It seems that you have had a very moist life in the past few years!" ”
I was so flustered by the look in his eyes that I said casually, "Moisturizing anything, it's not a sloppy day." ”
Four or five people poured into his stall, which seemed to be a big deal, and he agreed to go over, and halfway back he smiled at me.
I was so nervous with his laughter that I started the tram and quickly left the market.
02
Speaking of Zhou Lei, I especially regret it, it was a mistake I made in my youth.
I had just graduated from college and was looking for a house everywhere. Because the family conditions are not good, good houses cannot afford to rent, too poor, and I am worried about safety again. Looking around, I found Zhou Lei's rental information.
Because the decoration is relatively simple, his rent is cheap. After seeing the house, I signed the contract without thinking too much. For me at that time, it was good to have a safe place to shelter from the wind and rain.
The second month after moving in, it was my birthday. After work that day, I casually finished dinner and there was a knock at the door.
Hearing that it was the landlord, I opened the door. Zhou Lei carried a cake in his hand and stepped into the door with a smile. I was a little confused, and a little moved, and the defense that had just been erected in my heart couldn't help but close.
In a different place, someone remembers your birthday and specially bought you a cake, no matter what the other party's purpose is, at least at this moment, the heart is warm.
Zhou Lei is very talkative, talking about some interesting things he usually encounters. Talking about happiness, eyebrows fluttered and danced.
Zhou Lei was five years older than me, his parents were dead, and he left him two houses, one for him to live in and one for rent. He did not have a formal job, so he opened a stall in the market to repair mobile phones, and also sold data cables and mobile phone cases.
I've been coming back and forth a lot, and I've had a good impression of him.
When Zhou Lei confessed to me, I thought about it for several days. Although he wasn't my type, he wasn't annoying, especially since he had two houses that didn't have to pay off loans. Since I was a child, I have lived a poor life, and I have unveiled the high level of disguise, and it is very realistic in my bones.
In order to make life easier, I agreed to Zhou Lei's pursuit. Unexpectedly, it began my nightmare.
03
After being with Zhou Lei, I found that he was far less harmless than he looked.
He is grumpy and extremely controlling. I can't have my own opinions and ideas, he can't see any contact with me of the opposite sex.
That day, during my menstrual period, my stomach was like carrying an ice cube, and it hurt badly. I took a leave of absence to go home to rest, and after lunch I lay down without cleaning up the table.
In the confusion, a crisp sound of "bang" and then a sound of "slithering" woke me up. When he got up, Zhou Lei stood at the edge of the table with a black face, the dishes on the ground were torn apart, and the juice splashed everywhere. My heart suddenly lifted, what kind of madness is this?
"Why are you so lazy? I don't know how to brush the bowl after eating! Since you don't brush it, don't use it! Zhou Lei stared at me, his face full of frost, and the words he said were like ice picks piercing his heart.
A fire gagged in my heart and was crushed by me. I knew I couldn't mess with him at this time, or it would be another big battle.
Zhou Lei snorted coldly, went directly back to the bedroom, and slammed the door.
My heart was particularly weak, and every three or five years I came out like this, and I was almost mentally weak.
When he was happy to talk to him, he had a good idea: "Do you know how difficult it is to make some money now?" Customers have to coax, friends can not be offended, can only hold their breath. I treat you as the dearest person, and I will lose my temper with you without any scruples. ”
I really can't understand Zhou Lei's theory, but I can't make sense with him. I and his values were as far apart as a Pacific Ocean.
I thought about breaking up with him, but I also felt that many people can't afford to buy a house after working for more than ten years now. And he had two sets, and he didn't have to pay off the loan, so he hesitated again.
I didn't expect my hesitation to make him even more intense.
04
It rained that day and didn't stop until after work. I thought Zhou Lei would come and pick me up, but no, and I didn't answer when I called him.
My colleagues are gone, I was about to call a Didi car, the leader said that he is now off work, just by the way to carry me back. I think this is very good, thank the leader and get on the car.
When I got to the door of the community, I took an umbrella and went home. Without taking two steps, a person rushed over, waved off my umbrella, and raised his hand to slap me in the face.
I exclaimed, staggered a few steps, and my face hurt fiercely. Fixing your eyes on it, it was actually Zhou Lei!
His eyes were scarlet, he was full of wine, he gritted his teeth, and I felt the breath of danger, and I shuddered!
"Just didn't pick you up for a day, you started hooking up/hooking up with men?" I told you to hook up blindly, I told you not to face..." Fists and feet greeted me without light or heavy.
I fell to the ground, screaming in pain, unable to cope. The security guard of the community saw it and ran over to pull Zhou Lei away. Looking at his hideous look, I was terrified, I don't know what kind of stimulation he was stimulated by?
My body hurt everywhere, and I didn't dare to go back, so I had to call a girlfriend to see if she could take me in.
The girlfriend didn't say a word, and the taxi came to pick me up. Seeing my swollen face and the blood at the corners of my mouth, she scolded Zhou Lei for not being human.
At night, I took a shower with the pain of my body, put on my girlfriend's pajamas, and leaned on the big bed with her.
The girlfriend said with a look of hatred on the iron and steel: "I will say that Zhou Lei has a psychological problem, you still don't believe it, if ordinary people encounter this kind of thing, they must not ask clearly first?" He is good, he can't help but say such a fierce hand, if it were not for the security guard pulling him away, it is difficult to say whether you are still alive or not! ”
Leaning on her shoulder, listening to her indignant condemnation of Zhou Lei, I couldn't understand anyone. A trace of warmth rose in the coldness of my heart, and tears rolled out.
I finally made up my mind to leave Zhou Lei, but unexpectedly let me discover his secret.
As soon as I thought of the terrible way Zhou Lei looked when he hit me, I had palpitations in my heart, I was really timid, I didn't dare to meet him again, and my girlfriend came up with the idea to mention the breakup on the phone.
Zhou Lei did not agree at first, and after some negotiations, I promised to give him all our deposits, and he agreed.
I knew that Zhou Lei would go to a fixed place to play cards every Saturday and Sunday, so I picked out his things to get when he was away.
05
Packing up my things, I pulled on the zipper of the suitcase to see that the time was still early, and Zhou Lei would not come back for a while and a half.
After glancing at the cluttered room, I decided to give him one last time. I hope we get together and disperse, he doesn't come to me for trouble, and it can be counted as an end to my relationship.
When I was cleaning under a table that had not moved for a thousand years, I found a book stained with ash, and when I took it out, it was Zhou Lei's diary.
I didn't want to see it, but I couldn't help but be curious.
In fact, I have always been angry about those quarrels and fights between us, and I want to know why Zhou Lei's personality is like this?
I hesitated and opened my diary.
It says that he found out that his mother had cheated/cheated on him. He hated his mother, but he didn't dare tell his father, fearing that if he said it, he would have no home. His heart was particularly tormented, his grades fell all the way, and he could only drop out of school.
Until his parents both died in a car accident, his mother's extramarital affair was completely dusted.
He especially regretted that he could not accept that his father had died with him. He felt that his father had done nothing wrong, that it was his mother's retribution, but that he had dragged his father down.
At this time, I learned that Zhou Lei really had psychological problems.
The infidelity of his mother and the death of his parents are the mountains that cannot be shaken in his heart. He hated his mother and no longer believed in any woman. He regretted not telling his father and letting him die inexplicably.
This time he hit me because he saw me come back in the leader's car and doubted me in his heart. And that day was the day of his parents' death.
When the truth came out, my heart "bang bang bang" beat hard, and I began to get afraid.
Maybe Zhou Lei loves me a little, but that love has been oppressed and twisted by the iceberg hidden in his heart, like a shackle with thorns, which not only imprisons me, stabs me all over my body, but also stimulates his sensitive nerves.
He intensified again and again, the space of the shackles was getting smaller and smaller, and if I did not leave, sooner or later I would become the funeral of his parents.
At the thought of this, fear climbed up my neck from behind like a snake, and the house was more like a blood basin with a big mouth, waiting to devour me.
I had no intention of packing up anymore and fled in a hurry.
Later, I went into a small construction company to do back office and met my husband who was a project manager.
My heart was still confused, like a hedgehog, erecting all the spikes to protect my scarred heart, and my husband touched me with his sincerity and perseverance.
After three years in love, we entered the halls of marriage and then had a daughter.
Although the days are not rich, but the family of three stay together, slowly taste the sunrise and sunset, count the chai rice oil and salt, this is the real happiness that can be touched.
I envisioned that we could continue to be happy like this.
When I met Zhou Lei again today, it was like a boulder emerging from the calm lake, on top of his chest, and even his breathing was a little unsmooth.
Now he looked more dangerous than before.
My intuition told me that he would come to me again, but I didn't know what he was going to do, and I was a little distracted.
06
My daughter relished biting the chicken wings that I had replaced with ribs, and my husband gently put the wings into my bowl and let me eat them too.
I take a deep breath, this stable and warm life is my greatest pursuit, I will not allow anyone to destroy it!
After that, I will no longer go to that market, every day at home, kindergarten, and company, to minimize the time outside.
However, I didn't expect that I was still blocked by Zhou Lei on the way to work.
"What the hell are you going to do?" We've been apart for eight years, don't come back to pestering me! "I glared, really afraid of what was coming.
"I didn't think about it, but I was a little tight lately, and I wanted to borrow some money from you to respond to the emergency." He looked at me with a smirk, as if sure I would lend it to him.
"I don't have any money!" I was angry, forced my composure, pushed the car and left.
"Your daughter is at AA Elementary School, and your family lives in Unit 2503, Building 5, Community A." Zhou Lei said slowly and logically.
I took a breath of cool air in my heart, not knowing how he knew this.
"Rest assured, I really don't have any money in my hand, so I thought of looking for you, and I won't do anything illegal." The tip of the umbrella in his hand struck the ground, and it seemed to hit my heart.
I didn't say angrily, "I don't have any money, so I'll sell my house!" ”
Who knew that he was like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, and directly fried the fur.
"The house has been sold a long time ago, or can I fall like this?" He said aloud, his face somewhat distorted.
I broke out in a cold sweat and clenched the anti-wolf spray in my hand.
He said compassionately: "I still have pictures of us intimately entangled in my hand, you don't want me to talk to your husband, do you?" ”
My heart skipped a beat and I yelled at him shamelessly!
He said that as long as ten thousand, it was an emergency.
I can't let him go to her husband, and I can't let him harass my daughter. I gritted my teeth and transferred ten thousand to him with WeChat. Tell him this is the only time and don't come back to me!
Zhou Lei didn't care about my righteous words, full of promises, turned around and left.
I stroked my chest to calm the chaotic heartbeat, and I regretted that my head must have been squeezed by the door to provoke him.
Now I just hope that he really won't come to me again.
07
However, how can a person who has tasted the sweetness of the end of the road give up easily?
A week later, I was once again blocked in the road by Zhou Lei. He opened his mouth for twenty thousand. I said angrily, "I don't open a bank, where there is so much money, ten thousand is already my salary for more than two months!" ”
Unexpectedly, he directly threw over a photo. When I looked at it, it was like we were in bed, and I didn't expect him to really still be there!
I was on fire for a moment, trembling, resisting the urge to wave my hand into his face, and I knew I wouldn't be able to please him.
After tearing the photo apart a few times, I burst into flames in my eyes, gritted my back teeth and said, "This is the last time, if there is another time, I will break the net with you!" ”
He raised an eyebrow and smiled, shrugged his shoulders, and looked like he didn't care.
I transferred another 20,000 to him on WeChat. Looking at the transfer records, my heart is dripping blood, my husband and I have been thrifty all day, and I didn't expect to end up cheaping him!
At night, the daughter nestled in her husband's arms and listened to her father read the picture book. My eyes were a little blurry and my heart was particularly weak.
All I want is such simple happiness, god doesn't want to give it to me? Such a warm home, what can I do to protect it well?
Zhou Lei was like a bomb hanging above my head, and it would detonate at some point, blowing everything up to pieces.
Although my husband will not check my account, but inexplicably spent thirty thousand yuan, there must be a place to go, right? I racked my brains for reasons to spend money.
But Zhou Lei, like a maggot with a bone, actually called my mobile phone and asked me to go to a KTV to meet him, or I would send the photos directly to my home.
I slammed the knife on the board, which was going to kill my rhythm! The barefoot is not afraid to wear shoes, he calculated that I did not dare to resist! My heart was on fire.
Looking at the daughter who plays with the blocks alone in the living room, the warm sunset shines on her, and it is such a quiet time. I made up my mind: no matter what, I wouldn't let Zhou Lei hurt my husband and daughter!
At night, I kissed my daughter's sleeping face and told my husband that the boss had asked for overtime and asked him to take a good look at his daughter. Leaning into his warm arms, my tears almost fell.
Before going out, I kicked a knife in my pocket, and it was a big deal!
Thinking like this, there is no anxiety in my heart, only desolation.
08
I walked down the road in a trance. Under the dim street lights, people who return late are in a hurry. They also have lovers waiting, and my husband and daughter may never wait for me again.
Thinking of this, I squatted on the ground and cried.
It is said: There are no ifs in the world, only consequences, everyone has to pay for their choices, and my price, no matter what it is, I can't afford it.
A car sped toward me, "Be careful! There was an exclamation, and then a strong force pulled me towards the green belt.
When I looked back, it was actually my husband.
"What's wrong with you?" The soul is not guarded, and this night I went out in a trance, and I didn't even know the car to hide. If I hadn't followed you out, my daughter wouldn't have a mother, and I wouldn't have a wife! The husband said angrily and loudly, his voice trembling.
My tense nerves broke off, and I couldn't cry when I held my husband.
Enough crying, I confessed everything to him. I thought well, if he finally chooses to divorce me, I will accept it, so that at least I can see my daughter and grow up with her.
Unexpectedly, my husband took me into his arms, tightened his grip, and choked and said:
"It's not your fault, you've done a good job, it's my bad and not caring enough about you that makes you bear so much pressure alone... You and me, and my daughter, it's not worth it to put yourself up for that scumbag. Let's call the police and let the law punish him. ”
I nodded, and my husband accompanied me into the police/police/bureau.
09
A few days later, my husband and I were playing in the playground with our daughter and received a call from Liu/police/officer in charge of my case.
At Zhou Lei's residence, they found a large number of voyeuristic videos and intimate photos of him with women.
It turned out that Zhou Lei had already installed a camera in the rental house, and after he was infected with gambling, he lost two houses, and began to fight the idea of renting his house and the woman who had lived with him, and I was only one of his targets.
That day, in KTV, he was coerced by a creditor and wanted to trade me. But he didn't expect that I would confess to my husband and send him to prison.
In the evening, I hesitated and asked my husband, "Do you really not dislike me?" ”
He rubbed my hair, hugged me, and said softly, "It's not your fault, and it's been so many years." Now you're my wife, I'm your husband, we have a lovely daughter, and people have to be content, don't they?
If you have anything in the future, don't deal with it from me, you have to remember that you are a person with a husband, and you don't have to carry everything yourself. ”
I hugged my husband, and a stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, the grass on the ground was green, the stream was babbling, and the years were quiet.
In this life, people cannot take a wrong step, otherwise they are likely to be doomed.
Take every step steadily, life will be more stable, life can really be quiet.