After more than half of life, I realized that health is more important than anything else.
Today, in 2019, I was lying in the operating room of the city hospital, just after the operation, general anesthesia, and the nurse shouted for half a day before waking up.
It was a devil's journey. It's not that the doctor is not good enough, in fact, I haven't even seen the doctor's shadow. Before preparing for the operation, I had a bit of a breakdown, thinking of general anesthesia, the possibility of never waking up again; thinking of a knife cutting on my body. The husband signs the bill, and the various accidents in various situations are explained quite clearly, and there is no room for discussion.
At nine o'clock in the morning I was pushed into the surgical area by a trainee nurse, like a maze with only numbers on the door. The nurse was a new, skinny boy with glasses. The time for the operation was approaching, and he had not yet found the operating room. Pushed me around, but fortunately I finally figured it out on the phone.
Entering the operating room, several white coats were already waiting there. The light came on, the instrument pushed to my side, and I began to shed tears silently. There wasn't a single familiar face, full of fear, not knowing what was going to happen next, and panicking.
The doctor standing on my right side confirmed my name and said that I was too nervous and my face was red, which was not conducive to the operation. She said that in fact, she is not healthy, everywhere hurts, there is no way, the work pressure is high, gritting her teeth and standing up. At this time, the doctor standing on my left foot had already stuck the anesthetic needle. I heard someone call and ask the director how long it would be in place so that she could control the speed of the anesthetic needle according to the time. The director is my chief surgeon, but unfortunately I only smell him, and I haven't seen him in six or seven days of hospitalization.
Soon, I couldn't hear them.
It was already noon when I woke up, and I heard someone calling my name constantly, and I could hear it but couldn't react. I thought I couldn't sleep anymore, and I was afraid I wouldn't wake up. I moved my right finger hard and finally came back.
The horror journey is over and all the good is back! Sunshine and the people I love are there, and of course the most important thing is to regain a healthy body.
