Marrying far away is a lifetime of helplessness and heartache.
I married Linyi from Heze Peony District, and every New Year I have to drive more than 300 kilometers back to my mother's house, and now I haven't been home for nearly a year.
Now the old man is driving on the highway, because I am in a stimulated mood, he does not dare to let me drive, afraid of speeding, every time I come home, my parents will wait far away at the mouth of the village, every time I see them will give them a hug, and then we will all go home with red eyes and holding hands. I really regret marrying far away, my family is two daughters, now my parents are particularly lonely, my life is not satisfactory now, I have three daughters, my in-laws look at me is ten thousand unpleasant, but I don't want to regenerate. I don't want to tell my parents about these things, and I don't want them to worry about me anymore.
Every time I leave, my parents will shed tears, choke for half a day, a lot of reluctance in the heart, if it is for me to choose once, I will definitely not marry far away, that will save a lot of helplessness and heartache.
