I and someone else's wife, gave birth to a dragon and phoenix fetus, and the retribution came 18 years later.

Now, it's up to you

Author: Chen Ruoyu Source: Chen Ruoyu

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1

My dad's name is Xu Fengshan.

For as long as I can remember, he was a bit silly. But as long as he doesn't speak, no one can see that he's stupid.

My dad was tall, whiter than a girl, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, and when he was 23 years old, he met my mom in a glass factory, and my mom was an outsider who worked in a workshop with my dad.

My dad was handsome, lively and helpful.

Soon, my mother chased after my father, talked to my father about love, and as a result, she became pregnant before marriage, my father said to marry her, but she has been prevaricating, after giving birth to me and my brother, before we had a full moon, they ran back to their hometown, and there has been no news since.

Later, my father found my mother's hometown, only to learn that she had already had a husband, a man who was almost 40 years old, who often beat her, and she ran out to work.

She really liked my dad, so after quietly giving birth, she ran back, and she never expected my dad to find her hometown.

My dad was disappointed and never mentioned her again.

2

My brother and I are dragons and phoenixes.

My grandparents were young and healthy, so they took care of us with my dad all the time, but they all hated my mom and left two children, and it was difficult for my dad to find a partner.

Some people also introduced people to my dad, and people asked my dad to move out and live alone without children, and my dad firmly disagreed. So, my dad was always single.

When I was 5 years old, my dad broke his head when he jumped into the river to save a child who fell into the water, and it was said that the water was stained red at that time, and my dad insisted on pushing the child to the shore, and when everyone pulled him to the shore, he was unconscious.

After waking up from the hospital, he became stupid.

I heard many people in the village privately call me a fool, but in fact, he was not stupid in the traditional sense, but he was a little dull, and his speech and hands and feet were a little unfavorable.

My grandmother cried to death and said that my father really couldn't marry his wife now.

My dad didn't know if it was because he was a little stupid, or because he didn't want to marry his wife because he cared about us, and he still worked in the glass factory, and the young girls avoided him.

But my father was very considerate to me and my brother, maybe it was pity that we had no mother, and my relatives also loved our brothers and sisters.

When I was a child, I also asked my dad who my mom was and where my mom was.

Grandparents and relatives said, "Your mother ran away, I don't want you anymore." ”

But my dad would say word for word, "Mom loves you very much, but she can't take care of you, and when you grow up, you'll know." ”

I've always had this vision of growing up and my mom coming back, growing up healthy.

It wasn't until I was 12 years old that I heard about my parents from my grandmother and knew that my father had lied to us, that my mother didn't love us at all, and would never come back.

After that, I wouldn't want to find my mother anymore.

3

Most of the time, my dad was normal, only occasionally he didn't have a light.

My dad worked in a glass factory since he was 18 years old, and the people who came into the factory at the same time as him were basically promoted, but because he was a bit stupid, he was ignored.

When I was 14 years old, he finally had a promotion quota, but he voluntarily gave up and gave it to another employee who had just arrived for two or three years.

He never mentioned it until a few months later, when my grandmother heard about it from someone else, and when she came back, she asked my dad with her face covered.

Promotion will increase salary by 200 yuan.

My dad was cooking for us and stumbling and said, "Zhou Feng, he needs money." ”

My grandmother said, "Our family needs it too, they're going to high school soon." ”

My father continued to stutter about the Zhou Feng family, Zhou Feng's wife had difficulty giving birth when she gave birth two years ago, the child was not saved, the body damage was very large, and he sought medical treatment everywhere, and he wanted to save money to see his wife.

My grandmother was so angry that she couldn't eat anymore.

My father suddenly lowered his head and said, "I can't be a leader like this, people laugh at me, and the director of the factory has no face..."

My grandmother looked at my dad, suddenly lost her breath, sighed bitterly, and then said to us, "Who said your dad was stupid, you see how thoughtful he thinks." ”

After saying that, Grandma turned her back and wiped her tears.

Zhou Feng is also a Zhi'en Tu Bao, after he took office, he sent my father to a relaxed job, what welfare subsidies are there in the factory, the first thing that comes to mind is also my father.

Two years later, Zhou Feng saved enough money to take his wife to Beijing for medical treatment, and he was really cured.

After his wife gave birth to a girlfriend, he came to see us with a few boxes of gifts, grabbed my father's hand at the wine table, and cried bitterly.

My father and Zhou Feng are 15 years apart, but since then, they have become very good friends, our two families also often come and go, Zhou Feng's wife, young and beautiful, knows my mother's business, so it is very good for us, often make food for us to send, every year to buy us new clothes for the New Year.

I felt a hint of maternal love in her briefly.

When I was 17 years old, my brother secretly learned to smoke, and when my father found out, he didn't beat or scold, only said: "After the age of 18, you want to smoke again." ”

It was rare that my dad didn't stutter, but my brother was so ashamed that he blushed and never smoked again.

4

In the year of the college entrance examination, the whole family was as nervous as we were.

In order to save us college tuition, my father not only worked in a glass factory, but also found a porter job, which my brother and I did not know, we were immersed in study, hoping to enter a good university, win glory for the family, run a good future, and be able to repay the family well in the future.

One night, Grandma said something had been given to me, pulled me to her room, and gave me a silver ring.

Just when I was immersed in joy, Grandma suddenly said, "Little sister, why don't we go to college?" ”

I was suddenly stunned, only to hear my grandmother sigh and say slowly: "Grandparents are old and have no income, and your father can only provide for one person to study." You're a girl... Or you can discuss it with your brother, and you can read it. ”

I put the ring on the sheet and bowed my head without speaking.

Grandma said that my dad was doing the carrying, and her eyes turned red as she spoke, "Your dad is also my son... He had been miserable enough in this life. ”

That night, I had insomnia until very late, my brother's grades have always been better than mine since I was a child, and he is also eager for college, as if he has made an appointment with the girl he likes to go to college.

At 12 a.m., when I heard my dad coming back from outside, I decided to give up college.

But I was afraid that my father would think too much, so I said that I didn't want to go to college myself, and my father was angry when he heard it. He was rarely angry, and this time he was so angry that he almost hit me with a broom.

He said that he had told the director that if both children were admitted to college, the factory could fund it, but now I said I didn't want to study.

My father's face changed in anger, but I asked in disbelief, "Is the factory really donating money?" ”

My dad couldn't say a word, just nodded his head and stared at me fiercely at the same time.

But I couldn't help but laugh out, "Then I read, I want to go to college." ”

My dad soon realized that I didn't want to read because I was worried about the tuition, and suddenly instead of getting angry, I told us with red eyes that we should study well.

In the summer, my brother and I lived up to expectations and were admitted to the local one.

Our college entrance examination there is a big thing, grandparents and relatives came to our house to help, the banquet invited several tables, Zhou Feng's family of three came, gave red envelopes, the factory director also came, gave me and my brother a big red packet, enough for the first year of tuition for both of us, is the factory with some employees to make up.

My father was particularly touched, he was embarrassed to receive, the factory director gave it to me.

I also learned that what my dad said before about the factory funding us to go to college was false, and the current funding is real.

My dad also talked to my grandma that he was going to provide us with a book no matter what.

On the night after the banquet, when I cleaned up the house with my brother, I also made a serious agreement that we would go to work to earn money in the summer, and then we would study hard, repay my father, and all the people who helped us.

But unexpectedly, my brother reneged on his promise.

5

My brother had an accident a few days before the start of college.

At that time, we found a summer vacation job in the county, a two-shift toy processing factory, and my brother and I were divided into two shifts, he worked early and I worked late, but he was afraid that I would not be safe at night, so he changed shifts with me.

Originally everything was fine, one night it rained heavily, and my brother, who had left work at 11 o'clock, had not returned by 12 o'clock.

I was vaguely uneasy, so I went and knocked on my father's door.

In the middle of the night, my father and I went out to look for him, and when we arrived at the factory, the gate was locked, and there was no one there for a long time.

We searched for my brother all night, but we didn't find anyone, and the next day someone found my brother's body in the river, and it was supposed to be my brother who braved the heavy rain to come home, accidentally fell into the pond, and then was washed into the river.

When I went to claim the body, my father did not let me go, nor did he let my grandfather accompany him, he went alone, my grandmother sat in the living room, crying so much that the whole world was trembling, I also cried, I cried so much that I couldn't make a sound, I just felt like I was about to suffocate.

Every minute I had to think about my brother's death and suspect that I was dreaming.

Even though my dad came back with his ashes in his arms, even though I had finished attending his funeral, I still couldn't believe he wasn't there.

Some people say that I can't see that my dad is sad, but I know how sad he is.

Since my father knew that my brother was in an accident, he rarely spoke, always stupid, did not speak as sharply as before, and reacted more slowly than before.

I had heard him sobbing in the middle of the night with his quilt covered, and I heard tears in his eyes when he called my brother's name and no one answered.

One day at three o'clock in the morning, I got up to go to the bathroom and found him lying in my brother's room, talking to my brother.

I stood in the doorway, covering my mouth and crying silently.

My brother's funeral had just been settled, I was going to study abroad, my father sent me, and when I got to the train station, he suddenly said a word to me, not stuttering at all, as if he had rehearsed countless times in his heart.

He said, "I was going to send you and your brother." ”

I burst into tears for a second and hugged my dad tightly.

6

Time always heals all wounds.

Four years after college, my brother's death is gradually no longer taboo in the family, we will mention him, although there will be a pause, but at least will not avoid it.

We still miss him, but we will not continue to be depressed about it.

After I graduated from college, I got a good job, paid a salary, I would send half of it home to my dad, my dad renovated the house in his hometown, my grandparents were older, I would buy them some medical examination cards, as long as they had time, I would go home to accompany them, and take the driver's license to take them to travel around.

At the age of 24, I fell in love, and after telling my dad, he didn't speak for a long time.

In the evening, he asked Zhou Feng and his wife to come to our house for dinner, and after eating, Zhou Feng's wife said that she was going to the supermarket to buy ice cream and pulled me along.

I didn't think much of it, but when we came back, we were chatting on the bridge, and she suddenly said to me.

"Listen to your dad say you're in love."

I nodded sheepishly.

She hesitated and said, "That... It is best not to get pregnant before a girl gets married. ”

I was stunned and blushed in embarrassment, but soon I understood that my father had probably entrusted her to tell me about it, so I specially asked them to come to our house for dinner.

I looked at the endless stream of water and suddenly wanted to cry.

When I was 27, I got married, and we left a place for my brother.

Parents speech link, I specially explained to the emcee not to let my father go on stage to give a speech, he will be nervous, will be a little stuttering, I am afraid that he will be uncomfortable, but did not expect that my father insisted on going on stage, although he still stuttered, a sentence several times to say the whole, but the people in the audience, are very careful to listen, did not send out a trace of laughter.

I held my husband's hand and looked at my dad on the stage, and the tears couldn't be stopped.

My dad's last words were, "I wish my daughter, happiness." ”

At this moment, the applause from the audience was thunderous, I cried uncontrollably, and all the makeup was spent.

Whoever said my dad was stupid, he wasn't stupid at all, he was the most sincere and beautiful man in the world.

Later, I also had a child, and when I went back to see my father, I suddenly asked him if he hated my mother.

He said without hesitation, "Don't hate, but thank her, only you and your brother." ”

I felt nostalgic for a moment and hugged him tightly.

Actually, I never intended to look for my mom, my mom never looked for us, someone asked my mom, I only said she died when we were born.

I only have dad, very good dad.

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Source: Chen Ruoyu . Journal author, member of Fujian Provincial Writers Association, an old fairy who loves to write stories, public number: Chen Ruoyu