Years later, you're finally what you were.
Seeing this sentence in Ah Pei's circle of friends, I have mixed feelings. It is said that everyone has a person in their hearts who cannot get it, and Fang Yang is the white moonlight that Ah Pei has never received.
In the second year of junior high school, Ah Pei shyly told me that she fell in love with a boy upstairs at first sight. I was excited and gossipy, and secretly went to see it, and I was disappointed.
He was tall, a little rickety, with a big head and a high forehead, like a big bean sprout. I couldn't see where it was, and I felt that he was three thousand meters away from the name Fang Yang.
I hated him for his poor looks, and his grades were not outstanding, Ah Pei disliked me for being superficial, like a drunkard and liked him, every day at noon to give him songs on the school radio station, every night to repair the homework to push aside, write him love letters.
The love letter was tucked into the envelope, so thick, Ah Pei held it in his hand, and jumped happily towards the end of the corridor.
Sometimes the upstairs classmates had to go to physical education class, experimental class or sketching, and the wuyang gushed down, and Ah Pei's head immediately turned ninety degrees, and accurately dug out Fang Yang among so many people.
Any time he met that Fang Yang, even if he lined up to buy food and opened the water, he came face to face and passed by, he was always expressionless, and he didn't know if he had read the love letter, or just threw it in the trash.
Their closest intersection was a grade spring picnic, and they climbed up the mountain one after the other.
Ah Pei flipped around, not knowing how long he had been reading in front of me. Asked her what the two of them had said, she instantly blackened her face and said no, not a word, she was embarrassed to open her mouth.
I wonder why I like him? Is it greedy for him to be high? But Abe never told me.
Before graduating from junior high school, there was an all-night K singing activity, and it is said that many people are ready to confess to their crush. Hearing that Fang Yang would also go, Ah Pei dressed up carefully and rushed away.
I went to bed quietly and early and didn't go. The next morning, Ah Pei came back crying and mourning.
Rejected? The result was even worse, Fang Yang did not go at all, and her lonely courage turned into a cold heart.
In high school, Ah Pei and Fang Yang just went to the same school, and when I wrote to me, it was Fang Yang who was still nagging. In her eyes, Fang Yang was always the one who was high above, radiant.
College, I was in the same school as Ah Pei, and Fang Yang was at the other end of the city. Ah Pei talked about a few small loves and soon broke up again.
In her junior year, she made friends with a gentle Sven boy, not tall, very kind to her, always smiling and squinting when he looked at her.
I thought that she had finally met the right person and finally let go of Fang Yang. Soon after her roommate called me and said she was drunk.
When I passed, she was like a drunken cat, spitting out and nagging, and she was still talking about Fang Yang. Unwillingly, she finally plucked up the courage to confess to her face once, and then was rejected.
"What good is he worth remembering?" I hate that iron is not steel, and I really wish I could pull Fang Yang out of her heart and throw it away.
"He's the first boy I like!" @ High cool leaves
After a few years, we were partying, she inadvertently talked about Fang Yang, not long ago they met once, her husband accompanied, everyone talked a lot.
Her husband still smiled and squinted at her like that, saying that she sometimes drank too much, shouting fang Yang, only afraid that it would be seven or eighty years old, and it was still like this.
Ah Pei also laughed and directly stuffed him with a char siu bun. Their four-year-old son also learned to stuff a bun in his mouth.
The former Ah Pei boyfriend, and now Ah Pei's husband, have always known Ah Pei's past, know her bitter love all the way, and also allow her to hide in her heart.
"Who doesn't have one or two people in their hearts who can't put it down?" I have the same. She remembered it that way, but because they had never started. "He once told me not to care about that.
He did understand Abey. Think about it, if you are jealous and noisy because of this, you will ruin your life.
After so many years, Ah Pei finally let go of his former obsession and let go of that person. I don't have to ask why, over the years their family of three has lived a peaceful and beautiful life, and the past will be left to the past.
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