Before the end of the new year, a fierce quarrel broke out between my mother and me, and I was in a very bad mood, and I really wanted to run away from home and never return. In the end, it is all due to the backlog of many small contradictions

Before the end of the new year, a fierce quarrel broke out between my mother and me, and I was in a very bad mood, and I really wanted to run away from home and never return. In the end, it is all caused by the backlog of many small contradictions and erupts, too stubborn to communicate, do not know how tired, can only do what she thinks, even if it is wrong...!

Years ago my mother wanted to make mimi tofu, will not arrange time in advance, before mixing mime tofu only to find that the pepper noodles are not enough, let me go to buy, that day just in the rain I also just took a bath after washing clothes, I said that it was raining outside this beforehand to slow down, and when the rain stopped I went to buy. She just didn't agree, she must let me brave the rain to buy it back, and said that the rain is very small. In fact, it was raining heavily at that time, so I ignored her. After that, my mother kept talking about this matter, saying how I was confused by her.

In the New Year, Chinese New Year's Eve meal was all done by herself, which was really hard. But the problem is that I can't help ah, one will not, the second is that even if I want to make dishes she will not let ah, the first two began to come to visit the New Year's relatives intermittently, during the period is all my mother in charge of the spoon, a table of fifteen or six dishes, I will help to pick and wash the dishes after the meal. Of course, it is also a matter of time for guests to hand over cigarettes and drinks to chat with.

Today is the first ten, or rain or cold, no guests have a leisurely time, just roast the fire to play mobile phone to see the recruitment website. Almost 11 o'clock when the mother said that the electric pressure cooker can not cover let me go to see, I will go to see what caused, left look right did not find any problem, my mother said that it must be the screw (exhaust pressure reducing valve, can move up and down the one) fell off to close, I said which and which ah is not half a dime relationship, my mother insisted that there is a problem there, and do not know why I am on the fire when I am in my heart, very irritable to tell her not to pretend to understand, my mother is also very angry, and angrily quarreled with me, I ignored her to continue to investigate, it turned out that the inner tank was deformed and could not be put in place, so it could not be covered. I straightened out the inner tank a little and smoothly closed it, and then I was irritable and impatient and told my mother not to argue and remember to encounter the same problem later. Then my mother began to play small character again, saying how I was not good, saying that I knew how to eat ready-made all day like a grandfather, and saying that I did not give her money, (the family's water, electricity, food, and daily necessities are all my money, my parents see and cure serious diseases, I am also a lot, sometimes my parents' relatives are also in my money), it is all my sister to give some money to have money. I was suddenly sad and angry, I said that just because you are parents, so I let you a lot of times, you don't want to do my meal, don't do it myself, I'm so bad and so annoying, then I've been separated, you are willing to go to your sister's house, you are willing to go to your sister's house, you are willing to go to your big brother's house, I have such a great ability, what do you love to do. I flashed angrily.

Lying in the bed and thinking about it, I burst into tears, what did I do wrong? What was it that made my mom so unwelcome to see me? What am I struggling with such a home for? A person who pays at home for many years is not as good as the thousands of years of money given by his sister? Why does the eldest take a few hundred dollars a year to his parents and parents without saying a word? You don't have money, so why are you willing to pay hundreds of dollars to your 16-year-old grandson? The more I think about it, the more chaotic it is, do you really want to never return to this home from now on, no longer physically and mentally affected, and people who belong to the tiger are so unpopular and so difficult to understand? I have quarreled before, but I have forgotten after arguing, this time the quarrel is so violent that I feel very hurt, I don't know how to face my mother, my self-esteem does not allow me to bow my head and admit my mistakes, friends, who can tell me what to do?