I am 29 years old and a bank teller. I have been with my boyfriend for 3 years now. We were supposed to get married at the end of the year.
infect
My boyfriend and I are peers. Because we share the same life trajectory, we are also the most suitable couple in the eyes of our parents. With the idea of trying, we came together. Over time, however, I found that he and I were not as suitable as I thought. I'm a very homely person and usually work from home just to catch up on sleep or watch a movie. However, he is my opposite. He had a lot of friends and was almost fidgety at home. He always hangs out and plays, which leads to many differences between us.
He hates me for being dull, I hate him for being noisy. I wanted to break up with him several times, but my mom advised me that it was okay to get married and that men wouldn't get married without children, so we put the wedding on the agenda. We both had AIDS tests. I'm sure he infected me. We had a big fight and broke up completely.
Gray
In the beginning, my heart couldn't overcome this obstacle. How can I say I'm a good girl living a normal life? Why are you infecting me with AIDS? When the doctor told me about popular science, I didn't listen at all, just in a daze, taking medicine mechanically and taking medicine. This state lasted for 3 months. I didn't tell my parents because I didn't want them to feel sorry for me in their old age, but I had too much mental stress. Ever since I got the news of this disease, I had strange nightmares almost every day.
Sometimes I dream of becoming a skeleton, sometimes I dream of crawling with insects. Sometimes I dream that my family knows I'm sick, and they stay away from me, with fear and disgust in their eyes. Every time I woke up, I was in a cold sweat and shivering because I hadn't rested for a long time and was in a terrible state of work. Every day I was scolded by the leader, and my parents said that I was willful. I wasn't married and could only break up. Again and again, I was physically and mentally exhausted.
rebirth
In the end, I couldn't stand it anymore when my parents first accused me of saying all the words in his heart. Fortunately, my parents have never complained about me since. After confessing to my family, I felt less anxious. During that time, I slept soundly. My mom would suddenly look at me, touch my hair, and tell me not to think about it anymore.
When I said I didn't plan to get married again, she also said that if I didn't get married, I wouldn't get married, as long as I went with her safely and steadily, I knew that she was taking care of my sensitive heart. The warmth from my family gave me the courage to live again. My collapse some time ago has gradually eased. Now I am trying to return to my normal life. (This matter is purely fictional, does not represent myself, please do not spray), on the matter, does not represent a certain person #Dream light up life # #Emotional review award # #生活不容易, it is not easy to make money #
