Originally, I wrote here to find a cathartic outlet and did not want to be seen by people around me in the circle of friends, after all, there are more people who read jokes than people who treat you sincerely, even if there are really good for you

Originally, I wrote something here to find a cathartic outlet and did not want to be seen by people around me in the circle of friends, after all, there are more people who read jokes than people who treat you sincerely, even if there is really good for you, it is just to say a few words of relief, in fact, it can not help anything, after all, even their own family is so negative.

In addition to the decision to operate on my mother, which made me regret it for the rest of my life, staying in the original hospital and not going out for treatment will definitely become a lifelong regret. It's just that the former is complete self-blame and guilt, and the latter I hate is the selfishness and lack of responsibility of the whole family. Especially my own brother, my mother's own son, has been strongly opposed to transfer after the accident, because now this situation, my mother lives in the hospital completely dependent on my father alone, they only visit occasionally, the impact on him is the smallest, my brother is indeed selfish and irresponsible, I myself am not much better, in order not to quarrel, calm things down, let things develop evilly.

New Year's holiday home, because of the epidemic reasons can not accompany two people at night, dad is not assured that I am alone, he can not sleep at home, plus there is no point in changing it for a few days, so I can only make some meals every day to send them and accompany them for a few hours. Our family of three in my mother's house self-sufficiency, during the period went to several uncles' homes to visit the New Year, the younger brother's family of four went out during the day to walk the relatives of the brother-in-law's side, our relatives did not go, I bought double gifts, helped them send together, the husband has some complaints, has nothing to do with money, but feels that as the only nephew should have the most basic human feelings.

Regarding the younger daughter-in-law, the younger brother was afraid that she was afraid to die, he was cold by nature, needless to say to his parents, and even to his own two daughters did not see much affection, but only to his wife, almost obedient, even if the scolded dog bloody head did not dare to resist. Sometimes I think that although my brother-in-law sometimes has some unreasonable trouble, she is not the kind of person who has a vicious heart, otherwise her brother's personality will definitely be more restless than it is now.