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01
There is such a scene in "Dear Child", Xie Dan went to Xie Tianhua's shop to bring him food, and also brought a dead kimchi jar, Xie Tianhua was puzzled, and his sister asked him to wait to "see the good play." ”
The two had just eaten a few bites of food, and the neighbor Aunt Mao brought it to Xie Tianhua with a capers. Xie Tianhua loves to eat kimchi, and her grandson loves to eat meatloaf steamed eggs, just exchanged kimchi for Xie Tianhua's meatloaf, a good deal.
When encountering someone like Aunt Mao who loves to take advantage of small things, Xie Tianhua, an honest person who can't erase his face, can only suffer losses. This loss, Xie Tianhua can swallow, Xie Dan can not swallow.
She brought a jar of kimchi and told Aunt Mao that they had brought their own kimchi, that today's capers were left behind, and that tomorrow there would be no need to exchange kimchi for his brother's big fish and meat.
Xie Tianhua listened to his sister crackle at Aunt Mao, just buried his head in dinner, saw that Aunt Mao was leaving, raised his face and said awkwardly, "Thank you." ”
He said "thank you" insincerely. He was honest, but not stupid, how could he sincerely thank an old lady who took advantage of him? But he was not sarcastic about Aunt Mao. If his mouth had been so strong, Aunt Mao would not have sent him kimchi a long time ago.
His "thank you" is a habit.
Although Aunt Mao's plate of capers is full of heart, it is also a small favor in the end, and Xie Tianhua will not treat anyone who is a little good to him.
He is such a good man, he can be indebted to others, but he must not owe to others.
02
Xie Tianhua liked Fang Yinuo first, but he did not dare to confess, using what "true love has to be taken slowly" as an excuse to cover up his inner weakness. The good brother Xiao Lu obviously knew his feelings for the other party Yinuo, but ignored him, first confessed to Fang Yinuo, and finally the two married.
However, he did not break with Xiao Lu because of this, nor did he give up his love fang yinuo. The two got married, he sent blessings; the two had children, he sent an oversized doll, congratulating Xiao Lu on being a father; the two divorced, he chose to replace Xiao Lu to Hehe as a father.
Fang Yinuo did not allow Xiao Lu to see his daughter, and he concealed Fang Yinuo and gave Xiao Lu a day to accompany Hehe every month. After Hehe fell ill, he paid for it, and when Fang Yinuo wanted to have another child with Xiao Lu to save Hehe, he even agreed to it.
Xie Tianhua's approach was enough to make onlookers feel painful, and Fang Yinuo and Xiao Lu were bullied according to him alone?
How could his sister, who had always hurt him and loved him, endure it?
03
Xie Dan originally felt that Fang Yinuo was not worthy of Xie Tianhua, his brother was a big guy, and she had gone divorced and brought a child. But the younger brother is a person who has gone all the way to the black, except for Fang Yinuo, who does not want to marry, Xie Dan can not persuade the younger brother.
She watched Fang Yinuo enter the door of the Xie family, but she did not have a good face for her, nor was she close to Hehe. After Hehe fell ill, she constantly advised her brother not to carry this big burden that he could not afford, Hehe had a father, and he could not raise children for others for a lifetime.
But Xie Tianhua is a natural paying personality, and the value of his life lies in his ability to be needed.
Hehe was sick, and his pain was that he was not his biological father, and he could not have a child with Fang Yinuo to save her. What's more, he didn't have Xiao Lu to make money, and he couldn't do more than Xiao Lu economically.
When Hehe was in excruciating pain, if he wanted him instead of his biological father Xiao Lu, he would be able to take Fang Yinuo and Xiao Lu's reborn child as his own.
Sister Xie Dan reminded him that you have to think for yourself, don't you want a child of your own? Of course Xie Tianhua wanted to.
But this kind of thinking is contrary to the idea that he wants to save Hehe.
04
Fang Yinuo was pregnant with his child, and giving birth to this child meant that there was no way to have another child to save Hehe. He thought that Fang Yinuo would give her a satisfactory answer, after all, he loved her so much that she should return the same love to him.
But Fang Yinuo hesitated, he was overwhelmed, and his sister Xie Dan once again stood up for him and knelt down in front of Fang Yinuo to beg her to keep the child.
Xie Dan's kneeling completely aroused Xie Tianhua's suppressed anger, and he went to report Fang Yinuo and Xiao Lu, cutting off the way for the two to have another child.
Xie Tianhua's report seems to be for his own children, but in fact it is for his sister Xie Dan. In order to save Hehe, Fang Yinuo and Xiao Lu can disregard morality and disregard his decency and self-esteem, but they cannot trample on their sister's dignity.
Fang Yinuo miscarried, so Xie Dan truly accepted her, not because of her brother, but because of herself.
She had lost a child, and she had truly felt the presence of that child, and that pain was still unforgettable even after many years.
At that moment, she was just an ordinary woman and mother, no longer Xie Tianhua's sister.
Xiao Lu told Xie Tianhua that Fang Yinuo miscarried because he heard the news that they had been reported and accidentally fell down for a while. After Xie Tianhua listened, he could not forgive himself, it was himself, so that he eventually lost his child.
He had never done anything to be sorry for others in his life, and this time for his sister, he was sorry for Fang Yinuo and Xiao Lu, and even more sorry for Hehe, who called his father seriously ill, and he was punished the most cruelly.
In fact, Fang Yinuo's miscarriage was just an unpredictable accident. But how can Xie Tianhua, who is used to being a good person, forgive himself?
He did back to xie tianhua, crying and confessing to Fang Yinuo, who responded to him with a sentence of "I love you".
05
His sister's love, which protected him from growing up, also gave him the greatest pain.
Aunt Mao loves to take advantage of small things, Xie Tianhua went by her, and her heart will not be good. But Xie Dan's sentence "People are good and are bullied, and horses are good to be ridden", which immediately turned him into a nest that even an old lady can bully.
He loved Fang Yinuo for many years, and after his divorce, he resolutely decided to be with her, which was an unswerving love for him. But his sister's rational analysis of the pros and cons of the situation turned him into a helpless receiver.
He regards Hehe as his own, which is a continuation of Fang Yinuo's love, but also from a kind of selfless love, but in the eyes of his sister, this behavior is "stupid", making him a "resentment" in the eyes of everyone.
She just didn't want Xie Tianhua to be bullied, but she didn't understand Xie Tianhua. Xie Tianhua will feel happy because of Fang Yinuo and Hehe, and Xiao Lu is a very important friend for him.
His sister hurt him and loved him, but she didn't understand him, and blindly loved him in her own way, which repeatedly frustrated his self-esteem. Perhaps, Xie Tianhua was not brave enough by nature, but the excessive protection given to him by his sister the day after tomorrow may not be the reason for further turning him into cowardice.
After Xie Dan got married, he still lived with his parents, and after Xie Tianhua got married, he did not move out, and a family of eight lived in a large courtyard, this family model is not like a modern family, more like a feudal family. This kind of family has enviable points, parents and siblings help each other to support each other, but it also blurs the boundaries of the individual family.
However, home is precisely a place that needs boundaries, and love needs boundaries even more.
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