#Health 2022 #April 1, 2021 April Fool's Day
My daughter came home from work at five o'clock, and as soon as she opened the door and saw me, she began to cry red-eyed, and I was inexplicably wonderful, "What's wrong with you?" She pointed to my hair, "Oh, I think cutting polyps will be a while and can't wash your hair, so I went to cut it short in the afternoon, how have you been crying your nose lately?" Isn't it just about cutting a polyp? I'm going to start drinking laxatives to cleanse the intestines.
Subsequently, a colleague said that she bought flowers to come to my house to see me, because she also had a laparoscope last year to cheer me up. When I came out of the bathroom, my daughter also came out of his father's room, sat down on the sofa, and said very seriously: "Mommy, you listen to what I want to say next, your intestines are not polyps, they are cancer." These two days we all hid from you, just dad did not agree to tell you, originally planned to be tomorrow after the operation and then slowly tell you, but I think too optimistic, and Aunt Ady and Aunt Jane both said that it is better to tell you better, they are all people, I also think you have the right to know. ”
I was baffled by her words: "Didn't you give me the report that it was a polyp?" I also told you to your mother and Aunt Xian to cut the polyps tomorrow, and they will come to see me later... What about the real report? ”
She took the backpack and took out the colonoscopy report from the inside, with tears in her eyes, she continued: "Aunt Liao said that after doing the colonoscopy, she did not tell us on the spot, on the afternoon of the 30th, she weChat told me, and also asked you to be hospitalized for surgery immediately after consulting with the head nurse of Puwai District Zhang and Director Li, I called my father, originally wanted to tell you, but they all advocated that they would hide from you first, afraid to tell you at the beginning, bad mood, bad sleep, affect your operation." In the afternoon, Dad had already told your uncle, uncle, aunt, and aunt about your true situation, except for not telling Grandpa, Grandma, grandma, everyone else knew. The better news we know now is that you have no metastases from your liver and lungs, most not least the pathological examination report after tomorrow's surgery. ”
Is the sky falling? No, the only thing that comes to mind is something my family and friends have said to me these two days. Yes, I trust them too much.
No wonder on the afternoon of the 30th, my daughter came back with not only two reports, but also an emergency hospitalization certificate, and her eyes were red when she saw me.
No wonder Amin said that the operation was done before the Qingming Festival, I said that at the end of the 31st, the inventory was carried out, there are many things in the department, can you wait for a few days, she said angrily why do you still manage so much? Can't others do it?
No wonder Adai and Zhuang Zhuang must see me this morning, Adai said her experience during the operation, let me be fully prepared and psychological, do not be caught off guard like she was at that time.
No wonder Director Li said during the rounds today that his mentality and state are good, and it is no problem to do surgery tomorrow.
No wonder the doctor in charge said during the surgical conversation that he was going to cut off the intestines for about 30 cm, and I asked him if cutting polyps was not a small piece?
No wonder my husband and daughter told me if we wanted to ask a professor from the outer hospital to do the operation, and we also had to make some bad plans.
No wonder my daughter had to sleep with me the day before yesterday...
I still have no time to hurt the spring and autumn, the family WeChat, colleagues' phone calls are the same, to see my good friends also arrived! But tonight is doomed to sleep, my daughter still wants to sleep with me, and it is good to hear her breathing in sleep. The first two nights she waited for me to fall asleep, and tonight I waited for her to fall asleep.
Tossing and turning, I still ask myself: Why do I get cancer? It's my body that's warning me, think about my work, from morning to night, drink less water, eat irregularly, stay up late, worry, how long have I not been in the sun?
In fact, the most fundamental reason for not being able to sleep is still fear, fear of not being good enough, fear of loss, fear of being hurt, fear of love, fear of disappointment, fear of the unknown and fear.
Tomorrow will be surgery, at night with the mother in the hometown to let her worship in front of Guanyin Bodhisattva, hope that the operation will be smooth, hope that the result is not so bad, the original face of the major unknown, or will hesitate, or will be fragile, or will be sour nose, tears will flow unconsciously.
