Last night we all drank too much, and just then my mother suddenly said to me: Xiao Xuan, I will find you a little father, right? It's okay if there's no man in the house, and my mother is 55. You also need one

Last night we all drank too much, and just then my mother suddenly said to me: Xiao Xuan, I will find you a little father, right? It's okay if there's no man in the house, and my mother is 55.

You also need a father to take care of you, in the future you will not be bullied, your mother assured you that he will be good to you, we will not have children again, just you, uncle he does not have children, will definitely love you alone in the future, are you willing to accept him?

Is he good to you? Is my dad not coming back? Don't you want us anymore? Still is... It's gone...

My name is Li Zixuan, this year 19, since I can remember, my father is very vague, even do not know if he is still there, every time I ask my mother, my mother said that she worked outside to buy me gifts, but I did not receive it once.

Before, many people have introduced objects to my mother, probably because of me, she is a refusal, but today suddenly asked me about this matter, I was also very surprised, but I am still very happy in my heart, after all, many people who love my mother will be able to protect his safety better than me, so I should be "good".

My mother looked at me in surprise and said, "I thought you would make a big fuss, but I didn't expect you to ,... You're not drunk, are you? Forget it. ”

I looked at my mother's expression and had a feeling that I couldn't say it, but my heart was very sour, and I said: "I am sincere, I have grown up, and I can understand some things, as long as he is good to you, you love him, this is enough, you have given too much to me over the years, and I hope to see you happy." ”

In this way, this night was the night I felt the most silent, and I can still remember my mother's expression at that time, but things always backfired, and he made me feel sick, even afraid.

It was Saturday, and my mother bought a bunch of ingredients and said to me, "Today an uncle came back to our house to eat, and don't embarrass people when the time comes." ”

I asked my mother, "So what should I call him?" ”

The mother said: "First call him Uncle Hong, and after we determine the relationship, you can change your mouth to Dry Dad, Little Dad, or Uncle, depending on your habits, Your mother does not force you." ”

At about 8:10 p.m., uncle Hong rang the doorbell of my house, and my mother, who was busy in the kitchen, told me to open the door.

I called out to my uncle well, please come in.

He looked me up and down, and I didn't think much of it at the time, so I arranged this Mr. Hong on the sofa, I poured him a glass of water, I don't know if he intentionally or unintentionally, touched my hand, I felt a little resistance in my heart.

I sat on the couch and looked at my phone and didn't dare to look at him, just then he said to me: "You are Xiao Xuan, right?" It's beautiful."

I casually replied, "Thank you uncle."

He asked again, "Do you have a boyfriend?" Have you talked about it before? How big are the clothes to wear? Like what? A lot of problems like that."

This disgusted me, so I made an excuse to help my mother cook.

At the dinner table, the man has been picking dishes for me, and from time to time he has glanced at me, but my mother has not felt that there is anything wrong, perhaps thinking that she simply cares about me and wants to be close to me.

When my mother sent him away at about 10 o'clock after dinner, his eyes were almost eager to see me up and down, inside and out, which made me feel very scared.

After he left, mom asked me how I felt about him.

I said, "I'm scared of him, I don't like this guy, the look in his eyes makes me feel a sense of panic and nausea, and his over-concern makes me feel bad!" ”

The mother did not speak, nor did she interact with other men after that.

Until now, looking back on this incident, I have a feeling that I can't say, for the man, I still feel uneasy, for my mother, I feel guilty, perhaps because of my own excessive sensitivity to him wronged him, but also hurt my mother, after all, I saw her like someone so much for the first time, but because of my reasons, she is not looking for the other half until now.

Every time I think about it now, it makes me feel bad, but I can't say, what should I do? If I hadn't said those words then, maybe she would be happy now, right?

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 @Xiaoyu has something to say

Zi Xuan you are a good girl, do not have to blame yourself too much, in other words, at that time you have to choose to give in, it may make the situation worse, so you have to firmly believe in your own decision, to know that you are the person your mother loves the most, you have to love her well.

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