Text: Snow is like jade
Figure: From the network
Today is the fifth day I have been guarding the door of Zhang Lin's unit.
When I saw Zhang Lin holding a young girl and walking over affectionately, I could no longer bear the anger in my heart, took the handbag I carried, and rushed over to zhang Lin.
"Are you crazy?" Zhang Lin grabbed my handbag and clasped my hand with his backhand.
"I'm crazy. I'm going to die with you. I reached out my other hand and grabbed Zhang Lin's arm and bit it down hard.
"Oops..." Zhang Lin threw away his handbag, freed his hand, and pulled my long hair, forcing me to let go, he pinched my neck and looked at me with a sinister face: "Are you looking for death?" ”
"I..." I struggled hard, unable to make a sound, feeling soft and soft, like a dying fish staring at him with bulging eyes.
"Let it go, she'll be strangled!"
"What deep hatred does it have to strangle someone else?"
"Quick, call the police, call the police at 110."
In the confusion, I felt that there were many onlookers who were upset with me.
Zhang Lin pushed me hard to the ground, I sat paralyzed on the ground, coughed for a long time before I gasped, and explained to the onlookers in tears, zhang Lin covered my mouth, hugged me, and stuffed a taxi parked on the side of the road.
My name is Liu Xinyi, I am 30 years old this year, and Zhang Lin is my husband.
7 years ago, Zhang Lin went to my clothing store to buy clothes. He hesitated between his shirt and his T-shirt, I saw that he was thin and tall, and I felt that the white shirt was too serious to wear, so I suggested that he buy a white T-shirt to appear more full of spirit and casualness.
He put it on and the results were very good, so he added my WeChat. He said that every time he bought clothes in the future, he would first seek my opinion, and then transfer the account for me to order for him.
I knew that he had just been admitted to the civil service, and his salary was not high, and he wanted to dress decently and was reluctant to spend money. I understand him very well, seeing that his mouth is very sweet, his heart is soft, and every time he just earns him some money for the car fare. He was also very appreciative, and he had to invite guests to dinner and said that he wanted to thank me.
We used to talk and eat and visit the park together, and soon he confessed to me.
Zhang Lin lost his father at an early age, and his only sister was married long ago, and he and his mother depended on each other for their lives. His family's economic conditions are very poor, and Zhang Lin has relied on poverty subsidies to study at university in recent years, which has barely survived.
Although Zhang Lin's family conditions are not good, but Sheng is clever and sophisticated, I have no financial requirements for him, I only hope that they like each other is enough, not to mention my economic conditions are OK.
Once man has bread, what he craves is pure love.
Although his mother is a town dweller with no job, no rights, no unit and no land. His mother was proud in front of me. She hated that I was not a college student, not a civil servant, and did not agree with Zhang Lin's dealings with me.
Zhang Lin insisted on marrying me despite his mother's objections. Looking at Zhang Lin's affectionate style, I feel that I have met true love.
In January 2015, despite my family's objections, I also renovated the house I had previously purchased as a new house, and I was happy to marry Zhang Lin.
Zhang Lin is very considerate to me. Every time I came back from Guangzhou, no matter how late, he would pick me up at the train station. Every holiday, he accompanied me to see the store.
We had a comfortable and comfortable life after marriage.
In the second year of marriage, Zhang Lin divided a set of fund-raising housing indicators in the unit. He borrowed 80,000 yuan and owed 200,000.
I did not hesitate to take out 200,000 and give it to Zhang Lin. My mother-in-law was very happy to see me take the money, and slowly began to be pleasant to me.
My mother-in-law's change in me makes me very happy. What is money? You can earn more when you use it, and the problems that can be solved with money are not problems.
Soon Zhang Lin's unit was divided into houses. Regarding the decoration fee, Zhang Lin is more than enough and insufficient, and I have invested funds and manpower wholeheartedly. Zhang Lin was also busy selecting materials before and after, taking time to supervise and clean.
When I move into a new house, look at everything brand new, and look at the affectionate pillow people, I feel that I am the happiest person in the world.
In May 2017, I transferred the clothing store on Cai Lun Street and invested in a partnership to open a large clothing supermarket at no. 1, the lively square.
In August of that year, my stomach, which had not moved for several years, suddenly had morning sickness. Because I have a strong reaction to morning sickness, what to eat and what to vomit, I can't see the light, otherwise I am dizzy and dizzy, and my whole body is weak. Went to the hospital to check and said that everything was normal and I had to rest at home.
Zhang Lin knew that after I was pregnant, she was full of flowers, considerate to me, and even did not feel at ease at work, telling me not to worry about making money, and he also took his mother to take care of me.
While I was concentrating on raising a baby at home, bad news came from the clothing supermarket, and the business was not as good as expected. Now is the Internet age, and catching up with the peak of e-commerce, everyone has begun to buy clothes online.
I know that the operation of the clothing supermarket is not good, and it can only be the ants on the hot pot. Because my due date of delivery has arrived, when I give birth to a child and sit in a full confinement, the clothing supermarket is already a lack of surgery, resulting in a direct loss of more than 1 million yuan.
More than 1 million debts, for families who had just bought a house and renovated, had children and closed their jobs for a whole year, was a large amount at that time.
At this time, Zhang Lin was actively preparing for the civil servant examination of the municipal unit, and in order not to worry Zhang Lin, I secretly concealed all this.
However, as soon as the debt period arrived, there was no repayment, and the creditor directly came to the door to collect the debt. Zhang Lin still knew.
In my eyes, more than 1 million is still a large amount, and in Zhang Lin's eyes, it is a huge arrears. Zhang Lin just doesn't eat or drink, and he has to work for 20 years to make up so much money, especially in the eyes of his mother-in-law.
During that time, Zhang Lin frowned when he looked at me. The mother-in-law sighed listlessly all day and kept complaining about Zhang Lin. Blame him for not listening to her advice, he had to find a businessman to marry, if he was a civil servant, although his life was a little poor, but stable, why bear such a large amount of huge debts.
In the face of my mother-in-law's accusations, I had nothing to say, only to choose to remain silent.
I know that because of the failure of my investment, Zhang Lin has a heavy ideological burden, and my heart is particularly sad. But what can be done? Doing business always has to make money and lose money, and there is no business in this world that is stable and does not lose money.
Soon I received a summons from the court, and the creditors took me to court.
In those days, I was working with friends to find a way to investigate market trends and see if there was any way to make a comeback. But my mother-in-law showed me all day long, thinking that I owed so much money, did not make money and only knew how to play, and also left her children who were a few months old to manage.
One day, Zhang Lin called me to the study and carefully weighed the pros and cons with me. Because Zhang Lin's civil service examination, the written test has passed, and it will be an interview immediately, and he hopes not to affect him because of my personal credit problems.
Zhang Lin suggested that we first agree to divorce and give him both houses and children. He said that only in this way would it not affect him, but also keep my hard-working property from being enforced. If I can make a comeback and pay off my debts, I will remarry, and if not, this home will always be my last safe haven.
I feel that this agreement divorce is a bit inappropriate, after all, that house is my premarital property, but in case it is enforced by the court, both houses will not be saved, and Zhang Lin with the child may have to return to his mother's dark and damp old house to live, which is really bad for the child's health, on the other hand, it will directly lead to Zhang Lin's interview failure.
After much thought, I agreed to Zhang Lin's proposal and signed the divorce agreement. Although we know in our hearts that it is a fake divorce, I am a little worried, but because of love, I am willing to take on everything.
But it is naïve to owe money to repay the debt.
I cobbled together 300,000 yuan, and repeatedly pleaded with the other party to give me two years, and I must find a way to repay the rest of the money, and the court also coordinated from it, so that I could breathe a sigh of relief.
I took the advice of my friend, changed the business model, rented a house for renovation, and began to live stream the goods and shoot videos on the Internet.
At first, there was no way, the business did not improve much, and I ate and lived in the live broadcast room all day and meditated.
Zhang Lin would occasionally bring his children to see me, and later he said that he had just arrived at the new work unit, the workload was very large, in order to gain a firm foothold, he had to work hard to study, and gradually he had less time to come to see me.
Sometimes when I go back, he is often not at home, either working overtime or traveling on business.
If people don't have money, they have no confidence, and they are willing to do anything.
Besides, Zhang Lin is so self-motivated, I am happy in addition to appreciation. Although he can't help me financially, he doesn't give me any trouble, he doesn't drag me back, I'm already content.
I threw myself into making videos and vibrato. Often for a copywriter, I go around asking for teachers and friends to learn from other people's experiences. In order to ensure the quality of the goods, I have to try on each product, find out the shortcomings of the product as much as possible, optimize as much as possible, and do it foolproof.
Kung Fu pays off. After half a year, my hardcore fans gradually increased, and sales began to rise steadily, while I myself lost weight to a bamboo pole. After more than a year of perseverance, I finally paid off all my debts, and I danced happily at the thought of being able to remarry and return to normal family life.
That day I excitedly called Zhang Lin to come back early, and I made his favorite chopped pepper fish head and tofu shredded meat soup.
"I'm going to announce something very important." I happily touched the glass with Zhang Lin with my glass, "We can remarry." ”
"Remarriage?" Zhang Lin was obviously shocked and choked on a mouthful, and the spicy fish soup full of nose choked him straight to tears.
"The remaining 300,000 yuan has been paid off today." I hurriedly handed him a stack of napkins and patted him on the back while looking at him with joy, expecting him to smile ecstatically and hug me warmly.
Unexpectedly, Zhang Lin just nodded, he slowly and methodically wiped his eyes and nose with a tissue, and after a while he calmly asked me: "Aren't we pretty good now?" ”
"What do you mean?" I was surprised, and the hand that handed the napkin was in mid-air.
"You say divorce is divorce, and if you want to remarry, you can remarry?" Zhang Lin looked at me and smiled contemptuously.
I looked at Zhang Lin's disdainful face and slapped it on the table with a "snap". "What does it mean to divorce if I want to get a divorce?" I slammed my bouncing rice bowl to the ground.
Zhang Lin bounced the soup stains that had been splashed on his clothes, frowned, and waved his hand at me impatiently: "Remarriage is impossible, willing to stay in this home, unwilling to roll." ”
Zhang Lin suddenly turned his face and did not recognize anyone, when he said yes, how to say that he would change his mind?
I jumped into my chair, my heart like a knife.
Zhang Lin refused to remarry, saying that it was good to live like this. The calm tone, the voice of despair, made my happy mood instantly fall to the bottom.
Zhang Lin never showed in front of me that he did not want to remarry, but his cold decision should not be a momentary impulse, he should have thought about it long ago.
We all know a fact: as long as I don't remarry, it not only means that the property I worked so hard to work hard, including the house I had built before marriage, was all given to Zhang Lin in vain, but also means that he is a free body, and he can marry others at any time.
Money is a really good thing. No matter what mask you wear, it will be ruthlessly torn off by money.
I didn't argue with Zhang Lin again. A man returns to the studio in frustration. I think of the hardships of these years, a person working alone, in terms of money and work has not relied on Zhang Lin in the slightest, once thought that this is the best love I can give him, I did not know that he had already calculated, in time to stop the loss without a single effort to get a house.
Thinking of this, I can't help but be indignant, and my heart is not willing, but I think about it, as long as I work hard and the family lives happily, I am still willing to endure, after all, maintaining marriage cannot rely on a "marriage certificate".
But when I came home again, my mother-in-law had already packed up all my belongings, packed them up in the corner, and asked me when I was going to move away.
"Why should I move away? Zhang Lin and I are just fake divorce. I saw several stacked large cardboard boxes, and I couldn't help but be angry, and I no longer cared about the image of the past, shouting at my mother-in-law, "What qualifications do you have to sweep me out of the house?" ”
"There is a divorce certificate." The mother-in-law raised the blue book in her hand and smiled triumphantly at me, "And the real estate certificate." ”
Looking at the divorce certificate and the real estate deed, I instantly lost the courage to argue and slumped on the sofa.
Am I being put together by Zhang Lin? I don't want to believe that Zhang Lin, who once lived a sweet life with me, would really be so cruel and want to kick me out? This is a home that I have worked so hard to make, and I am so unwilling.
I called Zhang Lin's phone again and again and shut down.
I stayed at the door of Zhang Lin's unit for almost a week, and finally saw his figure, and he was holding hands with a young and beautiful girl.
"That's why you won't remarry?" Although I have long speculated in my heart, I can't hide the pain and despair in my heart when I really see this scene.
"I just want to live a plain and stable life." Zhang Lin looked at me coldly.
"Didn't I give you a plain and stable life?" In the ups and downs of these years, have you held up a piece of the sky for me or held up an umbrella? Who gave you your current years of quiet goodness? Are you still a man? "I was like a flood that broke the embankment, and I smashed my handbag in his face regardless of his disregard, wantonly venting my anger, but I didn't expect to be choked by Zhang Lin's neck."
At that moment, I really wanted to die with Zhang Lin, but I couldn't beat him after all, rubbing his neck that was hurt by him, and I cried bitterly and teared off Zhang Lin's hypocritical face in public.
Zhang Lin hurriedly forced me into the taxi.
Looking at the flow of traffic, and then looking at Zhang Lin today, he now has tens of thousands of monthly incomes, has two houses, and a set of old houses in the urban village, which is considered to be the elite class of the city, and I have become a freelancer with nothing.
It turned out that shortly after his fake divorce from me, many people saw that he was in good condition and took the initiative to pursue him. He began to lose his mind and inflate his lusts, deliberately concealing the fact of his fake divorce from me and interacting with others, wanting to enjoy the blessings of others, and when he saw that I was going to remarry, he simply tore his face and asked me to get out.
Seeing Zhang Lin's true face, I no longer asked for remarriage, but only asked Zhang Lin to return the house I had before marriage.
What I never expected was that Zhang Lin used the excuse of asking me to pay child support and did not agree to return the house to me.
In desperation, I had to collect evidence that the house was premarital property, and went to the court to file a lawsuit, and he agreed to return the house to me.
Half a year later, I stood in my house again, looked back at the past with Zhang Lin, and found that all this stemmed from the fact that I overestimated myself, overestimated Zhang Lin, and overestimated my expectations for marriage.
In this relationship, I have been silently giving, silently bearing alone, without any demands on him, for a long time, not only let him feel how cheap my love is, but also let his selfishness and greed continue to breed.
The malice of human nature, like the venom stored in the gums of a poisonous snake, erupts whenever the time comes. And in any case, I did not expect that my unsought love and silent payment had become a hotbed of evil.
Some people, some things, must be touched to the head to understand, I am still young, can start a new life, I will still long for simple love, but I will no longer be so heartless.