01
My name is Chen Huaming, I am 40 years old, I am an executive of a financial company, and I earn a monthly salary of 30,000 yuan.
I was born into a modest family, poor as a child, and had younger siblings. But from a very young age, I knew that only by myself could I change my seemingly established life.
So I studied very hard, and when I was in college, I was admitted to a prestigious university.
After I came out, I chose the financial industry, and I made some achievements by working on my own, and then I jumped to the company I am in today, and I have reached this position all the way to where I am today.
I am still very proud and satisfied with the hard work of the first half of my life, and it is through my own hands that I have created my wealth and status.
But in my 40 years of life, what makes me feel inadequate is my wife.
I remember that I would marry my wife, and her family actually looked down on me, their family was in the city, and I came from a small eighteen-line township, and we were very incompatible from the family background.
But my wife insisted on marrying me, and finally succeeded in convincing her parents.
When I got married, I didn't have anything, and the marriage house was also bought by their family, so my wife would say to me, "Although I am not in good condition at the moment, she believes that I have the ability to create a home that truly belongs to us." ”
02
Later, I really did not live up to my wife's opinion of me, and I did buy a house that belonged to both of us in the following years.
As my career path has become wider and wider, and my living conditions have become better and better, and now my annual income is nearly 500,000, and their family members no longer look at me.
But over the years, the shortcomings of the wife have never changed.
It is because of her personality, but also the influence of her family, she is always very harsh on others, her temper is also very smelly, and she will scold whenever something is not good.
At first, I would tolerate her, but after a long time, no one could stand it, and we would occasionally quarrel.
The situation never got better, and even after she gave birth, it got worse.
After giving birth to a child, her figure was deformed, and she often complained that I couldn't take good care of her and didn't let her enjoy her well.
I only felt helpless, as if no matter what, she would blame me.
03
Every graduation season, the company recruits some interns to the company, and this year is no exception.
One of them came to the department I was in charge of, and her bright eyes and water spirit were very beautiful.
After spending some time together, I also found that she was a very gentle girl, and I unconsciously had different feelings for her.
Sometimes when I come home and see my wife, I wonder why my wife is not the kind of woman who is gentle as water, and I can't help but sigh.
After I had a different thought, the girl also sensed my intentions, and we all tacitly maintained an ambiguous relationship.
But at this stage, my wife noticed my abnormality and saw my ambiguous chat with the girl from my mobile phone.
No doubt she was furious and furious, scolding me, accusing me, and clamoring for divorce from me.
In a fit of rage, I said, "Leave, you delicious and lazy woman, I've had enough." Money does not see how much you earn, usually work is tired, always like a crazy woman, spend me to eat me, and face bumping me. ”
My wife listened to me and was stunned, she should not have thought that I would say divorce.
04
After the divorce, I felt more relaxed than ever, and every day I came home and ordered takeout, ate whatever I wanted, and drank a little wine in my spare time.
After divorcing my wife, I also officially came together with the girl and took her home.
Her gentle and touching appearance always made me fall in love with her, especially when she was spoiling me, and I felt happy.
During the time I was with her, I didn't spend less money on her, buy bags, buy clothes, buy jewelry.
At first, I immersed myself in it and didn't think there was anything wrong with it, but after a few months, when the credit card was repaid again and again, I calculated that it cost almost 200,000 yuan in just three months.
At that time, I suddenly realized that such a lavish spending money could not last long.
So I gently proposed to her that I should save some money next, and for the future, I should plan well.
Who knew that she was immediately angry when she heard it, and had an argument with me, saying that I should spend money for a woman when a man makes money, and future planning is also a man's business.
It didn't stop, and a few days later she came to me again and said she wanted to buy a car. I was a little embarrassed, after all, no one's money was blown by the wind.
Seeing that I didn't want to, she scolded and grinned, and we didn't break up.
05
After not having contact with her for a few days, I also calmed down and recalled that my wife would rather be too tired to walk home in order to save 10 yuan and 8 yuan of car money.
I remembered that my wife often had back pain since she gave birth to a child, and she would still clean up the house because of my words.
I remembered that when I came home after drinking too much, she took good care of me, and on weekdays I was often busy with work, she would urge me to exercise and pay attention to my body...
Now I have been squandering for a few months, I have gained a lot of weight, spent a lot of money, some time ago the physical examination of fatty liver also came out, uric acid is also high.
What makes me even more helpless is that my son, because I divorced my wife, decided that I was sorry for her, and had not paid attention to me for almost half a year, and my parents also scolded me because I divorced my wife every time they saw me and did not know how to cherish.
Since I have reflected, I have begun to feel remorseful, and it is very unconscionable to do these things and divorce my wife.
Now that my lover has run away, the money has been spent, and I am left alone, and I regret it. In just half a year, I regretted not having done it.
Now I have decided that no matter what, I will find my wife, reconcile with her, and give me a chance to change.