We all know that breaking up is a sad thing.
But the pain caused by the loss of love can almost always be healed by time.
Looking at my original self in hindsight, will I have a different state of mind?
We found some chat records when the girls broke up, and looked at everyone's attitude towards the past.
At that time, the boyfriend had an accident at home and owed someone a lot of money.
He bore a lot of it silently himself, and I knew how hard it was for him.
But why can't you ask me if I would like to work with him to find a way?
Break up for more than half a year, every time I want to go back to him.
I will turn this chat history out and look at it, otherwise it is easy to forget how humble I was before.
Friends say I'm a lively and cheerful person, but after getting to know him, I started to look less like myself.
It is said that love can make people more beautiful, and in my case it is the complete opposite.
Being with him made me see my ugliest look.
Before facing his confession, because of the fear of being off-site.
So after a long time of entanglement, I still chose not to be together.
I should never meet anyone as good as him again.
I only blamed myself for not being brave enough to take that step.
Obviously it was me who was wrong, and he was still so gentle.
It's not that I didn't want to get back together, but I know I can't change it.
Even if they get back together, it will only increase the harm to him.
Hopefully he won't meet someone like me again.
I've told him countless times that I'm really afraid of cold violence.
But from the sweet words at the beginning, to the later ignoring.
Only half a year later, the knife was still pierced by his own hand on me.
If it's not in love, I really don't want to have any intersection with you.
You don't have as many advantages as me, and there are still a lot of problems. Who wants to be friends with you?
I've never been short of friends.
After breaking up with him, I seemed to have left a legacy.
Even if you have a good feeling for a person, you will not take the initiative to find him.
The most humble and sad look of myself, it is enough to see it once in my life.
At first, I asked him to pay back every three to five years to give myself an excuse to find him.
Later, I asked him to pay him back, because he really wanted to get the money back.
This money is better to feed stray dogs than to give it to him.
I can take 99 steps for you.
But if you don't even have the determination to take the last 1 step.
Then I will walk back even if I am upside down.
At last
Feelings are really a complicated thing, and many questions are unanswered.
I can only tell you that if you are still in love, you must not let yourself have regrets.
And if it's already passed, let it pass, and don't look back.
Don't be afraid when you love, and don't regret when you leave.