#假如一个人每天只吃一顿饭, how long can you live #haha! This is a question for the right person. My current life is basically one meal a day, so for more than a year, I actually failed to put it

#假如一个人每天只吃一顿饭, how long can I live #haha! This is a question for the right person. My life now is basically one meal a day, so for more than a year in a row, I have not been able to starve me to death. Without any financial resources, living on the salary left behind before, every day groggy, always feeling that there is a knot in the heart that cannot be solved.

I woke up today from hunger, and when I saw that my clothes were wet, I must have been frightened by nightmares. I dreamed that I was dead, and I saw my parents crying and doing funerals for me. The soul wandered around, looking at my sad parents at home, no matter how I shouted, my parents couldn't hear me, couldn't feel me, and then I could only crouch in the corner and cry. Last night's dream was so real that when I woke up the pillows were all wet.

I haven't taken a shower since the first day of the year, so I quickly changed my wet clothes and took a shower. Found that the toothpaste is gone, the water is also cold, there is no hot water to wash, and the rent of the rented house now is 120 yuan a month, just a small bed, a small bathroom. So hungry, there are a hundred dollars left in the bank card, but you still have to eat, and you can't order takeout like the previous few days. Went to the supermarket to buy a few pounds of rice, simply bought a large bag of squeezed vegetables, cooked a pot of porridge and put some salt into it, and ate two large bowls full of really full.

It's almost the end of the year, and if it's time to go out and look for a job, I'm going to cross that hurdle and not be so decadent. Looking at other people's lives is always so beautiful, comparing yourself is really a world of difference. Huabei has been prompting me to pay back the money and deduct the fine, so sad.

Everything is self-inflicted, too lazy, too inferior, too cowardly. Work still needs to be found, life still has to go on, and I don't want last night's dream to become true, so my parents will be very sad. Hold on a little longer, and it will be fine.

Everyone must look at me like a joke, right? How can you get what you want without working hard? Yeah, I've asked myself this question countless times.