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Zheng Juan's "fierceness" is hidden in her bones.
A soft and weak woman, not much to say, industrious and capable, never complaining, in the play "In the World", Zheng Juan is too perfect.
She is gentle on the outside, emotionally stable, never hysterical about anything to anyone, kind and firm at heart, and the kind of strength in her that many women do not have.
Zheng Juan is a child picked up by her mother, from a poor family, and a blind brother, this kind of family girls are not arrogant.
She is the pillar of the family, but unfortunately she got pregnant before marriage and gave birth to someone else's child, and the birth of this child is disgraceful.
But Zheng Juan never longed to rely on others in her heart.
The days are very hard, but Zhou Bingkun is a light in her life.
No one had ever made her feel so warm, and this was the beginning of Zheng Juan's fall.
She longs for Zhou Bingkun's love, because her life is loveless.
But the gap in identity, as well as the "scandal" of unmarried pregnancy, will make Zheng Juan inferior.
Zhou Bingkun's persistence made Zheng Juan slowly walk out of her inferiority complex.
After the death of his mother, Zhou Bingkun's mother fell ill, coupled with Zhou Bingkun's "crime", the Zhou family had no main backbone, and Zheng Juan single-handedly supported two families (the Zhou family and the Zheng family).
Old illness, small, brother is still blind, and Zhou Rong's daughter needs to be raised, Zheng Juan raises five people alone, this burden is very heavy for a big man, not to mention a weak woman.
But Zheng Juan arranged the family very thoughtfully.
Although Zheng Juan is a housewife and has no culture, she is strong in the face of the hardships of life, and she is not afraid of hardship.
Zheng Juan's personality also saved her marriage to Zhou Bingkun from a lot of quarrels over chai rice oil and salt, unlike Guoqing and Wu Qian.
In Zheng Juan's life, what is missing is not suffering, but warm emotions, so once she encounters her own light, she would rather crush her body and bones and maintain it well.
Such a Zheng Juan is cruel to herself.
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Zheng Juan and Zhou Bingkun worked hard to cultivate Zhou Nan very well, and as a result, the bastard Luo Shibin, who had bullied her, wanted to get something for nothing.
Zheng Juan and Zhou Bingkun are unwilling in their hearts, but both of them are too kind, and they also want to respect the child's ideas from the heart.
Zhou Nan's transformation made Zheng Juan very sad.
Especially after Zheng Juan and Zhou Bingkun quarreled, Zhou Nan's sentence "You quarreled with him" made Zheng Juan perceive the change of her son and slapped herself in front of Zhou Nan.
Zheng Juan did not explain the big truth to her son like most mothers, and used crying to solve the problem, but punished herself with a slap, and she did not educate her son well, and the mistakes were all on herself.
This slap shocked Zhou Nan, he saw his mother's feelings with Zhou Bingkun, and also saw his mother's attitude.
Coupled with Zhou Bingkun telling Zhou Nan, "I don't allow anyone to hurt my daughter-in-law, including you, your mother is happy, I will be happy." ”
This is also the reason why Zhou Nan later decided to study abroad by his own efforts.
All these changes in Zhou Nan are based on her mother's "cruelty" to herself.
In order to protect Zhou Bingkun's reputation, Zheng Juan has made a lot of efforts, and this is true of Zhou Nan's studies, and her feelings for him are even more so.
Zhou Nan and Feng Yue are in love with each other, and Zhou Rong owes her daughter to convince Zheng Juan.
In Zhou Rong's heart, she longed for Zheng Juan to complete the two of them, but she did not expect that Zheng Juan understood all of Zhou Rong's thoughts and said the most cruel words in the most gentle tone: "The children's life is a lifetime, then our life is not a lifetime?" ”
She knew that as long as the two children were together, the lie that "Zhou Bingkun is Zhou Nan's father" would be exposed by the neighbors, Zhou Rong was a university professor, and she had her own class.
However, Zhou Bingkun is a worker, or a man who wants face, and may not be able to live without the light character piece for a lifetime, and she cannot but consider Zhou Bingkun's situation.
Not to mention that this man is the light and warmth that Zheng Juan has worked hard to pursue for a long time.
So she would rather be cruel to herself than protect him thoroughly.
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Zheng Juan has lived around Zhou Bingkun all her life.
After Zhou Nan's accidental death, Luo Shibin and Zhou Bingkun fought, because he could not bear the death of his only son, and he blamed all his mistakes on Zhou Bingkun.
Zhou Bingkun injured Luo Shibin in a fit of rage and was sent in.
In order to save Zhou Bingkun, Zheng Juan once again gave herself a cruel hand, she revealed her scars in court, telling the secret that had been kept for more than 20 years, that is, what Luo Shibin did to Zheng Juan.
This woman usually doesn't talk much, has never complained about life, can eat any bitterness, and can bite her teeth and cross the past, only Zhou Bingkun is her weakness.
Her Bingkun can endure hardships, but she cannot be wronged, especially those grievances imposed on his head, she believes in Zhou Bingkun.
Zhou Bingkun gave Zheng Juan's life faith and warmth, and the two-way love between them gave the two inferior people the strength to move forward.
When Zheng Juan first began to associate with Zhou Bingkun, Zhou's father was opposed.
Later, Father Zhou saw Zheng Juan's kindness and accepted her, and the brothers and sisters of the Zhou family also reluctantly accepted her.
With the occurrence of Zhou Nan's father and Zhou Bingkun's fight, Zheng Juan's tenacity and firmness made the Zhou family see Zheng Juan's cruelty to herself and her love for Zhou Bingkun.
Compared with the love of Zhou Rong and Zhou Bingyi, the pair of Zheng Juan and Zhou Bingkun are considered to be lovers in distress, and the two of them have achieved and supported each other.
Zheng Juan healed Zhou Bingkun's wounds in the original family, and Zhou Bingkun also healed Zheng Juan, and the status and experience of the two of them in their respective families made them more understanding of each other.
Their feelings are like two people who are in love and have the same interests, and after the hardships and difficulties of life, they have resonated emotionally.
This resonance can last for a long time, and it is generally difficult to disappear.
Compared with Zhou Rong's admiration for Feng Huacheng, Zhou Bingyi used his own excellence to easily attract the daughter of the provincial governor, and the feelings generated by Zheng Juan and Zhou Bingkun because of the resonance were much stronger.
And Zhou Bingkun's responsibility, kindness and loyalty, deserve Zheng Juan to be cruel to herself again and again.
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