The second day of the New Year is a day in the outpatient clinic of the Eye Hospital. There are not many patients, only 15 a day, and the condition is not serious, mainly conjunctival bleeding, allergic conjunctivitis and so on. Most of the time you can enjoy the "one-person celebration"...
In this way, under the bath of the winter sun, in a quiet and peaceful atmosphere, I finished reading Dr. Tao Yong's new work "Gaze".
I enjoy the state of a person quietly reading a book, enjoy a person's quiet thinking, enjoy a person's loneliness.
The value of loneliness is difficult for people who cannot tolerate loneliness to appreciate. Facing loneliness also requires wisdom, literacy, and open-mindedness. So the ancients cloud: gentlemen cautious and independent.
Romain: Roland said: There is only one true heroism, that is, to recognize the essence of life, but still love life. I felt this heroism in Dr. Tao Yong.
Privately believe (maybe some high climbing, some shameless), I and Dr. Tao Yong have many similarities, the same love of philosophy, love of reading and love of thinking, the same often introspection, often enjoy solitude, often look down on life and death, the same foreigners come to Beijing to chase dreams, and have some special contradictions and complicated feelings for Beijing.
Zhou Guoping wrote in the preface of the book: Medicine and philosophy are inherently indissoluble--doctors do not face individual diseases, as scientists, he must understand the complete human body; as a practitioner, he must understand complete human nature. I am deeply touched by this view. A good doctor not only needs solid medical knowledge, but also needs to have an interdisciplinary mode of thinking, and at the same time needs to be a compatible "contradiction" - inheritance and breaking conventions (innovation), human love and iron face ruthlessness, saving life in life and death Yin yang and looking down on life and death...
What is the meaning of life? We may not be able to find the answer to this question for the rest of our lives, then find a career that we love, get to know and cherish a group of people we like, accept the ups and downs of life, accept the "cruel" reality that life is not perfect, learn to "self-consistency", reconcile with ourselves, and also reconcile with life, so calmly live your life, it is also a wonderful life, it is worth the trip.
Because I have seen too much suffering, because I have experienced a lot of ups and downs in life, I cherish what I have now.
In the Analects, forty is not confused. I feel that my psychological age has also reached the age of confusion. The so-called non-confusion is to know clearly who you are, what you have, and what you want, without being influenced by the values around you. Thanks to my parents' lifelong hard work and selfless support, I can choose a career that I love and can make a difference without worrying about making a living. I am grateful for all the setbacks I have experienced before, which have made me have tenacity and firmness, so that I can wash away the dust and peek into my own heart after being tempered. I still long to be loved but absolutely not attached to people, and I still choose to believe in the goodness of human nature but no longer simply credulously.
Dreams never stop, life will never be stable, can only find a sense of security in the continuous running...
Come on, together to the future!
