I am the kind of person who wants the warmth of the family and yearns for the days of living outside alone, and when I first look for a job, I want to go to the hospital at home, even if I am admitted to the surrounding cities

I am the kind of person who wants the warmth of the family, but also yearns for the days of living outside alone, at the beginning of looking for a job, I want to go to the hospital at home, even if I am admitted to the surrounding cities, I am not going, and now I am finally admitted to the family, but I regret staying at home, especially the people around me do not stay at home, they all go out, people's lives are colorful, I have two points and one line. Itself is introverted, but when I went to college, I was still quite extroverted, there was a service period at home for 5 years, and after the service period to test the age of other places, there was also the problem of finding a partner, on my mentality, I did not want to find a local, I sometimes felt, I do not know which unlucky egg can find me. I think I'm typical of hearts higher than the sky, life thinner than paper